They walked down the street, crossed at the light, and kept walking until she spotted a small enclosed dog park. Queenie efficiently took care of her business. The sun was out and Kerry was glad to have an excuse to explore the neighborhood.
On the way back, she stopped at the bodega across the street from the stand and got a cup of mediocre chicken noodle soup, then returned to the stand to eat her lunch.
People rushed past, barely glancing at the trees. Bored, Kerry went to the truck and fetched a steno pad and pencil she’d noticed tucked up under the passenger-side sun visor.
She began doodling on a blank page, doing a quick pencil study of Queenie, who, true to her name, always managed to look regal, even while resting on a dirty moving blanket on a grubby city street, with her head tucked daintily over her paws.
Kerry studied Queenie, noticing for the first time the heart-shaped patch of brown fur on her nose, and the long tufts of hair protruding from her eyebrows.
“Excuse me?”
She looked up.
The mom with the twins was back. “I think maybe Oskie dropped his binkie when we were here earlier.”
“Binkie?”
“His pacifier,” the woman said. “He won’t go to sleep without it…”
Kerry put down her sketch and walked twice around the booth. Finally, she saw a glint of silver protruding from beneath the base of one of the trees, reached down, and retrieved it.
Both twins had clambered out of the stroller while she searched, and they were both squatted down, lavishing head pats and neck scratches on Queenie, who seemed to be enjoying all the attention.
“Is this it?” Kerry asked, holding the pacifier by the silver ring attached to the rubber nipple.
“Oh, thank God,” the woman said.
“Mine!” Oscar reached for the binkie.
“Wait!” his mom said sharply. “We have to wash it first. It’s been in the dirt.”
Kerry grabbed a water bottle from beneath the card-table-turned-cash-stand, and handed it to the mom.
The mother quickly uncapped the bottle and poured water over the pacifier. “It’ll have to do,” she said under her breath, before handing the pacifier over to her son.
Oscar thrust the binkie into his mouth and sucked vigorously.
“I owe you one,” the woman said. “So, are you Murph’s girlfriend?”
“His sister,” Kerry said quickly. “You know my brother?”
“Oh, sure. We always buy our trees from Tolliver’s.” She stuck out her hand and Kerry shook it. “I’m Taryn Kaplan. We just live right down the block at number 110.”
“Nice to meet you,” Kerry said. “I currently live in that trailer with my brother, who snores like a grizzly bear.” She pointed at Spammy.
Taryn shot her a sympathetic smile. “And I’m betting Murphy didn’t tell you that we always leave a key for you guys so you can shower at our place while you’re in the city.”
Kerry’s eyes widened. “No. I’d kill for a hot shower right now.”
Taryn reached into the pocket of her jacket and held out a brass key ring. “We’re on the second floor, unit four. Ring the doorbell and I’ll buzz you up. Come over anytime.”
“That’s so nice of you,” Kerry said. She glanced over at the twins. Oscar was curled up next to Queenie on her blanket, eyes half closed, blissfully sucking away on his pacifier, while Elmo had climbed back into the stroller.
“Uh-oh, time to get these monkeys home for their naps,” Taryn said.
“Wait!” Kerry pulled her phone from her pocket and snapped off a series of photos of both the boys.
“Hope you don’t mind,” she told their mother. “They’re so cute, I was thinking I’d love to sketch them.”
“You’re an artist?” Taryn didn’t bother to hide her surprise.
“Oh no. Not really,” Kerry said quickly. “I mean, I went to art school, but my career has been in graphics. I haven’t drawn in ages, but since I’ve currently got time on my hands…”
Taryn sighed. “Time on your hands. What’s that like?”
* * *
Kerry studied the photo she’d taken of Oscar, curled up beside Queenie. She drew the curve of the little boy’s cheek, the long lashes, the cupid’s bow lips clamped tight around the pacifier. She leaned backward, sighed, and applied the pencil’s eraser to the pacifier. It was a jarring note. She worked for another hour, drawing, erasing, shading, finally giving up and returning to the sketch of Queenie.
She’d gotten really rusty at something that had once come so easily. Growing up, Kerry always had a sketchpad, pencils, watercolors, and brushes at hand.
She had few friends, preferring to spend time drawing, or reading the art books her mother checked out for her from Tarburton’s small public library. Her classmates weren’t mean to her, they just didn’t understand a kid like Kerry. Her family didn’t really understand her either.
“You need to get outside in the sunshine,” Jock would say, on her infrequent visits to the farm. “It ain’t right to spend all your time with your nose stuck in a book.”
Kerry knew better than to argue, so she’d retreat to the barn, where she’d climb up into the hayloft and retrieve the sketch pad she kept hidden there, along with her treasured copy of E. B. White’s Charlotte’s Web. Although she loved the story, she was actually more fascinated with Garth Williams’s entrancing ink-and-graphite illustrations of Wilbur, Charlotte, Fern, and even Templeton the rat. She’d spend hours stretched out in the hay, studying the way the artist managed to convey emotion on the face of a pig.
Now she looked over again at Queenie, and back at her sketch, attacking it again with her eraser.
A man’s voice interrupted her concentration. “You’re not bad at drawing dogs, but you really don’t know anything about drawing people, do you?”
She glanced up. She’d been so absorbed in her drawing she hadn’t noticed the old man who stood looking down at her steno pad. Kerry instinctively covered it with her free hand.
“What? You ashamed?”
The man was enveloped in a dusty-looking heavy wool overcoat that buttoned up to his chin. A red wool scarf wrapped around his throat, and he wore a battered tweed fedora. His face was a mass of wrinkles and he had a scruffy white mustache and goatee. He was thin, almost to the point of emaciation, and his shoulders were rounded into a permanent stoop.
“It’s just a doodle,” Kerry said, closing the cardboard cover of the notebook.
“Eh,” he said, his tone dismissive. “Doodle is too nice a word for this.”
“Were you interested in finding a Christmas tree?” she asked.
“Just passing by.” His voice was gravelly, with a hint of an accent. He touched his hand to the brim of his hat. “Keep trying.” He walked away, his steps halting, a brass-tipped cane tapping at the pavement.
chapter 7
Kerry studied her sketch again. She sighed. The annoying geezer’s criticism was annoyingly valid. She’d succeeded in capturing the essence of Queenie, but her depiction of little Oscar was awkward, even clunky. He looked stiff and inhuman, more like a toy than a child.
She’d always struggled with drawing people, barely making passing grades when she studied figure drawing back in her art school days. She flipped the steno pad to a blank page and started over, blocking in the figure of the child first this time.