River of Shadows (Underworld Gods #1)

The white swan stops right in front of me, while the black swan stops in front of Rasmus. They both stare at us, and when I mean stare at us, I mean I can feel them poking around inside my head, inside my very soul.

Suddenly the white one opens its mouth at me, showcasing a long skinny tongue and a row of razor-sharp shark’s teeth and starts screaming like a fucking banshee, this awful voice that’s both human and not.

“No!” Lovia yells above the swan’s scream. “No, they’re dead! They wouldn’t lie to me!”

Now the black swan is screaming in unison, the awful, chilling sounds filling the air and Lovia is violently shaking her head. “No,” she says. “They’re dead.” She looks to me and Rasmus. “You’re dead right? Please tell me you’re dead.”

Rasmus has been keeping his eye on the swan but the moment he looks up and meets Lovia’s eyes, her face falls in disappointment. Well, for a second anyway. Then it quickly morphs into anger.

“You guys lied? You lied?! Well, fuck you both,” Lovia snarls at us, pulling out her sword. “Have at them then.”

The swans come for us at once, teeth snapping, wings flapping.

There’s no time to think.

As the white swan leaps at me, I jump up on the bench then dive over its head, just clearing its outstretched beak in a move that never would have been possible before, no matter how much training I had. Before I can mull that over though, my body keeps going, and I summersault across the deck in time to see Lovia swinging her sword at me. I duck and dive out of the way of the sword as it hits the iron deck with a clank, then push up with my hands so that my boots connect with Lovia’s stomach. I watch in amazement as I kick Lovia right off the side of the boat, the giant sword clattering to the deck, her body hitting the water with a splash.

“Hanna, behind you!” Rasmus screams.

I don’t even have to look. I pick up the sword, heavy as hell, and turn with it swinging out. With a long low arc, the sword cuts through the air, chopping off the head of the white swan, which goes flying off the boat and into the water. The rest of the body falls to the deck in a heavy thunk before it disintegrates into a pile of bloody snow.

Rasmus is bleeding from the hands and head, but the black swan stops attacking him enough to turn its attention to me. It sees the decapitated white swan and starts screaming, a pitiful sound.

I almost feel bad for it, enough that I lower the sword.

“Hanna!” Rasmus yells. “It will kill us both and we can’t die here. Believe me, there would be no coming back.”

I swallow hard, making a split-second decision, and before the swan can launch itself at me, I take the sword and stab it right in the heart.

It screams again, a sound that I think will haunt my dreams for years to come.

I stare at it, then at the sword in my hands, then kick the dead swan overboard. I look over my shoulder to see if Lovia is still in the water, or swimming after the boat, but I don’t see anything but the ink black river. We’re picking up speed now, the current moving fast, and the white frozen hills are speeding past even without anyone paddling. The water shouldn’t even be flowing this way, but obviously nothing here makes sense.

“Well,” Rasmus says slowly, getting to his feet with a groan. “I don’t think I’ve seen anyone kill the swans of Tuonela before. So that’s something.”

“A good thing, right?” I ask him, taking off my knit cap, feeling unbearably hot all of a sudden. I don’t know how I did any of those moves, let alone while wearing a mound of clothing.

“We’re alive,” Rasmus says with a sigh. “So that’s a good thing.” He gives me a stiff smile. “But if we were hoping to get to your father without anyone knowing, well that opportunity went away with Death’s daughter when you kicked her off the boat.”

I blink. “Death’s daughter? You mean Loviatar’s father…”

“Is Death,” Rasmus finishes. “You bested his daughter and you killed his swans. He’s going to be pissed.”





Chapter 6





The Great Inland Sea





“So what do we do now?” I ask Rasmus, who is standing at the bow of the iron boat. We’ve been stewing in silence for the last few minutes while the enormity of his words began to sink in, the black river taking us along at a clip while the riverbanks get further and further apart. “I just kicked Death’s daughter off her own boat, then slaughtered his two swans, and now Death is going to know we’re here…somehow.”

Rasmus gives me a dirty look over his shoulder. “Do you hear yourself? Even after all you’ve seen, you’re still acting like this is a joke.”

“A joke!” I exclaim. “I may be struggling to understand what’s happening but none of this is a fucking joke.”

He grumbles and fishes out a handkerchief from his coat pocket and dabs it at the clotting wounds the swan left on his forehead, wincing. “You could have believed me from the start. I told you about Tuonela. I told you all of this was real. It took you almost dying before you started to take any of this seriously.”

“Can you blame me?! What kind of person would I be if I just believed what you were saying about my father going off to the Land of the Dead?”

“An open-minded one,” he says tiredly, sounding disappointed. “Your father assured me you were open-minded.”

“Yeah! I am! I have crystals that give me good energy! I believe in my horoscope half the time, and I think the Ancient Egyptians were in cahoots with aliens. But even the most open-minded person has their limits, and this was my limit.”

“Even after seeing your father in the casket morph into me?”

I shrug, trying to get my thoughts in order. So much has changed and so fast. “I don’t know. I was hallucinating! I was grieving and jet-lagged! For all I know I still might be hallucinating, or at the very least in some awful, fantastical dream.”

Rasmus turns around and storms over to me, reaching for my hair and giving it a sharp yank.

“Ow!” I cry out, trying to move back. I like a good-hair pulling in the bedroom, but not this. “What the fuck is your problem, pulling my hair like a schoolyard bully?”

“That hurt, right?” he says, narrowing his eyes. “That’s your proof right now that you’re not dreaming.”

“Jesus,” I swear. “There are other ways to make a point.”

“And anyway, how do you explain this?” he says, reaching down to pick up Loviatar’s silver sword at my feet. His hand curls around the handle but as much as he pulls, he can barely lift it up. “This is what this sword weighs. A lot.”

With a grunt he tries to pass it to me. I take it from him, the handle cold even through my mittens, expecting it to be ridiculously heavy now, and yet in my hand it feels as light as it did earlier. I pick it up with ease.

“See! How the hell are you able to do that?” Rasmus asks me, and if I’m not mistaken, there’s bitterness to his words. “I’ve never been able to take Loviatar’s sword from her. And yet you not only kicked her clear off the boat, but you killed the swans with it, which also shouldn’t have been possible.”

“Don’t tell me the murder swans were supposed to be immortal,” I mumble, staring at the sword. Up close, I see the handle is covered with detailed skulls, bones and filigree, looking both beautiful and macabre, just as Lovia looked herself. “Look, I don’t know why I’m able to use it. And for the record, I’ve never been able to fight like that before either. My training is pretty basic. I don’t compete, it’s just a form of exercise that’s fun and makes me feel empowered. For some reason my body just isn’t obeying the law of physics or gravity here. Neither is this river, by the way. Shouldn’t we be flowing in the opposite direction?”

“It’s taking us where we need to go,” Rasmus says after a moment. “And unfortunately, we’ll be heading into the Great Inland Sea without Loviatar’s protection.”