My twin had changed into a voluminous burgundy gown that matched Grae’s sash. Long satin gloves covered her forearms, and a golden necklace of stag’s antlers draped over her collarbone. She wore her hair twisted up in an elegant bun, a little tiara at the front. Our parents would be proud—the perfect daughter to marry off to a dashing prince.
Briar stood at the head of the table, Grae to her right, and the rest of his guards took up the remaining seats, leaving the one at the far end vacant for me. Ducking my head, I sat as Briar gestured to the others to do the same. I begrudged my sister many things, but I was grateful to not be the one hosting. I would rather be eaten by an ostekke than take her place at the head of the table. This was the first time we had guests in . . . well, ever, and Briar made it look effortless. All those games of pretend that she forced me to play as a child were finally paying off.
As I sat, my crystal goblet filled with golden liquid. I grabbed the glass as I looked around the room to find where Vellia was hiding. It took me a moment before I spotted the wallpaper in the far corner bending. I winked at the warped air where Vellia hid, watching over our dinner. At least there was wine.
“I’m Hector,” the guard to my right said, and I hoped he didn’t think I’d lost my mind for winking at what appeared to be a vacant corner of the room.
Hector looked older than Grae, with sharp eyes and a toothy grin.
“A pleasure to meet you, Hector.”
“And this is my little sister, Sadie,” he gestured to the guard to my left.
“You’ve got to stop introducing me as your little sister,” Sadie snarled.
I chuckled, looking between them. They had the same wide-set eyes, broad noses, and slender arched brows. Sadie wore her short hair braided back and scowled at her brother under her straight black bangs.
“Are you twins?” I asked.
“No.” Hector laughed, taking a sip of his wine. “She’s two years younger.”
“A year and a half,” Sadie corrected. She flicked out a knife from her belt and snicked a white rose in front of her place setting. She had a pinched, morose expression as she surveyed the flower, her long bangs falling into her eyes.
“You see what I have to put up with? It devastated me when Grae picked her for the royal guard.” Hector grinned in a way that told me he wasn’t disappointed in the slightest.
He pointed to the last guard sitting beside Briar. “That’s Maez. She’s Grae’s cousin.”
All three guards wore matching pewter tunics with half-moon chest plates etched in the crest of Damrienn—a phoenix with its wings spread and a crescent moon through a crown above it.
Hector. Sadie. Maez. Too many names. I folded my arms, nodding as I tried to remember, but knowing I’d forget. Names were the least memorable thing about a person. I was far more interested in what caused that scar on Maez’s top lip, which side Sadie would duck to in a fight, and why Hector twisted at the waist when he looked at me instead of turning his neck.
“You don’t need to remember,” Sadie said, as if reading my thoughts. “You can just say ‘hey you’ and we’ll respond.”
“Save that energy for the King’s courtiers,” Hector added with a knowing chuckle. “They won’t give you such leniency.”
I shuddered. Soldiers I could understand, but the smiling, simpering nature of courtiers was something Vellia could never truly prepare us for. They were the highest ranked Wolves—apart from the royal family themselves—with the guards below them, and then the rest of the Wolf families. The pack hierarchy was rigid. Wolves lived and died by their rank, and we were the fortunate ones at the top. Vellia had told us Wolves worked their whole lives to earn the King’s favor and raise themselves within the ranks, and we were already there through virtue of our birth. But until our new pack knew of my birth, my rank was unknowable, and I couldn’t imagine those of the upper echelon taking too kindly to a sudden upstart joining their cohort. Where would I fit within this new world?
“Welcome to the life of a royal guard.” Hector concluded, seeing my dismayed expression and clearly thinking of some courtier in particular.
I could see myself falling in with this group of soldiers—wearing the pewter tunics and chest plates that suited Sadie and Hector equally. They seemed easier friends than the ones Briar was bound to attract.
“That is a gorgeous dagger.” Hector tipped over the edge of the table to examine the silver scabbard.
“Vellia made it for me,” I replied, resting my hand on the gilded hilt.
“It must’ve been wild to grow up here with a princess,” he mused. “You two must be like sisters.”
I bobbed my chin. “Something like that.”
“But can you use it?” Hector asked, mirroring my pose with his own sword. I cut him a sideways look, my expression saying everything, and the guard snorted. “Aye, she can,” he said to his sister. “You should come train with us in Highwick. I want to see that dagger in action.”
“I’d like that,” I said, giving him a nod of thanks. Vellia’s conjured monsters and foes were all of her own design. They made fine training partners, but they only moved one way, thought one way. They were all controlled by Vellia’s mind, and she wasn’t of the martial spirit. I needed new opponents with minds of their own if I were to improve my skills.
“I still can’t believe it,” Sadie said, swiping her short braid over her shoulder. Leaning in, she looked down the table at Briar. “The Crimson Princess is alive after all these years. When the King told us, we were all stunned. We thought the rumors were just that . . . and Grae knew the entire time.” She snorted as she lifted her goblet. “Explains why he’s kept all the swooning ladies at arm’s length. He had a princess waiting for him.”
I glanced up from the table, leaning past the tall stem of the candelabra to see Grae talking with Briar and Maez.
“Do you think they’re fated mates?” Sadie asked, snapping my attention back to her.
“It’s said that the King and Queen Marriel were fated mates,” Hector said, swirling his goblet.
It was a good question—and strangely one I hadn’t ever really thought about. Lots of Wolves took a mate. Some married, others had many lovers over their lifetime, but fated mates were something special. There was a magic to their bond that existed beyond this realm, weaving through time. That magic superseded all others, a most rare and respected gift from the Moon Goddess herself.
Some said it was like two bodies existing with one soul. Most thought it was beautiful, but I only thought it was tragic. When my father died, my mother died, too, so strong was their fated bond. The bards wrote ballads about their love, but all I felt was their absence. Tying two souls together didn’t seem like a gift . . . it seemed like cruelty.
Probably why I never considered it for Briar.
“Maybe Grae and Briar are, too,” Sadie mused, shaking her head so that her bangs moved out of her eyes. “Maybe it was the Goddess who made their parents arrange their marriage.”
“All royals arrange these alliances if they have daughters instead of sons,” I said.
“But why Damrienn?” Sadie asked. “Why not one of the other kingdoms?”