“Nah,” Ruhn said. “Consider it a thank-you present. For bailing me out of the dungeons.”
Lidia turned from the kitchen, brows high. “I think we’re even by now. After … everything.” After that shit with Pollux, which he knew would haunt his dreams for a long fucking time.
But there would be joy to light the dark memories. When he’d gone with her to return the boys to their parents, Ruhn had been content to watch the happy reunion, especially as Lidia was hugged with equal welcome and love by the boys’ parents. As the boys had, in their own ways, made it clear that Lidia would be welcome in their lives.
Brann, he had no doubt, would be the easier one. But Ace …
Ruhn smiled to himself at the memory of how Ace had looked over at Ruhn before leaving, his dark eyes knowing. Sharp. As if to say, Take care of my mom.
Ruhn had answered into the kid’s mind, She can take care of herself, but I will.
Ace’s eyes had widened in shock, and he’d stumbled a step, but—with an assessing, impressed glance at Ruhn—had continued to the transport pod.
Ruhn and Lidia had spent one night in his shithole house, aching to fuck each other within an inch of their lives but all too conscious of his friends a thin wall away, before he’d called up a realtor and asked about finding an apartment. Immediately. With a few specific requests.
“The bedroom over there’s got two beds in it,” he said, pointing across the great room. “For your boys.”
Her eyes were lined with silver as she faced the guest bedroom.
That had been Ruhn’s main demand to the realtor: find an apartment with a guest room that had two beds. “They can visit whenever they—and you—want.”
Her smile was so soft and hopeful that his heart ached. But she walked to the couch in front of the TV and sat down, as if testing it out. Testing out this house, this life.
“I think their dads will want to keep them close for a while after what happened,” Lidia said, “but yes … I would love for them to be here sometimes.”
Ruhn sank beside her on the couch. “They’re going to raise Hel when they’re older.”
“I’m fine with that, so long as it’s not literally.” Lidia sighed. “I’ve had enough of demons for a while, however friendly.”
Ruhn chuckled. “Me too.”
For a few minutes, they sat in companionable silence, the apartment—their apartment—settling in around them.
“I can’t believe we’re alive,” Lidia said at last.
“I can’t believe the Asteri are gone.”
The past few days had been such a whirlwind that he hadn’t really processed all that had happened. Or the current state of the world.
Lidia said carefully, “Your sister and Athalar’s intentions are good, but it’s going to take a lot more than one meeting with a bunch of world leaders to sort out an entirely new system of government. Or dismantle slavery.”
“I know. Bryce knows.”
“Are you … What do you plan to do?”
It was a loaded question, but Ruhn answered, “I’ll help her. I’ll head up the Aux with Holstrom, I guess. Since the Fae throne’s gone as of this morning.” It had been a wonder to behold—Bryce standing in front of the crowd of cameras and nobles, ending the monarchies with a stroke of a pen. Their father’s favorite pen, no less.
Ruhn had never been so proud to be Bryce’s brother.
He smiled slightly. “The Oracle was right in a lot of ways, I guess.” Lidia lifted a brow. “It wasn’t just that the crown would go to Bryce, but that she’d end it. The Danaan royal line is finished.”
Lidia clicked her tongue. “You’re not dead or childless, after all.”
“Not yet,” Ruhn said, laughing again. All that time spent dreading the prophecy, worrying over his fate …
Lidia looked at him, in that way that no one else on Midgard did—like she saw him. “Are you prepared to not be a prince anymore, though? To be … normal?”
“I think so,” he said, nudging her knee with his own. “Are you?”
“I have no idea. I don’t even know what normal is,” Lidia admitted.
Ruhn took her hand, linking their fingers. “How about we figure it out together, then?”
“How to be normal?”
“How to live a normal life. The normal, adult apartment’s a good start. For both of us.” No more veritable frat house living.
But wariness flooded her eyes. “My life is complicated.”
“Whoever said normal isn’t complicated?” he countered. “All I know is that whatever tomorrow or next year or the next millennium has in store for this world, I want to face it at your side.”
Her expression softened. She leaned closer, brushing a strand of his hair back with her free hand.
They weren’t the Hind and a Crown Prince of the Fae. Weren’t Day and Night. Right then, there, they were simply Lidia and Ruhn. He wouldn’t have it any other way.
But Ruhn got to his feet and walked to the kitchen, opening the fridge. The other request he’d made of the realtor: stock the fridge with one thing and one thing only.
Maybe the veritable frat house wasn’t entirely gone. He walked back to the couch and handed Lidia a beer.
“As promised, Day,” he said, twisting off the cap on his bottle. “One beer.”
She looked at the bottle, pure delight shining on her face. She twisted the cap off her own beverage, but got to her feet and clinked her bottle against his before drinking. “To a normal life, Ruhn.”
Ruhn leaned in to kiss her, and Lidia met him halfway. And the love and joy in him glowed brighter than starlight as he said against her mouth, “To a normal life, Lidia.”
* * *
It would take the wolves of the Den a few days to come back from where they’d been lying low. But they were coming back.
Ithan didn’t know if it was Amelie’s order or if Perry had asked them, but everyone was returning. Perhaps just to see how shitty he’d be at leading them as Prime.
Or to assess the dynamic without the Fendyrs.
Or to get their stuff before the firstlight power grid failed and chaos reigned.
Ithan stood in the command center of the Aux headquarters, Flynn and Dec across from him, the former eyeing Perry with an interest Ithan didn’t entirely appreciate.
Perry was blushing, and Ithan didn’t appreciate that, either.
But Ruhn and Lidia walked in before Ithan could say anything stupid, and the former Fae Prince said, “So, first things first: I think it sucks that we save the world and still have to be back at work two days later.”
Perry laughed, and … okay, maybe Ithan liked the sound.
But Lidia said, grave and yet serene, “I’m expecting a report tonight regarding the status of the firstlight power grid and how we might stop it from failing. Lunathion’s engineers have been meeting with the Ocean Queen to learn how she powers her ships without it and will present those findings to us. But in the meantime, we need to start assessing allies inside the city and out of it. Celestina’s still dealing with Ephraim, trying to garner his support, but the other Archangels are going to start jockeying for power. If we don’t want to fall back into the old ways, we need a solid plan.”
“Shouldn’t Athalar be here for this?” Flynn said.
“He’s on his way,” Ruhn said. “With Bryce. But they told us to start without them.”
Dec and Flynn made kissing noises at each other, and Ithan laughed, Perry joining him.
Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad. Not the being Prime part, that part he didn’t particularly like, but this new future. It’d probably be batshit crazy for a while, and they’d have no shortage of enemies, but …
They’d also have each other. A pack. Of all Houses.
Which was why they were here. No more splintered Aux, divided among Houses and species. They’d lead by example. Starting today.
So Ithan said to Lidia and Ruhn, to Flynn and Dec and Perry, “Whatever these assholes want to throw at us, we’ll throw right back at them.”
“Spoken like a true sunball captain,” Dec teased.
Ithan said, “Yeah.” He let the word settle, and for a moment he felt it—that urge to set foot on the field, to grip that ball in his hands. A glimmer, and it was gone, but … after years of nothing, he felt it. Wanted it. So Ithan grinned and added, “I am.”
* * *
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