The Lies That Bind

Two blocks into the heart of Chinatown, we found the address on Mr. Soo’s business card.

 

“It’s a take-out joint,” I said, casting a disappointed look inside the seedy café. The cashier sat on a high stool, daintily dangling her shoe while she read a magazine and twirled her thick hair around her fingers. It wasn’t the most appetizing way to attract customers.

 

I checked Soo’s business card. “Suite 317.”

 

We walked past the restaurant storefront to a door just beyond it. A clouded porthole window allowed a view inside, and Derek held his hand up to block the sun’s glare as he stared through.

 

“If you’d rather wait out here, I wouldn’t think any less of you,” he said.

 

“But I would,” I replied with determination. No way was I going to chicken out now. “Let’s go.”

 

He pushed the door open and we walked inside. The door slammed shut behind us, instantly casting the enclosed space into darkness. The narrow hall led to a set of stairs and we started climbing. I tried not to breathe in too much. The place was dank, gloomy, and redolent of sesame oil and sweet and sour pork.

 

“Guess he’s on the third floor,” I whispered.

 

Derek led the way to the third-floor landing and pushed open another door to a long hall. There was more light here, with doors on either side leading to offices or apartments. We got to number 317 and knocked.

 

I wasn’t surprised when no one answered, but I was taken aback when Derek tried the doorknob and it opened easily.

 

“Should we go in?” I asked, unsure of walking into someone’s private dwelling. Although, truth be told, it wouldn’t be the first time I’d done so.

 

“It’s an office,” he said, moving ahead into the room.

 

“Oh, good.” I followed him into Mr. Soo’s office, where a glass block wall separated the small dingy waiting area from an interior room. Dark, scarred wainscoting ran halfway up the walls, met by peeling flowery wallpaper in faded shades of green and pink. Two rickety folding chairs were set against one wall with a small plastic table between them. Despite the shabby surroundings, it was oddly comforting to see two well-thumbed back issues of Fine Books & Collections magazine lying on the table.

 

I had my own subscription to the well-respected industry magazine, so I took it as a good sign that whoever worked here was serious about books.

 

Derek knocked on the door leading into the next room. Once again, there was no answer.

 

“Is it locked?” I asked.

 

“No.” He pushed the door open and walked in. I followed him and skidded to a stop.

 

The room was in a shambles. Two padded chairs were upturned and torn open. The cottony stuffing was scattered around and bits of it fluttered in the air, stirred by our movements. One wall of bookshelves had been completely overturned. Books lay everywhere, jumbled in piles, covers splayed, pages bent. It was a mess.

 

“Oh, this is horrible,” I said, picking up the volume on top. “These are expensive books. How could anyone—”

 

Footsteps echoed down the hall. Derek put his finger to his lips, then grabbed my hand and ran over to another door. I hoped it led to a way out of there, but it didn’t. Derek swung the door open and we pushed our way into a tiny, cramped bathroom, barely big enough for one person, with a stained toilet and a sink that wouldn’t fit my two hands. The fixtures were rusted and water dripped intermittently from the faucet.

 

Derek shut the door and locked it just as footsteps sounded in the outer room. The thudding steps moved closer, coming into the torn-up room just outside the bathroom door.

 

I swallowed nervously and rested my head against Derek’s back, slipping my arms around his waist. I could feel his muscles flex, feel the tension in his body as we waited anxiously.

 

“What the hell?” a man said, his voice raspy.

 

Another set of footsteps joined the first man and that person swore ripely.

 

“What do we do now?”

 

“Find that book, damn it.”

 

“Oh, man, there’s no way. There’s gotta be a thousand books here.”

 

“Then get started. I’m not leaving without it.”

 

“Shit,” the other man whined. But he began moving things, searching for something.

 

I winced as I heard them throwing books around. Derek squeezed my hand in understanding and I could’ve kissed him. The tiny room was tight and uncomfortable and not much bigger than an airplane bathroom, but if I had to be shoved up against another human being in close quarters, I was perfectly happy to have it be him.

 

I had a sudden memory of another tight space I’d hidden in recently. I’d been shocked to learn Derek was hiding in there, as well. Those were some good times.

 

One of the men must’ve tried to pick up the fallen bookcase because I heard the screech of heavy wood against wood.

 

Then one of them began to scream.

 

“Oh, my God!” Then more screams.

 

“What?” his partner said. “Shut up! Whoa, holy shit, let’s get the hell out of here.”

 

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