Well, until now.
“If at a loss, mimic what I did.” He winks. “Now, kneel on me.”
Before I can ask what he means, Nikolai lies on his back and directs me so that I’m turned around and on all fours on top of him. His hard cock is within reach and mine is near his face.
I have never been in such an exposed position before. Have never been comfortable with sixty-nine and, therefore, haven’t done it. I’ve always liked to be in control of every sexual act, even if I was bored out of my mind during it.
Now, however, I don’t feel uncomfortable. It’s more…apprehension mixed with a surge of a foreign thrill.
Before I can think about what it means, Nikolai thrusts his hips up.
“Wrap your lips around my cock, baby.”
His orders send me into a weird frenzy and I fist his dick at the base and stroke it a few times like he did to me. I can’t resist teasing the crown and one of the piercings to test if it feels sensitive.
A drop of precum coats my thumb and I’m rewarded with Nikolai’s grunt. So I do it a few more times while I jerk him until his hips lift off the bed and his delicious noises of pleasure fill my ears.
I register and pay attention to every sudden hitch in his breathing, every movement of his hips, and even the goosebumps that erupt on his thighs.
That way, I know what he likes and keep doing it rougher.
“You’re killing me.” His lustful voice rushes through me like an aphrodisiac.
I smile, loving the idea of killing him.
The thought of a notoriously frightening man like him being so into me is a strange turn-on.
After a few more tugs, I guide him into my mouth and groan around him. I don’t mean to, but I can’t help it when his skin explodes on my taste buds.
Maybe it’s because I’ve wanted to do this for longer than I would like to admit. Maybe it’s because he does taste, and mostly feels, bloody fantastic in my mouth.
“That’s it, baby. Get my cock sloppy and wet,” he rumbles from beneath me, his fingers sliding up and down my balls, teasing, squeezing. “Loosen your jaw. Let me fuck that throat.”
A shiver goes through me and I do as he says, turning into a wanton entity I can’t recognize while I lick the sides of his dick. Precum drips on my tongue and I swallow, squeezing the pierced crown at the back of my throat and keeping it there.
Nikolai grunts, jerks, and thrusts. “Your mouth feels so fucking good. Jesus Christ. Look at you, baby. You don’t even have a gag reflex.”
His hips lift and I can tell he’s holding back, trying not to hurt me or something. So I go harder, jerking his cock at the base and testing what he just said. I bob my head up and down, taking as much of him as I can to the back of my throat with every slurp.
“Mmm. Fuck. Your mouth is made for sucking my cock. You’re doing so well.”
I growl around his skin and he thickens even more against the vibration. For some reason, the praise sends me into a frenzy. He’s breaking me, crushing my very foundation to fucking pieces, and I’m overwhelmingly addicted.
Undeniably fucking screwed.
I suck his cock like it’s a sport, going deeper and harder, then relax my jaw and let him use my tongue for friction. It’s sloppy in the beginning; my saliva runs down his length and onto his balls, but then I mix it with his precum on purpose as I lick and tease his piercings so enthusiastically, it’s as if I was born to suck cock.
Not just any cock. His cock.
I drown in the lustful moans spilling from him. My balls tighten and my dick thickens as his growls rumble through me, turning me into a fucking animal.
The opening of a drawer breaches my ears, but I don’t pay attention as I get the hang of what I’m doing. I twist the base of his shaft, pull it out of my mouth, then swirl my tongue on the crown, teeth tugging on a piercing.
“Mmmfuck, baby…fuck…” He releases a thick, lustful sound and feeds me more of his precum.
I can feel him getting close, his dick growing huge in my hands, and even though my jaw aches, I take him in again.
There’s no ending this until he shatters as hard as he broke me earlier. I’ll give him pleasure as intense as he gave me— A cold, slippery finger trails a path on my balls and then my arse cheek is pulled to the side and that finger circles my rim.
I buck, the movement taking me so completely by surprise, I don’t know what to do. My head is swimming in so much overpowering lust from sucking his cock that I didn’t even realize what he was doing.
Nikolai rolls his hips and thrusts all the way to the back of my throat. Pressure forms at my back hole as he traces the rim some more, then slides his finger in.
“Shhh. You’re doing so good, baby. Your ass is taking my finger so well.” He drives his cock in my mouth as he penetrates me from behind.
The intrusion makes me close my eyes, my knees shaking, and a part of me demands I fight.
Somehow.
Anyhow.
I need to—
He drives his finger in slowly, breaching me so wholly, I can’t think straight.
“Mmmf… Ffuck…” I mumble around his cock, saliva and precum dripping on his balls.
Another lubed finger joins the first and the fullness clouds my head. All I can do is remain still, mouth open, arse in the air as he thrusts in me.
The pain slowly disappears, replaced by an acute sense of…pleasure?
Oh fuck.
“That’s it, baby.” He thrusts his cock in and out of my mouth, hitting the back of my throat with the piercings. “Fuck your ass on my fingers.”
I realize with utter shock that I’m rocking back and forth, lips parted so he can fuck me with his cock and I’m helping him drive in and out of my arse.
Fucking fuck.
He’s dragging out a foreign version of me, clawing and tearing at every safety measure I had in place.
He gets close and I’m giving up control.
He touches me and I’m stumbling, rolling, falling, falling, falling…
Nikolai’s fingers scrape something inside me and I nearly lose balance.
“There it is.” The lust in his voice undoes me, shoving me to the edge. “Fuck… I’m gonna come…”
He pegs his fingers against that secret part once.
Twice…
On the third time, heat engulfs me and any sounds I want to make are drowned by the cum that explodes all over my mouth, lips, and face.
But that’s not the part that makes me want to scream. It’s my own dick shooting cum on Nikolai’s chest, face, and hands.
It goes on and on, spraying everywhere and decorating the sheets.
Please don’t tell me I just came without any stimulation to my cock.
I jerk away from Nikolai and he slips his fingers from my arse. My hole clenches around them as if wanting to keep them there. What the— “Mmm.” Nikolai traces his other hand over the cum on his chest, smearing it on the tattoos before he drags his fingers to his mouth. “You definitely made a mess this time. Hot as fuck.”