“I don’t know.”
He nodded, closed the monster book, and looked around.
“So this is Fayeville, huh?” We were passing by a grocery store and a Dollar General. “I’ve actually never been here. Some friends and I in high school, we talked about coming down here and looking for the Inn, but my friends chickened out, said it was haunted and cursed.”
I forced a smile. “I’m sure it is.”
“In the movie, Fayeville looked bigger than this. A little more cheerful too.”
I shook my head and sighed.
We passed a gas station, the post office, Fayeville General Store. We drove by another gas station with a Dunkin’ Donuts attached. A vape shop. A sign for the town dump and recycling center.
At a bend in the road, I slowed. There, on the right, was a falling-down sign for the Hollywood Drive-In.
One giant screen was mostly intact, but big squares of it were missing, showing only wooden scaffolding behind. The screen on the other side had completely collapsed. The ticket booth was boarded over with plywood tagged with graffiti, the driveway chained off.
“How much farther?” Skink asked.
“We’re almost there.”
Passing the drive-in, we continued down Main Street for another mile, then turned right onto Forest Hill Drive. At least, I thought it was Forest Hill Drive. The GPS told me it was, but no street sign marked it. The trees had grown, nearly overtaking the entrance to the dirt road, making it hard to spot.
The road was in terrible shape: hardly a road at all. More like a dried-out old riverbed. The van bumped slowly over the rocks, and I swerved around the worst ruts and a fallen tree partially blocking the road.
“Are you sure this is right?” Skink asked.
“No, I’m not sure of anything,” I said irritably, peering through the pouring rain, trying to make out something, anything familiar.
I slammed on the brakes, sending Skink jolting forward, stopped by his seatbelt, hands braced on the dashboard.
“No worries,” he said. “Just a little whiplash is all.”
A heavy rusted chain drooped across the road. An orange and white sawhorse with a faded ROAD CLOSED sign was on its side beneath it. There were NO TRESPASSING signs posted on the trees beside the road.
“Guess we walk from here,” I said.
I pulled the van over, turned the engine off. Then I stepped into the back, grabbed my backpack, and checked to make sure it had everything I might need. I grabbed my rain slicker from the little closet, then got the holster for my gun and slipped it on over my shoulder before putting on the rain jacket.
“You don’t think you’ll actually need to use that, do you?” Skink asked as I clipped the gun into the holster. He’d gone pale and looked much younger. Strangely, with his face so serious, I saw his father in him for the first time. They had the same eyes, the same worry lines on their foreheads.
For half an instant, I wished Pete were with us. Then I thought of the shitstorm that would ensue when he learned I’d taken his son into such a potentially dangerous situation.
“Maybe you should wait here,” I suggested. “If I’m not back in an hour, call for help. Call your dad, then 911.”
Skink shook his head. “Uh-uh. No way! I’m coming with you. We had a deal!”
I nodded in reluctant acquiescence, then reached into my backpack, pulling out the extra sets of keys to the van I kept there. I handed them to Skink.
“What’s this for?”
“In case you need to make it out of here on your own.”
“Lizzy—”
“You know”—I gave him a weak smile—“like to go for help or something.”
“You and me and Lauren are walking out of here,” he said, clearly doing his best to sound action-hero-ish. “That’s the only way this is going to go down. Agreed?”
“Agreed,” I said, hopping out of the van and into the rain.
I was soaked to the skin in five minutes. The wind was blowing the rain at us from all angles, coming in through my sleeves, up through the bottom of my coat. My jeans and sneakers were waterlogged. And Skink was worse off in his heavy work boots, jeans, and cotton hoodie.
The road was muddy, full of ruts that had filled with water, turned to miniature rivers. On we trudged, uphill. At last, the road leveled and I saw it: what remained of Gran’s old house. All that was left was part of the front porch, a cellar hole, and piles of debris: charred wood, broken glass, a rusted bathtub. It amazed me, really, to see what little remained.
The house had been intact when I’d seen it last. This fire must have happened after it had been abandoned.
I looked across the overgrown field at the Inn. The carriage house and barn had been leveled, but the Inn itself was still there, looming like a broken-backed thing, a monster all its own. Part of the front wall had crumbled away, the yellow bricks lying in heaps amid charred wood and indiscernible debris. The roof had caved in, but most of the old slate shingles remained. The windows were either broken or covered with pieces of plywood, which had weathered and buckled and were covered in graffiti.
I could almost smell the smoke still, though it had been over forty years.
We stood in the rain staring at the Inn, neither of us moving. It was getting dark, and late-season crickets were chirping.
“Is that a light on in there?” Skink asked, squinting and raising one hand to shield his eyes from the rain.
He was right. There was a soft glow coming from the lower windows.
“She’s waiting for us,” I said.
For me.
She’s waiting for me.
“Come on,” I said, leading him across the road and over the grass. I was pulling him along, and just like that, I was thirteen years old again, running across the yard with Vi, slipping and sliding as we held each other up, alive and giddy. Two girls setting off to learn the truth they thought would save them.
Stop! I wanted to scream to those girls.
Turn around!
Go back before it’s too late.
But there was no changing what had happened. No reaching back through time.
The light in the window flickered, jumped, and twitched, giving off a soft orange glow.
Flames.
“Hurry,” I said, starting to sprint. “It’s on fire!”
Vi
July 28, 1978
I AM, I SAID.
I am, I cried.
The voices (hers! all hers!) were singing in her head. Singing in golden, crystal-clear tones.
With a flash, she understood her lifelong obsession with monsters. With the old movies and stories and legends. Part of her was preparing. Preparing herself for the day when she’d wake up and realize what she truly was.
* * *
VI FOUND IRIS still on the floor of the office. She was sitting up amid the mess of papers and file folders.
“Vi?” Iris said.
Vi went to the papers on the desk, the final file they’d found.
She began by ripping off the back cover with the photograph stuck to it.
She looked at the girl, Patient S, the smile on her face, the contentment. She had been taken care of and loved by her grandmother, who was smart and clever and kind, the best doctor in the world. And her grandmother had baked her favorite cake, so sweet it made her teeth ache, but light and fluffy, truly the food of angels.
Lucky girl, lucky girl, the God of Birthdays sang.
Make a wish, urged the God of Wishes.
What had she wished for?
A wish that seemed to come from nowhere, yet everywhere. A wish that had been inside her all along but had just worked its way up to the surface of her conscious mind.
She’d wished for a sister.
Someone to share everything with.
She looked down at this girl in the photograph, this pitiful know-nothing girl, and hardly recognized her.
She flicked on Gran’s lighter and touched the tip of the file folder to the flame, watched it catch.
“Vi?” Iris called. She was up on her feet, swaying slightly as if the room were spinning. She put her hands on the desk to steady herself. “What are you doing?” Her face was pale and sweaty, her eyes focused.
Vi shook her head.
Not Vi. Not anymore.
Call me by my true name, I dare you.
And what was her true name?
Patient S?