If it wasn’t for the damned fly.
His fellow passenger buzzed angrily every time the car moved. It would climb along the dashboard for a while then take to the air with a sudden leap and make a circuit of the enclosed space before settling down again on a headrest.Gary felt truly sorry for implicating it in his peril-clearly the fly had a good thing going here. The backseat of the car was full of rotten groceries. Much of the former food had long since turned to white fuzzy mold but maybe the fly ate that, too. Either way the fly looked plump and contented. Bursting with life, real life, not the sham kind that animatedGary. It was the first living thing (other than the gun-toting girls) thatGary had seen since his reanimation. It was beautiful-exquisite. Priceless in its immunity to death, in its continued breathing existence.
There was a deep-seated, urgent, and entirely unbearable need inGary ’s soul to get this fly, somehow, into his mouth.
A bullet hit one of the VW’s tires and the car sagged to one side with a popping noise that echoed off the brick facades of the surrounding townhouses.Gary, whose hand had been creeping toward the fly, pulled himself into an even tighter ball on the floor of the car and tried not to think about anything at all. It didn’t work.
The fly landed on a seat belt latch and fanned its wings briefly in the sunlight. Its whole body seemed toglow with the light of its health. It rubbed its hands together like a cartoon character about to sit down to a satisfying hamburger-all it needed was a tiny little bib. How cute would that be? Oh god, Gary wantedso much to eat the fly.His fly, he had decided. It washis.
The fly leapt into the air again with a flourish of wings andGary ’s hand shot out for it. The fly evaded him and he lunged upward, catching it between two cupped palms. In a moment he had shoveled it into his maw and he felt its wings brush frantically against the roof of his mouth. He bit down and felt its juices burst across his dry tongue. Energy surged through him even before he’d swallowed the morsel, an electric jolt of well-being that burned in him like a white flame that nourished him instead of consuming him. If the hamburger patties he’d eaten earlier had calmed his hunger the fly instead sated him fully, suffusing him with a euphoria the insect’s tiny mass could not possibly account for. He felt good, he felt warm and dry and satisfied, he felt so good.
The feeling had barely begun to recede when he realized with a start that he was sitting up, perched on the front seats of the car and clearly visible through the windows. He heard gunshots and knew he’d been discovered. Desperate but feeling safe and potent nowGary pushed open the driver’s side door and rolled out of the car. He got his feet on the asphalt and started loping away from the Volkswagen, certain he could reach safety if he just hurried up a little, if his legs would just move a little faster A bayonet blade slid through his back and right into his heart.
Good thing he wasn’t using it.
He tried to turn but found himself transfixed-literally-by the bayonet. He raised his hands in the air, the universal signal of surrender. “Don’t shoot,” he shouted, “I’m not one of them!”
“Kumaad tahay?”One of the girls came around into his field of vision and raised her rifle. She panted with exertion or fear perhaps, her weapon bobbing up and down. He could see the darkO of its muzzle waggling at him, the gap between a bullet and his brain. She yanked on a latch on the side of the weapon and flexed her trigger finger.
“Please!”Gary shouted. “Please! I’m not like them!”