The Fixer

“Asher?” I raised my eyebrows at the phone. “Are you drunk?”

 

 

“High on life,” he declared. “And possibly pi?a coladas.” Then he murmured something incomprehensible. There was a tussling sound on the other end of the phone line. I heard Asher yelp, and a second later, a new voice came on the line.

 

“Asher is a bit indisposed at the moment.”

 

Henry.

 

“Isn’t it a little early in the day to start partying?” I asked, hoping Henry couldn’t hear the hoarseness in my tone.

 

“Asher has . . . ups and downs.” Henry chose his words carefully. I thought of Asher, telling me he’d climbed to the top of the chapel because the higher you were, the smaller everyone else got. “Are you all right?”

 

So much for hoping I could pass for normal. “I’m fine.”

 

Henry was too polite to call me a liar. His silence did that for him. “Your sister called Asher’s phone,” he said finally.

 

“She what?”

 

“She called to see if he’d seen or heard from you. We gathered that you’d pulled a bit of a disappearing act.” He paused. “Or rather, I gathered, and Asher serenaded her with some kind of eighties medley.”

 

I tried not to think too hard about any part of that statement.

 

“She gave Asher your number. God knows how he managed to remember it.”

 

“Tess?” Asher was back on the phone, sounding slightly—though not significantly—more sober. “Was your sister calling about The Thing?” I heard him stage-whisper to Henry, “There’s a thing.”

 

Henry’s grandfather was dead. So was Vivvie’s father. My sister thought bringing me to live with her was a mistake, and Asher was getting ready to let the cat out of the bag with Henry. Everything was unraveling—most of all me. I felt useless. Helpless and useless and weak.

 

“Vivvie’s dad killed himself.” My mouth seemed set on saying the words out loud—like saying them proved something. Like if I forced myself to feel this, it might give me some level of power over the pain.

 

“Poor Vivvie,” Asher mumbled. “First her dad kills Theo, then he kills himself.”

 

It took exactly three seconds for Henry to take the phone back from Asher.

 

“Tess,” he said, his voice straining against his vocal cords. “What is Asher talking about?”

 

My mouth opened, but words wouldn’t come out.

 

“Tess?”

 

This time, I managed to form a coherent sentence. “Henry, can you pick me up?” My heart thudded against my rib cage. “We need to talk.”

 

 

 

 

 

CHAPTER 37

 

Henry Marquette drove a hybrid. When he pulled up to the curb next to me, Asher was sprawled across the backseat, leaving me no choice but to crawl into the front. As I shut the door, I caught sight of my reflection in the window. My hair was falling out of its ponytail, flyaway pieces stuck to my forehead with sweat. I couldn’t make out enough of my face to tell if it betrayed how close I’d come to crying.

 

No more. I was done with this. Tears were useless. Crying was useless. I focused on Henry—and the unalterable fact that I was screwed.

 

From the second I saw the set of Henry’s features—the tense jaw, the down-turned lips, the eyes that betrayed the mix of emotions swirling in his chest—I knew that I wouldn’t be able to lie to him. Henry wasn’t a problem. He wasn’t a fire to be put out, or a situation to be handled.

 

He had a right to know.

 

“Someone once cautioned me against making assumptions,” he said. He had a death grip on the wheel, his eyes locked on the road. “So you’re not going to make me assume, Tess. You’re going to tell me if that was just the pi?a coladas talking, or if Asher . . .”

 

Was telling the truth. My brain finished his sentence as if it were my own.

 

I swallowed, then summoned my voice. “Four days ago,” I said quietly, “Vivvie Bharani told me that she thought her father had killed a patient.”

 

“My grandfather.” Henry’s Adam’s apple bobbed in his throat.

 

I nodded, even though he wasn’t looking at me—wouldn’t look at me.

 

“Talk,” Henry said roughly. “Every detail, every suspicion, every single thing you know, Tess.”

 

The phone. The voice on the other end. That voice’s identity. I told Henry everything. Not just for him. For me. I kept picturing Vivvie’s father lifting a gun to his temple. I kept picturing his blood splattered on a wall.

 

Secrets came at a cost.

 

So I told Henry. Maybe a part of me wanted his anger. I wanted him to lash out. I wanted him to blame me, the way I blamed myself.

 

“Asher knew?” Henry almost choked on those words. I glanced back at Asher—self-destructive, loyal Asher, who’d been Henry’s best friend since they were kids.

 

“He wanted to tell you.”

 

I could see Henry thinking, But he didn’t. “I don’t suppose it occurred to any of you—or to your sister, for that matter—to take this to the police.” That wasn’t a question. It was an accusation.

 

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