I’m still not entirely sure whether I will attend or not. I hate the idea of agreeing to his demands, but he also woke in me a thirst for revenge that I had no idea existed until now. But every second I breathe in the smell of smoke, I grow more bloodthirsty and bitter.
He will pay for this.
That promise is the only thing warming my cold, dejected heart.
I’m still writing when there’s a knock on the door.
“Yeah?” I call out, cringing when I hear the waver in my voice.
“Selene,” a witch says on the other side of the door, “there’s an officer at the front door who’s asking for you.”
I take a deep breath, a queasy wave of dread unsettling my stomach.
Goddess, it’s time to face the fallout of what just happened.
I stand inside my room, Nero at my side, while Officer Howahkan and his partner, Officer Mwangi, take in the smoldering remains of my notebooks.
Officer Howahkan is the first to speak. “Are those your…?”
“Yeah,” I say hoarsely.
It’s quiet for several seconds.
He lets out a heavy sigh. “You burned your journals?” He asks it like he’s not truly surprised, just disappointed. “You realize how this looks.”
Yeah, it looks like I’m fucking guilty.
“I didn’t burn them,” I snap.
The officer’s face remains impassive. “Who did?”
“Memnon.”
I see a flicker of recognition from Officer Mwangi. “Memnon—is that the same man who broke into this bedroom a few weeks ago?” she asks.
I nod.
“And he was here again?”
Another nod.
“How did he get in?” she asks. Because according to official records, last time this happened, he broke in through a window.
“I don’t know—with magic, I suspect. He was in my room when I got here.”
“And he’s the one who burned your books?” Officer Mwangi asks.
“Yes,” I say softly.
“Why would he do that?”
I hug my arms. “To be cruel.”
“And why would he want to be cruel?” Officer Mwangi asks. I can’t tell if she’s concerned or skeptical.
“Memnon is under the delusion that I betrayed him, and he wants revenge.”
Officer Howahkan pulls out a notepad and a pen and jots something down.
“Do you have his number? Or his address?” he asks, his dark eyes penetrating. “Some way for us to contact him and follow up on this?”
My throat tightens. “No.”
Officer Howahkan presses his lips together. “Do you have a last name at least?”
“No,” I say softly.
“Ah.”
I’m suddenly tired, so tired. I know how this looks.
I rub my eyes as Nero leans his body against my leg. “Is there any way to fix my notebooks? Some spell that can return them to the way they were?” I ask.
The moment I voice the question, my hope flares to life.
A spell, of course.
Officer Howahkan gives me an inscrutable look. “Maybe,” he says, watching me carefully. “Magic is capable of lots of things.”
I exhale my relief.
“You can check my phone,” I say, eager to give these officers something. I grab it and hand it to the officer. “I use it for notes and scheduling all the time.” It’s just not the main thing I use.
“We have checked your phone,” Officer Howahkan says.
Oh.
He looks almost sorry as he adds, “If we’d found evidence on it that proved your innocence, we wouldn’t be sitting here now, having this conversation.”
“Are you planning on arresting me?” I say quietly.
The officer shares a look with his partner. “No,” he finally says. “Not today, Selene.”
CHAPTER 39
I don’t spook easily, but I nearly shit my pants after the officers’ visit.
Surely I can be placed somewhere away from the crimes during the time they were committed? I mean, I live in a house with a hundred other women. Someone somewhere should be able to vouch for me.
Officer Mwangi calls in a team to collect what they can of my notebooks’ delicate remains, and once they arrive, I leave the room so they can do their thing.
I have to believe they’ll be able to reverse the damage Memnon inflicted on them.
I descend the stairs to Sybil’s room, Nero following in my wake. I notice a few side-eyed glances from other witches in the halls, and I get the impression word has spread that I am a suspect in the recent string of murders.
The thought of my coven sisters turning on me is terrifying. If any group is good at refusing to persecute others, it’s witches. We’ve been on the receiving end of it too often. But even we witches have our limits. I wonder how close this coven is to reaching theirs.
There’s also the nagging possibility that some of the witches I live alongside could’ve participated in that spell circle. Another terrifying thought.
When I reach Sybil’s door, I can hear her on the other side of it, murmuring.
I knock. When she doesn’t answer, I grab the doorknob and push it open.
I mean, technically, it’s rude to barge into someone’s room, but also technically, Sybil does it to me all the time.
Also, the last time she saw me, I was fleeing her with a mojito in hand, trying to keep all my secrets to myself.
I can’t do it anymore.
When I step into her room, I see Sybil sitting inside a chalk circle she’s made, the soft lilac plumes of her magic swirling around her as she continues incanting a spell in low tones. Nestled along the edge of the circle are lit candles, their flames flickering in time to the rise and fall of Sybil’s voice.
The sight of it reminds me all over again of my burning books and Memnon’s glee. I draw in a deep breath, forcing myself to keep it together.
On the opposite side of the room, Sybil’s owl, Merlin, sits perched on a bust of the veiled maiden that’s nearly been overtaken by the vines growing rampant in her room.
I sit on her bed as Nero sniffs the air in the direction of her familiar.
“Don’t even think about it,” I whisper to him. “I will turn you into a newt if you do more than lick your lips in Merlin’s direction.”
Nero gives me a grumpy look but settles for flopping on the floor.
Not even that alarming exchange causes my friend to open her eyes. She spellcasts for several more minutes, while Nero and I and my anxiety all hang in her room. I move near her bookshelf, ignoring a Venus flytrap that literally snaps in my direction as I reach for a book.
“Don’t be naughty,” I say, tapping it on its head.
I grab a book on herbalism and flip through it while I wait, though I’m not really seeing anything when I look at the pages.
You’re in deep this time, Selene.
Memnon wanted me desperate, and already I’m feeling the first tendrils of that desperation.
Sybil’s magic thickens as she finishes her spell, the plumes of it nearly concealing her. I feel the energy in the room shift, and the candles go out all at once.
I hear her deep exhale as her power clears.
“Fuck, I love magic,” she says, opening her eyes.
She rubs out part of the chalk circle and begins to pick up the items she had spread out.