'Do it,' the deputy coughed. He turned away. The SWAT trooper clicked off the safety of his firearm and steadied it with his free hand, inspected the weapon to make sure it wouldn't jam.
The girl vanished. Right beforeClark 's eyes. Or rather' he felt as if a particle of dust had fallen into his eyes and he tried to blink it away and when his vision cleared she was nowhere to be seen. She must have made a break for it. Yet when he looked around he saw only confused-looking men in riot gear. The SWAT trooper fired a few desultory rounds at the bushes where she'd been kneeling but clearly he didn't know what to target. The deputy's face was set like stone.Clark felt a flutter of panic in his stomach.
The girl had vanished into thin air.
Monster Nation
Chapter Fifteen
IN THE BLOOD: A good-looking young woman named Marisol Gonsalvez wastes her time and ours by starring as an ass-kicking nun with, you guessed it, the stigmata. This mildly offensive gore romper is opening in 'selected cities' which means it isn't going straight to video, but it probably should have (**, rated R for excessive religious violence and graphic nudity, 81 min). [Roger Ebert, One Minute Film Reviews, suntimes.com, 3/22/05]
The gun had been used recently and it was hot and it stank with a sour reek that poured down over her face and made her gag with fear. The SWAT trooper stood as still as a stone with his finger on the trigger. She couldn't see his eyes, hidden behind thick goggles. What was he thinking? Was he questioning this at all? He could wipe out her life'her undeath, she supposed'in a heart's beat if he chose. If she died there with no memories of her past it would be like she hadn't ever existed at all.
Maybe that would be for the best.
She was already dead. Did she really want to face a new un-life in a decaying body? A new time without any knowledge of who she was or what she might have lost?
Then one of the others, the one in the military uniform'she could see his eyes and they were full of sadness'had to spoil it all. 'Who are you?' he asked, 'what's your name?' In the tone of voice you used when speaking to a frightened dog.
She sputtered out something, an answer, a negation and suddenly it was all too real. The possibility that she might have a name, lost out there somewhere but still intact, reawakened in her the sense of what she had to lose. She had something still, some breadth of time, and the fear of losing it could cripple her. Her brain rolled over inside her head as the dread overwhelmed her, completely took her over. Her body shook and spasmed and heaved as if she was going to cough up her own skeleton, spit it out on the ground. She felt something clotted and nasty leak from her, from her mouth, her nose, her eyes. She tried to cough it up.
She heard the gun click, heard a bullet inching through its oiled metal mechanism, getting ready for the shot.
With her eyes closed she could see the men like torches in a snowstorm. Their radiance, their golden tasty goodness glow that she wanted so badly to get close to, to consume. Their life force. She could feel the energy, the heat of it turned on her, focused on her and she knew they could sense somehow her own dark energy'that horrible perversion of life'God, she thought, if only she could hide that away from them, if only she could make them see her as one of them or even just see her as nothing at all, as invisible, transparent'
Something grated in her head, the bones of her skull sliding across one another like continental plates.
An icy shudder went through her. Her eyes shot open. She looked up and saw the men and every one of them had the same vacant look on his face.
'Where did she go?' the SWAT trooper asked. 'I can't see her!'
She had gotten her wish.
It couldn't last: her body felt drained, her mind hazy, reeling, everything shifting its shape. In a moment she would lose all control and she would collapse and lose this magic she had somehow created, in a second they would see her. The man with the gun would see her again and nothing would stop him from shooting.