He snorts. “With Koen. He arrived early this morning.”
“That sounds fun.” He got to hang out for a couple of hours with someone he clearly loves and trusts. Let his guard down.
“It was.”
It must be why his eyes are dancing, at once boyish and animated. Why he seems younger than last night. Why, when he walks inside and sits by my feet, on the edge of the tub, he looks like he’s been smiling.
“You know,” I muse, relaxing into the water, “I think I want to see you.”
He looks down at his body. “You want to see me.”
“No, not naked.”
His head tilts in confusion.
“As a wolf.”
His “Ah” is soft and amused.
“Can you quickly shift? Right now? But keep your distance, please. Animals tend to hate me.”
“Nope.”
“Why?” I sit upright, covering my breasts with my arms. “Oh my God, does it hurt, shifting?”
“No.” He seems offended.
“Phew. How long does it take?”
“Depends.”
“How long does it take for you, on average?”
“A few seconds.”
“Is it another Alpha thing? And your motor proteins are suuuuper dominant?”
His glare tells me I’m on the right track. “Shifting is not a party trick, Misery.”
“Clearly it’s not a supersecret deal, either, because I’ve seen Cal as a—” I gasp. “I got it.”
“Got what?”
I smile. Fangs out. “You don’t want to show me because your wolfy coat is hot pink.”
“Not wolfy coat, just coat.”
I splash him with my foot. “Is it purple?”
He flinches and screws his eyes shut.
“Is it glittery?” I splash some more. “You have to tell me if it’s glittery—”
His fingers close around my ankle, vise tight. “You done?” He wipes his eyes with the back of his free hand, and it comes away wet.
My calf is pale against Lowe’s skin, slick with water and soap suds. When his grip slips, he turns his wrist to adjust it, and it transitions into something that’s more in the realm of a caress.
Okay.
So.
We’ve been touching a lot, since yesterday.
We are touching a lot.
“About tonight,” he starts. New topic, but his hand stays firmly in place. “I talked to Koen. He’ll buy us some time. Distract Emery.”
“How?”
“We’ll see. Koen’s a creative thinker.”
“Does he know what we’re planning?”
“Not yet.” He lowers my trapped foot under the water but doesn’t let go of my ankle, as though he doesn’t trust me to behave. Or as though he doesn’t want to. “He might suspect, but he knows better than to ask. Plausible deniability.”
“Wise. Hey, why is Koen here?”
“Emery is his mother’s sister.”
“His aunt?”
“Correct. She was originally in the Northwest pack, then moved when she met Roscoe. That’s why I was sent to him.”
“Wow. And he’s still going to help you?”
“He is no fan of Roscoe. Or his own family.”
So relatable. “After dinner, then.”
“You’re going to say you need to feed.”
“And you’ll come with me because you’re my worried and possessively protective Alpha husband, and I have terrible orientation skills. All we need to do is get to the office, plant the devices, and get out.” I bite into my lower lip. “I could also do it on my own.”
“I’m not sending you out there on your own.”
I think—I’m not positive, because of the water, and the foam, and the sheer improbability of it—but I think Lowe might be brushing his fingertips against the arch of my sole.
A tactile hallucination.
“You’re a Vampyre. If Emery’s guards find you, they’ll attack first, ask questions later.” He presses his lips together. “Stick close, okay?”
“I can fight,” I say. To give him an out. To avoid thinking about what’s going on underwater.
“I don’t care. I’m not taking the chance, not with you.”
I’m not sure whether to be flattered or indignant. So I opt for a flat “Okay.”
He nods and finally lets go of me. I watch the play of his shoulder blades as he walks away and savor the glow his skin left on mine for a long time after he’s gone.
* * *
Koen is an asshole, in the most delicious and entertaining of ways. He seems to have distinct preferences, strong opinions, and little interest in keeping either to himself.
“Let’s all thank Lowe for the opportunity to not have to tune out one of Roscoe’s deranged rants tonight,” he proclaims loudly while taking a seat at the dinner table. I nearly choke on my spit, but no one else appears concerned that a brawl might be on the verge of erupting, not even Emery.
I’m relieved that he doesn’t hate me. The opposite, actually: when we meet, he clasps my shoulder and pulls me in for a bear hug that has me wondering whether he’s aware that I’m a Vampyre, or that Lowe and I are not actually married. He must be around ten years older than us, somewhere between a big brother and a father figure for Lowe. But before dinner, when I watched them talk—two tall men wearing identical button-downs and exchanging hushed, comfortable words—the mutual affection and respect was obvious.
And yet, they’re as different as night and day. Lowe might be aloof at times, but there is something fundamentally kind about him, selfless and patient. Koen is brash. Cocksure. A little vicious. He’s indeed no fan of Emery’s, and willing to declare it as forcefully as possible.
Other guests are more relatives, and a few former seconds of Roscoe’s who decided to stay neutral during the change in leadership. Most seem to have realized that Lowe is their best bet, or maybe they’re simply beguiled by whatever his Alpha magic is, and act deferentially, but one of them—John—is wearing a necklace with a vial of something purple that looks a lot like Vampyre blood. Lowe stares at him for a long time when he notices, long enough that I’m certain a fight will break out, and I find myself reaching for one of the meat knives, just in case. After a beat, John lowers his eyes—a show of submissiveness if I’ve ever seen one—and the tension in the room seems to deflate.
When I next see him, the necklace is gone.
The topic of new alliances with the Vampyres and the Humans comes up at the table, and the only person to bring up objections is Emery. “I hear you and that new Human governor-elect have been . . . meeting,” she tells Lowe.
“Maddie Garcia, yes.”
“Do you really mean to establish an alliance with—”
“It’s done,” he says, eyes holding hers. “There are details to iron out, but the Weres and the Humans are going to be allies as soon as her term begins.”
Emery composes herself. “Of course. But is it not offensive to the memory of the Weres who fought and died in the wars against the other species?” she asks, with the tone of someone who’s merely asking an innocent question.
Amanda, a young woman who came with Koen and is sitting across from me, theatrically rolls her dark eyes. When she smiles at me, I smile back.
“That’s not my intention, but if it were, it still seems preferable to more of my pack dying.” Lowe stresses the word my, a not-so-subtle reminder.
“I understand the push for a ceasefire, I suppose.” Her eyes flicker to me. “Are you not worried about what this might mean for your pack, Koen? The Humans border your territory.”
“No.” Koen takes a bite of his steak. He and Lowe bickered like an old married couple over who’d get to eat mine, so I decided to give it to Amanda. Look, Serena, I’m making friends. “Not all of us live to stir up shit with other species, Emery.”
“Indeed. Some of you even have Vampyre spouses.” Her tone is chilly. Here I was, thinking she approved of our love.
“Some of us are lucky,” Lowe says, sincere-sounding, like our marriage is one of his proudest accomplishments, the culmination of years of deeply harbored love. Good actor. “Do you need to feed?” he asks, turning to me, voice instantly more intimate, and yep.
Great actor, great timing.
“Please.” I smile adoringly at my nurturing partner, pretending not to notice the gagging looks around us.