It was a relief to let the words go. The pressure in her chest eased.
Iris returned to her typewriter. As she lifted it, her fingers touched a ridge of cold metal, bolted on the inside of the frame. The plate was the length of her smallest finger and easy to overlook, but she vividly remembered the day she had discovered it. The first time she had read the engraving in the silver. THE THIRD ALOUETTE / MADE ESPECIALLY FOR D.E.W.
Daisy Elizabeth Winnow.
Her nan’s name.
Iris had often studied those words, wondering what they meant. Who had made this typewriter for her nan? She wished she had noticed the engraving before her grandmother had passed away. Now Iris had no other choice but to be content in the mystery.
She shifted the typewriter back to its hiding place and crawled into bed. She drew the blankets to her chin but left the candle burning, even though she knew better. I should blow it out, save it for tomorrow night, she thought, because there was no telling when she would be able to pay the electricity bill. But for now, she wanted to rest in the light, not in the darkness.
Her eyes closed, heavy from a long day. She could still smell the rain and cigarette smoke in her hair. She still had ink on her fingertips, marmalade in the grooves of her teeth.
She was almost asleep when she heard it. The sound of paper rustling.
Iris frowned, sitting forward.
She looked at her wardrobe. There, on the floor, was a piece of paper.
She gaped, thinking it had to be the letter she had just sent. A draft must have pushed it back into her room. But when she rose from the bed, she could tell it wasn’t her letter. This piece of paper was folded differently.
She hesitated, then rose and reached down to take it into her hand.
The paper trembled, and as the firelight seeped into it, Iris could discern typed words on the inside. Very few words, but distinctly dark.
She unfolded and read the letter. She felt her breath catch.
This isn’t Forest.
{3}
Missing Myths
This isn’t Forest.
The words echoed through Iris as she walked down Broad Street the next morning. She was in the heart of the city, the buildings rising high around her, trapping cold air and the last of dawn’s shadows and the distant ring of the trams. She was almost to work, following her normal routine as if nothing strange had happened the night before.
This isn’t Forest.
“Then who are you?” she whispered, hands fisted deep in her pockets. She slowly came to a halt in the street.
The truth was she had been too intimidated to write them back. Instead, she had spent the dark hours in an eddy of worry, remembering all the things she had said in her previous letters. She had told Forest she’d dropped out of school. It would be a blow to him—a broken promise—so she had quickly followed it up with her coveted job at the Gazette, where she was most likely going to earn columnist. Despite that personal information, she had never given away her true name; all her letters to Forest ended with her moniker. Little Flower. And she was most certainly relieved that—
“Winnow? Winnow!”
A hand grabbed her upper arm like a vise. She was suddenly yanked backward with such force that her teeth pierced her lower lip. Iris stumbled but found her bearings just as the oiled whoosh of a tram passed by, so close she could taste metal in her mouth.
She had almost been hit.
The realization made her knees quake.
And someone was still holding her arm.
She glanced up to behold Roman Kitt with his fashionable fawn-colored jacket and shined leather brogues and slicked-back hair. He was staring at her as if she had sprouted a second head.
“You should pay attention to where you’re going!” he snapped, releasing her as if the contact had scorched him. “I was one second away from watching you be smashed on the cobblestones.”
“I saw the tram,” she replied, straightening her trench coat. He had nearly ripped it, and she would have been devastated if he had.
“I beg to differ,” Roman said.
Iris pretended she hadn’t heard him. She carefully stepped over the tram rails and hurried up the stairs into the lobby, blisters blooming on her heels. She was wearing her mother’s dainty ankle boots, which were a size too small, but they would have to do until Iris could purchase a new set of heels. And because her feet were throbbing … she decided she needed to take the lift.
Roman was unfortunately on her trail, and she realized with an inward groan that they would have to ride the elevator together.
They stood waiting for it, shoulder to shoulder.
“You’re here early,” Roman finally said.
Iris touched her sore lower lip. “So are you.”
“Autry give you an assignment I don’t know about?”
The lift doors opened. Iris only smiled as she stepped inside, positioning herself as far away from Roman as possible when he joined her. But his cologne filled the small space; she tried not to breathe too deeply.
“Would it matter to you if he did?” she countered as the lift began to rumble upward.
“You were here late yesterday, working on something.” Roman’s voice was measured, but she swore she heard a hint of worry in him. He leaned on the wood paneling, staring at her. She kept her gaze averted, but she was suddenly aware of the scuffs on her mother’s shoes, the wrinkles in her plaid skirt. The stray hairs escaping her tightly wound bun. The stains on Forest’s old coat that she wore every day like armor.
“You didn’t work all night in the office, did you, Winnow?”
His question jarred her. She brought her gaze back to his with a glare. “What? Of course not! You saw me leave, right after I offered to buy you a sandwich.”
“I was busy,” he said.
She sighed, glancing away.
They were just now approaching the third floor. The lift was slow, and it paused as if it sensed Iris’s distress, let out a clang, and then opened the doors. A man dressed in a derby suit with a briefcase in hand glanced from Iris to Roman and the vast space between them before he gingerly stepped inside.
Iris relaxed a fraction. Having a stranger join them would make Roman hold his tongue. Or so she thought. The lift continued its laborious ascent. And Roman broke elevator etiquette, asking, “What assignment did he give you, Winnow?”
“It’s none of your concern, Kitt.”
“It actually does concern me. You and I want the same thing, in case you forgot.”
“I haven’t forgotten,” she said tersely.
The derby-suited man fidgeted, caught in the middle of their argument. He cleared his throat and reached for his pocket watch. The sight of it made Iris think of Forest, which made her dwell once more on her current dilemma of the mysterious correspondent.
“I don’t see how it’s fair if Autry gives you assignments without my knowledge,” Roman carried on. “This is supposed to be an even draw between you and me. We play by the rules. There shouldn’t be any special favors.”
Special favors?