“How do we know they’re alone? How do we know they’re not being followed? Who knows what could follow them in?”
Felix pauses. Then he calls to Tom.
“Tom! Are you two alone? Just you two and the dogs?”
“Yes.”
“It doesn’t mean it’s true,” Don says.
“Don,” Malorie says impatiently, “if someone wanted to break in to this house, they could at any time.”
“I’m trying to be safe, Malorie.”
“I know.”
“I live here, too.”
“I know. But Tom and Jules are on the other side of the door. They made it back. We have to let them in now.”
Don holds her gaze. Then he looks to the foyer floor.
“You guys are going to get us killed one day,” he says.
“Don,” Malorie says, seeing that he is, at last, relenting, “we’re going to open the door now.”
“Yes. I know. No matter what I fucking say.”
Don closes his eyes.
Malorie does the same.
“Are you ready, Tom?” Felix calls.
“Yes.”
Malorie hears the front door open. The sounds of paws on the foyer tile make it sound like many people have entered at once.
The front door closes quickly.
“Hand me a broomstick,” Felix says.
Malorie hears the bristles against the walls, the floor, and the ceiling.
“All right,” Felix says. “We’re ready.”
The moment between deciding to open your eyes and then actually doing it is as scary a thing as there is in the new world.
Malorie opens her eyes.
The foyer erupts into color. Two huskies move quickly, smelling the floor, checking out the new people, checking out Victor.
The excitement Malorie feels at seeing Tom’s face is all-encompassing. Yet, he doesn’t look good. He looks exhausted. Dirty. And like he’s been through something Malorie can only imagine.
He holds something in his hand. It’s white. A box. Big enough to carry a small TV. Sounds come from within it. Clucking.
Olympia lunges forward and hugs Tom, who laughs as he’s trying to remove his helmet. Jules has his off and kneels to embrace Victor. Cheryl is crying.
Don’s expression is a mixture of astonishment and shame.
We almost came to blows, Malorie thinks. Tom was gone a day and a half and we almost came to blows.
“Well, oh my God,” Felix says, looking wide-eyed at the new animals. “It worked!”
Tom and Malorie’s eyes meet. He doesn’t have the sparkle he left with.
What did they experience out there?
“These are the huskies,” Jules says, fanning a hand toward the dogs. “They’re friendly. But they take a minute to warm up.”
Then Jules suddenly howls with relief.
Like war veterans coming home, Malorie thinks. From a trip around the block.
“What’s in the box?” Cheryl asks.
Tom raises it higher. His eyes are glassy. Distant.
“In the box, Cheryl,” he says, holding it out with one hand and lifting the lid a little with the other, “are birds.”
The housemates gather around the box in a circle.
“What kind are they?” Olympia asks.
Tom slowly shakes his head.
“We don’t know. Found them in a hunter’s garage. We have no idea how they survived. We think the owners left them a lot of feed. As you can tell, they’re loud. But only when we’re near. We tested it. Whenever we got close to the box, they got louder.”
“So that’s dinner?” Felix asks.
Tom smiles a tired smile.
“An alarm system.”
“Alarm system?” Felix asks.
Jules says, “We’re going to hang the box outside. By the front door. We’ll be able to hear them in here.”
Only a box of birds, Malorie thinks. Yet, it does feel like progress.
Tom closes the lid slowly.
“You’ve got to tell us everything that happened,” Cheryl says.
“We will,” Tom says. “But let’s go in the dining room. The two of us would love to sit down for a minute.”
The housemates smile.
Except Don.
Don who declared them dead. Don who was already counting their rations as his own.
In the hall, Tom sets the box of birds on the floor, against the wall. Then the housemates gather in the dining room. Felix gets some water for Tom and Jules. Once they have their glasses in front of them, they tell the story of what they experienced out there.
twenty-three
The moment the door closes behind them, Tom is more afraid than he thought he’d be.
Out here, the creatures are closer.
When we get to the street, Tom thinks, far enough from the house, will they attack us?
He imagines cold hands closing over his own. His throat slit. His neck broken. His mind destroyed.
But Tom is very aware that no report described a man being attacked.
This is the way to think, he decides, still standing on the front porch. Forcing this philosophy deeper into his mind, searching for the soil of its roots, he allows himself to breathe, slowly. As he does, other feelings emerge.