Trust Your Eyes

“I don’t know. I was out for the day and I just got home and he’s not here.”

 

 

“Uh, well, hang on a second, Mr. Kilbride. This is a grown man of thirty-five you’re talking about? And for all you know he might have stepped out just before you returned? Maybe he went to the store or something, or for a drive.”

 

“No, it’s not like that. He doesn’t leave the house.”

 

“Maybe he finally got tired of being cooped up.”

 

This was going to take too long to explain. “Thomas is a psychiatric patient. Okay, not a patient, exactly, but he does see a psychiatrist on a regular basis, and this is not normal for him, to leave, to not be here.”

 

“You left a psychiatric patient on his own, Mr. Kilbride?”

 

“Jesus, it’s not—could you just send someone out and I’ll try to explain it to them?”

 

“We’ll send a car around, sir. But—”

 

“I have to go,” I said.

 

I didn’t want to spend my time arguing with the dispatcher the whole time I waited for a cop to show up.

 

Even after I called the police, my unease was evolving into panic. I went out to the porch, looking out to the road and to the left where, about a hundred yards away, our closest neighbor lived. A woman who’d been on her own since her husband died several years ago. I didn’t see anything else I could do right now aside from waking her up.

 

That was when a car started slowing along the highway, coming from the direction of town. About two car lengths from the end of our driveway, it edged off the pavement, tires crunching on gravel.

 

The car turned and started approaching the house. I came down the porch steps, worried that this was not someone bringing Thomas home, but someone bringing me bad news about him.

 

With the headlights shining directly at me, I couldn’t make out the car or tell whether anyone was in it beside the driver. It pulled up just behind and on the other side of mine, so that when the passenger door opened, I could see Thomas getting out, but not the person behind the wheel.

 

“Thomas! Where the hell have you been?”

 

He was holding something in his hand, about half the size of a clipboard. I realized it was one of those high-tech tablets that allowed you to do a hundred things, including surf the Web. He didn’t look the slightest bit concerned about the worry he’d caused me. “I went out to get something to eat. KFC. This thing is way better than the GPS in your car. What did you find out in New York? I want to hear everything. Come into the house because it’s cold outside.”

 

He strolled right past me, went up the steps into the house.

 

I heard the driver’s door open and close. Seconds later, someone appeared, looked at me, and smiled.

 

“Hey,” Julie said. “Your brother’s something else. We had a great time. And this thing about somebody’s head in a bag? Man, that’s some kind of story.”

 

 

 

 

 

THIRTY-TWO

 

 

BEFORE saying a word to either Thomas or Julie, I took out my cell and called the police back and told them my brother was home safe. Then I said to Julie, “What’s going on?”

 

“You said drop by. I dropped by. You were out. Thomas was home. He was puzzling over what to do about dinner so I asked him if he wanted to go out and grab a bite and he said sure. You asking me in for a drink or am I gonna have to drive home sober?”

 

“What did you find out?” Thomas shouted. He’d come back out and was standing on the porch with the tablet in his hand.

 

“Give me a second here,” I said to him. “I’ll be right in.” To Julie, I said, “Where’d he get the thing?”

 

“I’m letting him borrow it,” she said. “I showed him how he could look up maps on it anywhere. Doesn’t have to be sitting at his desk all the time.”

 

“I want to get one of these, Ray,” Thomas said. “Can you get me one of these?”

 

“Thomas,” I said, aggravation creeping into my voice, “I’ll be in, in a minute.”

 

Thomas went back into the house.

 

“He’s right,” Julie said.

 

“About what?”

 

“The way you talk to him,” Julie said. “He said you’re mean to him.”

 

“I am not—he said that?”

 

Julie nodded, and said offhandedly, “That’s what he tells me.”

 

“I’m not mean to him. I’m trying to do my best.”

 

She smiled. “I’m sure you are.”

 

“You’re patronizing me.”

 

Her smile broadened. “Yeah, I guess. Listen, I suppose I’ll just head back and—”

 

“No, come on in,” I said. “You can fill me in on what a terrible brother I am.”

 

“How much time do you have?”

 

As we were going up the steps, I said, “I’m surprised you got him to leave the house. He hates leaving the house.”

 

“Letting him play with the gadget helped. That, and offering to get him some KFC.”

 

“That would do it,” I said as we walked inside.

 

Thomas could be heard clicking away upstairs. He called down, “Come upstairs!”

 

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