As I step up to the front door of the Wilmots’, I catch my reflection in its window glass and grimace.
I look as rough as I did an hour ago in the bathroom mirror. It’s not just the narrowly avoided migraine that’s to blame—I slept like shit last night. I never sleep well, but last night was unsurprisingly worse, after running into Kate.
Angling my face up and to the side, I examine my reflection, the purple-green bruise that’s bloomed on my jaw where Kate’s hard head knocked into it. I debated shaving the dark stubble that hides it well. If I didn’t shave, there would be no questions, no concern that I covet as much as I recoil from.
But if I did shave and the bruise was evident, Maureen—Kate, Jules, and Bea’s mom, a mother to me, too—would not only see it and fuss over me, but also demand an explanation.
And then I’d just have to tell her Kate was wandering the city at night, all alone, with her headphones on, like a stubborn sitting duck, when she plowed right into me.
Obviously, I decided to shave.
Gripping the handle, I ease open the front door. Like it or not, I have to face Kate again. At least this time I won’t be caught off guard.
“Boo!”
“Goddammit.” I spin, heart pounding, and face Kate. Glaring at her, I start to shut the door, but the wind takes over, dragging it out of my grip before it closes with an echoing thud.
Kate stands with Puck, the ancient family cat, propped on one shoulder, stroking his long white fur like a conniving villainess. Mahogany hair piled messily on her head, like always. Devious, sparkling blue-gray eyes flecked with sage. She bats her lashes innocently. “Oops.”
“Oops, my ass.” I hike the bag containing my food and wine contributions higher on my shoulder. “Like that was any less intentional than any of your other jump scares.”
“Poor Christopher. Did I scare you?”
My jaw clenches so hard it creaks. “You didn’t scare me.”
Too much.
Suddenly, she steps closer. I take a step back. Keeping distance between us is second nature.
Kate frowns. “Would you stop? I just need to say something and then we can part miserable ways.”
“Say it already, then.” My jaw clenches again. I can’t take being close to her, seeing the freckles dusting her nose, the fiery flash in her eyes. My gaze drags down her face, disobeying my commands, taking stock of her. The long line of her neck. The stretch of her collarbones—
That’s when I realize her right arm is tucked in a sling.
The same arm she was holding tight to her side last night.
I frown, an unwelcome sensation tugging at my chest. We bumped into each other pretty roughly last night—I have the bruised jaw to prove it—but it shouldn’t have been bad enough to put her shoulder in a sling. I could tell she was hurting from our collision, but she swung her arm around, showed me it was fine . . .
Then again, I know the games she can play. I came prepared with my bruised jaw. Kate’s got her sling. Maybe she’s not hurt but instead planning on faking it in front of her mom, casting me as the bad guy.
Then again, if she did that, she has to know I’d tell her mom how we ran into each other—Kate wandering the city, unaware and in her own little world with her headphones blocking off any sound, any warning of danger coming. Maureen would lose it.
So, I can only deduce she’s actually hurt.
Not that I care.
If I cared about Kate and the risks she takes, pinballing her way around the world—traipsing along cliffs’ edges while her thoughts are a thousand miles away, making friends with strangers who could be serial killers for all she knows, sleeping alone and unprotected in hostels, losing her wallet, forgetting to eat, dropping her phone so many times it’s deplorably cracked and unreliable—I’d lose my goddamn mind.
So I don’t care. I refuse to. It’s that simple.
“Christopher.”
I blink. I haven’t heard a word she’s said. Instead, I’ve been staring at that damn sling pinning her right arm to her body, my thoughts spiraling. My chest feels painfully tight. “Say that again.”
“Try actually listening this time,” she snaps. Stepping closer, she glances both ways, looking to see if anyone’s coming. Voices waft from the kitchen in the back of the house, where Thanksgiving meal prep is in full swing. “I wasn’t exactly honest last night,” she says. “I did mess up my shoulder.”
“When you ran into me.”
“You ran into me, jackass. But no, before that.”
I search her eyes. There’s something else going on. “Then why wasn’t it in a sling last night?”
Shifting on her feet, she sighs impatiently. “It’s complicated.”
I arch an eyebrow. “Indulge me. I think I can handle a ‘complicated’ explanation.”
“I don’t owe you an explanation, complicated or otherwise, Petruchio.”
“You do if you don’t want your parents to know you were wandering the city alone last night with your noise-canceling headphones on and no sling in sight.”
She glares up at me. “Are you blackmailing me, you motherfu—”
“Who’s there?” Maureen says from the kitchen. It’s louder, closer when she calls, “Christopher?”
I smile serenely down at Kate. “You were saying?”
“Fine,” she hisses, frantically glancing toward the doorway her mother will walk through at any moment. “I tripped and broke my shoulder a couple months ago. It’s healed, just sore still, okay? Now, keep your mouth shut about last night.”
Our eyes hold. I fold my arms across my chest. “I’ll keep quiet, but it’s going to cost you more than an explanation.”
She looks like she wants to strangle me.
Shit, I’m smiling. There’s something wrong with me.
“What do you want?” she says between gritted teeth.
I stare at her arm, pinned against her body, and try to ignore my twisting insides.
I want to know exactly what she was doing and how endangered she was when she broke her shoulder. But I shouldn’t. Because that’s not how we work. I don’t think about Kate when she’s gone. I don’t worry or care, and I sure as shit don’t need to know how she hurt her shoulder.
Forcing a wide, lazy smile, I tell her, “I’ll collect my due when it suits me.”
“Great.” Sarcasm drips from her voice. “Extortion. Can’t wait.”
“Happy Thanksgiving!” Maureen says, strolling into the foyer and wrapping me in a lavender-scented hug. Those blue-gray-green eyes that she gave her daughters sparkle as she offers me a distracted smile, her attention drawn toward the kitchen, where an oven timer has started beeping. “What were you doing, dawdling in the hallway like a guest?” she asks.
“I was cornered by the Kat.” I jerk my head toward Kate, who glares at me viciously.
Maureen glances between us and puts her hands on her hips. “Is it too much to ask you two to get along for once?”
“Yes,” Kate grumbles, spinning on her heel and storming past us toward the kitchen.
“Well.” Maureen sighs wearily as we follow in her daughter’s wake. “I suppose the holidays are all about tradition.”
“Christopher doesn’t need a holiday tradition to be an asshole,” Kate calls over her shoulder. “He’s an asshole every day of the year.”
“And you’d know because you’ve been around so much?” I ask dryly.
Without looking back, Kate flips me a middle finger high in the air.
“Katerina!” Maureen chides. “You’ve just volunteered for after-dinner dish duty.”
Kate has to have whiplash from how violently she glances back. “Mom! I have a busted shoulder.”
“And one hand healthy enough to be profane in my hallway, so it’s surely healthy enough to clean some plates.”
Kate glares daggers at me as I throw her a smug smile.
“And you,” Maureen says sternly as Kate stomps off into the kitchen.
My smile dissolves. “Me?”
“You’ve got enough energy to provoke Kate. You’ll have plenty to handle being on dish duty, too.”
I gape as she leaves me standing at the threshold.
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