It makes me absurdly happy to know he’s counting the days, too. Yep.
He texts a little longer, telling me about this guy who came in with nine dollars in his pocket and then he had to put stuff back, which mean Shane had to restock it all. He was apparently an old man, who thought his money should go further than that, so he insisted they call the manager. I decide working at the Curly Q isn’t so bad.
How’s the song coming? I type. He’s been working on a new one since Thanksgiving but he won’t play it for me yet. I’ve only caught strains and snippets.
Almost done. Trying to have it ready by Valentine’s Day.
God, I hope that means he’s writing it for me. Sweet. Bed now. Talk tomorrow?
Definitely. Dream of me.
This is possibly the most romantic text ever. I push out a happy breath and fight the urge to hug my phone. If I was watching my own behavior, I’d probably find it ridiculous. But when I fall asleep, I do dream of Shane, and he keeps the monsters away.
Before we leave, I go shopping. It’s cheating to buy Shane’s present after the holidays, but this isn’t a marked-down item. The one benefit to Aunt Helen’s apartment is that she lives a lot closer to shopping. Though this isn’t a city by New York standards, compared to Farmburg, it’s a bustling metropolis. And it doesn’t take me long to find the perfect gift for Shane. Well, it’s a complement, actually, to something I already have.
By the time the visit ends, I don’t hate Great Aunt Helen, but I’m tired of her cats and relieved to head home. We pack our things, say good-bye, and take the bus to the train station. It’s a lengthy trip, which ends in us walking almost two miles from the bus stop to our house. Joe offered to pick us up, but Gabby knows I won’t go.
“Sometimes your principles are a pain in my ass,” she mutters.
That’s annoying. She can go with Joe; it’s not like I mind. “Call your boyfriend. I can go home alone.”
“It’s fine.” But her tone says maybe it’s not.
And I’m afraid of making her mad, but I’m also unwilling to change. This is one thing I can control. So I’m scared and trying not to get upset, as we drag our suitcases up the sidewalk. “You should get a ride. Seriously, it’s not a big deal.”
“If it wasn’t, we wouldn’t both be walking.” She sounds a little snappish, tired from traveling, probably, and so am I.
Hunching my shoulders, I get my phone out.
Aunt Gabby makes an effort to smooth things over. “Texting Shane?”
“And Lila and Ryan,” I mumble, though I was, in fact, telling Shane I’m home.
“Is he working tonight?”
“Yeah. I probably won’t get to see him until tomorrow.”
“I admit, I was a little worried about how fast you two got together, but you handled the separation well.”
My prior irritation flares stronger. “Is that why we left?” I demand.
Does she think that I can’t function without Shane? I miss him. I might even … Do I love him? I have no idea. There’s no precedent. But … he matters a lot.
“No, it was so my aunt wouldn’t be alone. She can’t travel anymore, and she’s lonely.”
“Your good deed just happened to test how well I cope?” I’m tempted to get mad, but I back off the feeling. I can’t get angry. It’s Hulk-ish, and bad things happen when I do. So I wrestle the feeling into submission and summon a teasing smile. “Anyway, she seemed to enjoy having us.”