“Good heavens.” Tova frowns. “I don’t know.”
As if on cue, one of the octopus’s arms snakes out from the rocky den and prods the sand with its tip, reminding Cameron of Aunt Jeanne when she falls asleep on the sofa and loses her glasses and has to feel around, half-blind, in the cushions.
“I think he’s looking for it,” Cameron says, not quite believing the words coming out of his mouth. Was the creature actually listening to them?
Before Tova can reply, the octopus finally lands on the mystery object, and the sand is swept away. Cameron squints through the glass. It’s a teardrop-shaped silver thing, an inch wide, maybe. A fishing lure? No, an earring. A woman’s earring.
With a whoosh, the octopus sweeps the earring into the den.
For some reason, Tova throws back her head and laughs.
“What’s so funny?”
She clasps a hand to her chest. “I should say, I do believe our Marcellus is something of a treasure hunter.”
“A treasure hunter?”
As Cameron follows Tova out of the pump room, she tells him some story about her lost house key that the octopus apparently dug up from his tank and returned to her one night. Cameron nods along, but he’s not sure he’s buying it. Tova’s a nice lady, but in spite of what he’s seen tonight, some of this octopus shit just seems crazy. Eventually, they resume their work in comfortable silence. Cameron lets his mind wander again, replaying his night with Avery, the way her hair smelled like some fruity shampoo on his pillow. He won’t check his phone again, seeing if she’s messaged him back. Nope. And he won’t go by the paddle shop on his way home tonight, even though he knows it’ll be closed. Definitely not. These are the promises he’s making to himself as he absently collects the trash and goes to replace the can liner.
“Don’t forget to hook it all the way around,” Tova calls from across the hallway.
How had she even seen him? Does she have eyes on the back of her head? Maybe she’s a robot spy from a distant galaxy. That would make a great twist in his screenplay.
He points to the rim of the trash can. “It’s all the way around. Look.”
“Pull it down farther. It’ll only take an extra moment.”
“It’s good enough!”
“It’ll start to slip down when it gets full.”
“Well, when that happens, someone can fix it.”
Tova turns to him, arms folded. “Didn’t you mother teach you to do things right the first time?”
Cameron stares at her. “I never had a mother.”
Tova’s color drains.
“She was . . . I mean, she struggled. With addiction. I haven’t seen her since I was nine.”
“Oh dear. I’m sorry, Cameron.”
“It’s okay,” he grumbles while yanking the liner all the way on, hating the fact that it did only take an extra moment. When he looks up, Tova is wiping fervently at some nonexistent spot on the glass, refusing to meet his eye.
“Really, it’s okay,” Cameron insists. “How would you have known?”
“It is certainly not okay. I ought to be more careful with my words.”
“No, I shouldn’t have chomped your head off about it. I’m just tired.” Cameron lets out a puffy breath. “Terry asked for extra cod for the sharks today, and Mackenzie was out, sick, so I covered the desk between loads, and the phone kept ringing, and . . . it’s just been a long day.”
“You’re working very hard here.”
“I guess I am.” The words seep through him, slow and warm like hot chicken broth on a cold day. It might be the nicest compliment anyone has ever given him.
“Indeed.” Tova smiles at him, gives a tiny approving nod before resuming her wiping down of the glass tank.
“The truth is, I didn’t have a mom, but I had an aunt Jeanne,” he says tentatively. He picks up the mop and starts to run it along the baseboard. “She’s the one who raised me after my mom took off.”
Tova looks up. “I’d love to hear about her.”
“She’s one of the most amazing people on the planet, but you might not like her.”
“Why on earth wouldn’t I like her?”
A conspiratorial grin spreads across Cameron’s face. “Pretty sure she’s never had a clue about the proper way to put in trash can liners.”
Tova’s laugh echoes down the empty hallway.
Day 1,349 of My Captivity
THEY DO NOT SEE IT.
For weeks, they have worked together. How do they not see it?
I have searched my Collection many times over, considering whether any of these objects might point them in the right direction. A useless endeavor. And now my Collection is a mess. It spills out of my den, sloppy and disorganized. Dangerous. My Collection shall be exposed next time my tank is cleaned, if I am not more careful. Although I fear I may no longer be around next time my tank is cleaned.
I must persevere, for their sake. I cannot bear to leave this story unfinished, as it is now. As I fear it will always be, if I do not intervene to help them realize.
Human gestation is approximately two hundred and eighty days. Conception must have occurred very close to the night of the boy’s accident. But the mother does not realize she is carrying an embryo until weeks later. Months, sometimes, in such cases where producing offspring was not planned. I have seen this scenario play out countless times over the course of my captivity, while observing the patrons that come and go.
If Tova knew his date of birth. His last name. Would that be enough? I must try.
Why do I so deeply care that she knows? I am not entirely certain. But my own end nears, along with her time here. If they do not figure it out soon, everyone involved will be left with a . . . hole.
As a general rule, I like holes. A hole at the top of my tank gives me freedom.
But I do not like the hole in her heart. She only has one, not three, like me.
Tova’s heart.
I will do everything I can to help her fill it.
Some Trees
The tower of tea towels threatens to topple as Tova adds another to the top. Stacks of this sort cover the floorboards of her attic. Above, the polished beams are bathed, cathedral-like, in the afternoon light streaming through the large picture window. Tova’s disposition, however, is less sunny. She cannot stand piles.
Will was a notorious maker of piles. Receipts, stale mail advertisements, magazines he’d already read twice, scraps of paper upon which he’d jotted some note or another that even he couldn’t decipher. In Will’s view these things needed to be kept. When Tova would nag him about the clutter, he’d simply collect the detritus into a stack, square off the corners, and plop it on the edge of some counter or credenza, with a satisfied remark. See? Nice and tidy.
Tova would wait until he dozed off in the recliner, and then, with a sigh, would shepherd the junk to its proper place, which was occasionally the filing cabinet, but more often the trash bin. When Will’s cancer generated enough paperwork to overstuff the small cabinet, Tova bought another, expanding her filing system so each page from the insurance company, every medical bill, had a proper home. Caring for her husband as the cancer worked its way through his organs may have taken over her life for a time, but she would not tolerate the paperwork taking over her kitchen counters.
“Quite a disaster, isn’t it?” Tova directs this question at Cat, who patters up the attic stairs. A gray tail appears a moment later, popping up like a question mark behind a box. The cat winds his slender body between the stacks with impossible grace, arriving at a patch of sunshine near Tova’s side without disturbing so much as a speck of dust. He casts a bored glare before lowering onto his side and closing his yellow eyes.