Omar stared at her. She knew that look; it was the stoic fa?ade he wore to stop others from gauging his reaction. Aisha forced herself to hold his gaze.
Why was an ifrit following him? He had promised he would tell them when he found a king’s relic. And she knew Omar; he would never allow anyone to tail him, not even a ghost.
“In my personal opinion, sayyidi…” Tawil smirked. “I don’t think bint Louas can handle the relic. Even in Ghiban, she was a little foggy-eyed.”
Aisha scowled. “Me, foggy-eyed? You’re the one who had their treasure stolen.”
She could still remember his face when he’d apprehended her the morning after the merchant’s sale. He’d been panicked, stuttering over his words as he cursed her. Now his face contorted again as he glared at her.
“That’s because you—”
“Enough.” Omar’s voice was soft but dangerous, and Tawil stopped talking. “We have no time to bicker. I’ve called for reinforcements, and I do not want to be late for our rendezvous.” He frowned. “You know how long I have searched for this lamp. I will wait no longer.”
She did know. Omar had scavenged this area for years, looking for the relic. But it had not been until just recently, when the sultan commanded Prince Hakim to chart the location based on Amir’s writings, that Omar had finally pinpointed its location. Aisha wondered if he’d held off killing the sultan for those coordinates. If he’d waited patiently for an opportunity to frame his brother for his murder.
She shoved thoughts of the prince away before they could sink in. She had always known that Prince Mazen was a scapegoat. But that did not lessen the weight of her guilt any. She owed him for saving her life. Besides that, she had come to find his company tolerable. Enjoyable, even. And now she had betrayed him, and he would never forgive her for it.
You can still turn away from this, the Resurrectionist murmured in her mind.
Aisha clenched her fists. No, she couldn’t. She wouldn’t.
You cheated death; cheating a king would be easy.
“Enough,” Aisha snapped. She didn’t realize she’d spoken aloud until she noticed Omar and Tawil frowning at her.
“Voices again?” Tawil said with a sneer.
I would like to murder him, the ifrit murmured. That, at least, was one thing they could agree on. But Aisha pushed down the Resurrectionist’s annoyance and forced herself to nod.
She breathed in deeply as Omar walked past. Tawil followed him with a huff. The moment his elbow connected with her shoulder, Aisha reached out and gripped his arm. Heat—sudden and bright and angry—pulsed through her fingers.
Tawil pried his arm from her grip with a scowl, but she saw a muscle twitch in his jaw as he clenched his teeth. “Let me be clear,” he said. “My king may trust you, but I do not.”
Aisha watched his back until it disappeared. She heard the echo of footsteps as Omar and Tawil descended a pathway that led beneath the Sandsea. How the pathway existed beneath the sinking sand, Aisha did not know, but she was suddenly terrified to follow.
I don’t trust you either, she thought.
It did not occur to her until later that the words were not just meant for Tawil.
63
LOULIE
They traveled through the Sandsea for many days, using the compass to guide them across the arduous landscape. Because the pathways running through the sinking sand were so narrow, they opted to leave the horse behind where someone from the outpost could find it. It was already a perilous enough journey without it. And yet Loulie was glad the crossing took all her concentration, because when she wasn’t preoccupied with surviving, she lapsed into mourning for Ahmed bin Walid. By the end of every day, she was physically and emotionally drained.
And yet sleep evaded her. When she closed her eyes, she saw Ahmed.
Ahmed, dancing her around the diwan. Ahmed, eyes bright with wonder as she told him about her latest adventure. She remembered his buoyant laugh, his shining smile. And she remembered the word tattooed on his wrist: Mukhlis. Loyal. To her.
The memories carved a hole in her heart. But though she felt hollow, she knew it was nothing in comparison to Mazen’s sorrow. Try as he did to stifle his cries, she could hear him sobbing. It was only on the last night of their journey that his tears dried and his expression hardened. He was putting on armor, she realized. Steeling himself for what was to come.
That last night, they set up camp on a patch of stable land in the middle of the Sandsea. Qadir sparked a fire, took the last of their food provisions from their bag, and said, “We reach the lamp tomorrow.”
“Finally,” Loulie mumbled.
“The ifrit inside, this Rijah…” Mazen shifted. In the firelight, his golden eyes were brighter, fiercer. “What happens when we free them?”
Qadir shrugged. “I haven’t seen Rijah in hundreds of years. It is hard to say what captivity has done to their mind. But of all the ifrit, Rijah is the most likely to pursue revenge.” Silence hung in the air as Qadir roasted strips of dried meat over the fire. After a few moments, he added, “If given the choice, I think they would kill your brother over you.”
“That’s not very reassuring,” Mazen said.
Loulie groaned. “None of this is reassuring.”
Calm as she was on the outside, she was internally panicking. The present was not a problem; she could throw herself into a fight so long as she didn’t have to consider the consequences. But she could not stop worrying about the what-ifs.
What if Omar found the lamp first? What if he captured them? What if she was able to kill him? Murdering a forgotten thief to avenge her family was one thing. But murdering a prince set to take his father’s place? She would never be able to show her face in this country again.
Qadir sighed. “Don’t think too hard on it. What will be will be.”
The words sparked a memory: a calmer moment aboard a ship. Loulie smiled. “Sage advice, oh mighty jinn.”
Qadir smiled back at her.
Mazen looked bewildered. “Are you two always this calm before jumping into peril?”
“The trick is to fake it until you make yourself believe it,” Loulie said. It was Qadir’s advice, and she had never clung to it as fiercely as she did now.
The next day, Loulie strode ahead with the compass, slowly turning bends and stepping down crooked paths until she stopped. The compass’s arrow was jittering so wildly it looked possessed.
“We’ve arrived,” Qadir said.
Loulie eyed their surroundings skeptically. As far as she could see, this stretch of the Sandsea looked the same as any other. She looked questioningly at Qadir, who shrugged and walked straight into it. The sand around him burned away, revealing a sloped tunnel that led into the Sandsea. When Qadir turned to face them, the markings on his skin blazed gold and red, and his eyes danced with fire. He sighed, and wisps of smoke curled out from his lips like shisha from a smoker’s mouth.
Loulie rolled her eyes. “Show-off.”
Mazen simply stared, slack-jawed.
“Don’t fall behind,” Qadir said, and then he turned and walked deeper into the Sandsea, burning a hole through the world as he did so. For a few moments, Loulie stared quietly into the darkness. Fear, sudden and primal, froze her in place.
Mazen stepped forward so that the two of them stood before the Sandsea together. He flashed her a weak smile. “Fake it until you make yourself believe it, right?”
Loulie glanced one last time at the outside world—at the sun hanging in the crystal blue sky and the smoky clouds in the distance. Determination sparked in her. I’ll be back, she thought.
They stepped into the darkness of the Sandsea.
64
MAZEN
A long time ago, when Mazen had been a boy and his father had first told him the story of the lamp, he’d asked why, in all the years the lamp had existed, the royal family had never retrieved it.
Tell me, Mazen, do you know of a way to enter the Sandsea?