“You let this Thelma talk you out of doing anything. You believe her reasons, but they are lame, like you said upstairs. You’re making excuses for not doing, and excuses are lame.”
When I was seventeen, everything was equally clear to me: who was right, who was wrong, no shading between the two. I patted Bernie sympathetically on the shoulder, which made her jerk angrily away. She climbed into the Mustang, slamming the door as hard as she could.
I got into the driver’s seat, but took a moment to check my texts and e-mails before turning on the car. While I was scrolling through the messages, the young couple came out of the building and got into a Saturn whose muffler needed replacing. Their lawyer trudged up the street toward the Metra stop. A few of the other staff members emerged, but Thelma was still inside, perhaps making sure everything was locked up and tidy at the end of the day.
A few kids came out of the building, too, and a handful of others went in, some holding baseball gloves. The youth program on the third floor was apparently having some kind of after-school event today.
In the welter of client and personal messages was one from Murray Ryerson:
ME completed autopsy on Fugher. He’d been badly beaten but death due to suffocation: he was alive when he went into the pet coke.
It wasn’t a surprise, but it was still a shock. Uncle Jerry hadn’t been one of Nature’s darlings, but such a horrific end shouldn’t come to anyone.
“What is it?” Bernie asked anxiously.
I was starting to answer when a silver Jeep Patriot pulled up in front of us. Vince Bagby hopped out and went into the Scanlon building—not into the insurance office, which was still full of activity, despite the unsafe neighborhood and the end of business hours, but through the door that led to the law offices. Thelma still hadn’t come out, so maybe she’d summoned Vince.
“Bernie, it’s true I’m a coward, but I want to see what that guy is up to, and I want you to stay in the car with the doors locked. If anyone tries to bother you, lean on the horn. I’ll hear you and come running.”
“Who is he?”
“His name is Vince Bagby and he owns a trucking company. He may be as pure and wholesome as the flowers in spring, but I saw the man who died in the coke mountain get into one of Bagby’s trucks. He was with someone whose face turned my hair white. Lock the doors.”
I was halfway up the first flight of stairs when I heard footsteps behind me: Bernie had followed me inside.
“I don’t want to wait in the car,” she said. “It feels too—too open.”
“Bernie, I’ve already exposed you to more unpleasantness this afternoon than I should have. Please—”
She shook her head, her lower lip out—half-stubborn, half-fearful. I told Bernie she could come on one condition. “If I tell you to run, you run. Understood?”
She nodded and clutched my arm.
At the second-floor landing I signaled to Bernie to hang back while I ducked and sidled to avoid the security camera. I listened at the law office door but didn’t hear any voices. On the other hand, the kids on the third floor were laughing and horsing around enough for the noise to come down the stairwell.
I sidled back to the landing and took Bernie up to the third floor. The door to Say, Yes! wasn’t locked; we walked in on a kind of party in progress. A refreshment table along one wall held soft drinks and chips, but the center of action, if you could call it that, was the facing wall, where a long counter held some dozen computers and Xboxes.
A crowd of kids, mostly boys, was breathing over the shoulders of those lucky enough to have a seat. Each machine had a large timer over it; when one dinged, the user had to give way to someone who was waiting. An older teen in a lime-green Say, Yes! T broke up arguments over those who failed to quit when their time was up, or those who’d jumped the queue. Looking around, I saw five other older boys, the monitors, I supposed, all in green T’s.
The walls were covered with poster-sized photos. Some were of the kids in Say, Yes! shirts at different outings, others were of the neighborhood from the time I knew it, when the mills were running and Commercial Avenue was filled with shops and shoppers.
In the back of the room, a video of a baseball game was being shown. Vince Bagby was standing there, next to Father Cardenal. As my eyes adjusted to the light and the sound, I saw Thelma Kalvin tucked into a corner with Rory Scanlon. Curiouser and curiouser.
We threaded our way through the melee toward the baseball video. Bernie attracted a predictable number of catcalls and thinly veiled invitations to fuck. She curled her lip, flexing her wrists around an imaginary hockey stick. This kind of attention wasn’t newer to her than any other teenage girl in the Americas, but she didn’t have to like it—which earned further catcalls and a few cries of “stuck-up bitch.”
The obscene outbursts caught Cardenal’s attention. He stiffened when he saw me, tapped Bagby’s arm.