A Marvellous Light (The Last Binding #1)

One of the servants had delivered the pile of Flora Sutton’s books to the library. Edwin had taken her three most recent volumes of journals, and a handful of those books that seemed most likely to refer to rune-curses, foresight, or the technicalities of magic as contract law. So far he’d had no luck at all concentrating on the curse; now at least they had a clue to the larger picture.

Edwin fetched Tales of the Isles and opened it to “The Tale of the Three Families and the Last Contract,” locating the illustration. Three objects. Physical symbols of the contract between the magical families and the fae. Coin and cup and knife.

My part of it alone is hardly going to do them much good, Flora Sutton had said. Was that it? Three pieces, and all of them needed?

Which part had she hidden in the maze’s heart, then let Reggie carry away with him, to be hidden in turn?

Even if they learned that, it still wouldn’t tell them what the pieces were needed for. The terrible purpose that Mrs. Sutton was convinced the contract could be turned to, which would hurt every magician in Great Britain.

Edwin opened one journal, then closed it again. If the dead woman had been telling the truth about the scale of this, then surely it was too big for him. He was one barely powered magician with nothing but a tendency to let books replace people in his life. He didn’t know how to own an estate, or to unravel deadly mysteries, or to hold responsibility for the minds and well-being of perfectly nice unmagical people within his hands.

He scrubbed at his eyes. He touched one of the scratches on his hand.

He had to try anyway. If Edwin had turned and walked away from Robin on that first Monday, Reggie would still be dead, and Edwin wouldn’t have even the smallest scrap of a notion why. Robin would still be cursed.

And Edwin wouldn’t have spent a week being mocked and half-killed and overwhelmed and—looked at like a miracle, and kissed like an explosion.

Edwin dragged himself back to his purpose. He used the index-spell to summon Perhew’s Contractual Structures in the Common Magicks, stacked it atop one of the Sutton books, and took them both over to the window seat. Fat raindrops chased and swallowed one another down the leaded panes. Edwin removed his shoes and rubbed his feet on the embroidered cushioned seat, letting himself be distracted by colour: the dark navy of his socks against the red and amber-yellow and brighter blue that formed the pattern of stitching on the cushion. He wondered what it was that Robin saw, looking at things like that.

Edwin bit at the soft flesh of his inner cheek and opened the first book on his lap.

“Don’t be foolish,” he said quietly.

Penhallick House, around him, said nothing at all in return.

Any amount of time could have passed by the time a loud throat-clearing hauled his attention up from the well of words.

“How did I know you’d be here?” said Robin. He read the book’s title and made a face. “Rather you than me.”

“It’s not as dry as all that,” said Edwin. “Though for the first time I wish I’d read Law at Oxford. I was a Natural Sciences man.”

“And spent every spare moment teaching yourself to create new spells, I expect,” said Robin, sliding into the other corner of the window seat, close to Edwin’s tucked-up feet. “I’m no longer surprised you creak like a rusty gate when trying to make friends.” His smile was warm and conciliatory. It made up for the tease of the words themselves; Edwin wasn’t sure if it made up for the startling sense of being rendered as transparent as the window behind him.

“Is that what we are?” Edwin moved his toes, edging up against Robin’s leg. It felt daring.

Robin’s smile widened. “Belinda and Trudie are taking Maud on a tour of the house. You’d tell me, if there was a chance of my sister being turned into a pincushion or a Tiffany lamp.”

“They’ll behave,” said Edwin. “I made Bel promise.”

“I should probably apologise to her,” said Robin. “I didn’t intend to have my family invade your property.”

“Bel’s probably delighted. She wanted a balanced table.” Edwin managed to swallow the acerbic edge to his own tone before he said, “I see the urge to just rush in headlong runs in the Blyth family.”

“Maud’s been after me to let her go to Newnham College, and she thinks I’m shirking the answer.” He rubbed at his hairline, mussing some brown strands. “She’s right.”

A large part of Edwin wanted to pull the conversation back to practicalities and research, but this felt like one of those discomforts that had to be pushed through in the name of discovery, like the hundreds of times he’d made his own hand spasm painfully while he was working on nerve-spells. Friends, Robin had said. Friends were allowed to discuss things that were important.

“I know what it’s like to want that terribly,” he offered.

“You were probably born with a book in each hand,” said Robin. “I never thought of her as that sort.”

“Maybe she deserves a chance to try.”

Robin’s hand had moved and was resting over Edwin’s ankle. His thumb made two thoughtful circles over the bone there, barely felt through the wool of Edwin’s sock. Edwin’s foot tingled as though waking from sleep. Robin exhaled through his nose and said, “Our parents would never have let her.”

“You don’t talk about your parents much.”

“I am—trying very hard not to speak ill of the dead.”

“Sod that,” said Edwin, clear and low. It startled a laugh from Robin. “You told Mrs. Sutton you were raised by liars.”

Another few slow circles of Robin’s thumb. A shadow flickered in his expression. Edwin wondered, from nowhere, what it would look like if Robin’s heart was breaking. It was a terrible thought to have. He had it anyway.

“I made a pact with Maud,” said Robin after a few heartbeats. “She knocked on my bedroom door one night, after one of Father and Mother’s charity dinners. She’d been lying awake for hours. She asked me if I thought our parents really cared for her. They were so nice to Mrs. Calthorpe tonight, but I heard them talk about her when the Duncans were here last week, saying such awful things. Do you think they talk about me, when I’m not there?” Robin pressed his mouth tight. “I promised her, that night, and she promised me. We made a pact to always say what we meant. Never to lie.”

Edwin tried to imagine never lying to his siblings. Never being lied to. The image shivered and collapsed.

“You’re right. I should give Maud a chance, if we can afford it,” said Robin. “I want her to have what she wants out of life.”

“Because you couldn’t?” It seemed the obvious question.

“I don’t mind—no honestly,” with half a smile. “What else was I going to do? I’ve no great gifts. I wasn’t clearly destined for anything in particular.”

“Then why the civil service?” Edwin asked. “If it wasn’t about the wage, to begin with. Why did your parents want that for you?”

“It was the service half that mattered. I doubt they cared a penny about what kind of government work I actually did, so long as they could talk about me as something else they’d donated to the British Empire out of the goodness of their hearts. I thought about the military, but I’d have had to move away from Maudie.”

And he wanted to be there for her. To protect her. It was excruciatingly congruent with everything that Edwin knew of Robin’s character.

Edwin’s leg cramped and he stretched it out, farther into Robin’s half of the window seat. Robin’s hand settled at once on Edwin’s calf, adjusting absently so that Edwin’s ankle lay across his thighs. There was nothing suggestive about the posture, but Edwin’s heart still thumped. He looked at Robin’s fingers, sinking into the memory of the previous evening’s events for a quick, hot moment, like a metal tea infuser held briefly in a pot of water.

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