He did it. That’s the thought looping in my head. Dylan promised he’d dig until he found something to wreck me with … and he did it. I even riled him up two days ago, gave him a reason to keep hate alive. I shouldn’t have let Shadow Sage off her chain.
There’s always a price.
“Sage? You okay?” I hear worry in Lila’s voice. She must be wondering what the hell is wrong with me.
I burst out in near-hysterical laughter. “No. Not even close. I can’t go to class. Please get me out of here.”
To my relief, she doesn’t argue. “Let me check the hall.” A few seconds later I hear her come back. “It’s clear for now. We’ll go out the back and circle around for your bike.”
“Sounds like you’ve cut before.”
“Trust me, I’m a pro. I’ll take you home.”
And she isn’t lying. She knows exactly how to slip out of school and get us off property before anyone notices. Pretty soon she’s pedaling my bike and I’m on the seat, which is good because I’d probably end up in a ditch. I can’t go back to school now. I can’t. I’d rather live in the group home again than face another day of this.
Once we get to my house, Lila makes tea, looking worried. “Should I call your aunt?”
“No, she’ll find out when she gets home. That’s soon enough to ruin her day.”
“So … what’s the deal? Obviously something happened with your mom or you would’ve told him to screw off. But why would some random dude know that about you?”
Since I don’t feel like spilling my guts, I tell her the truth—about Dylan and the private war we’ve been waging, which I escalated yesterday, and he shot back. This is a hot button for Lila, and she’ll forget about my past, at least for now. As expected, when she learns how he threatened to dig into my life and find something shitty to spread around, she starts pacing, ranting with more four-letter words than I’ve heard before in one breath.
“That son of a bitch,” she fumes. “If he thinks he can get away with this, oh, hell no.”
Well, he did warn me. I have no idea how he found out, but he won, fair and square. And he told me this was the way it would go down. I just … got cocky. I hoped that if we shamed him bad enough that he’d slink away, but that’s not how he rolls. He’s been the alpha dog for too long.
Eventually, she settles down long enough to ask, “Does Shane know what’s going on?”
“I should text him.”
For a few seconds, I just stare my phone. Then I type, went home early. Skipping Green World. TTYL.
“Do you have to work tonight?” Lila asks.
“No, that’s only on Monday and Thursday.”
Despite her trying to cheer me up, it’s just not happening. I brush my teeth and get in bed, pulling the covers over my head. In the end, Lila stays until Shane shows up, just past three. She’s eager to go out and implement some revenge scheme against Dylan, and I don’t have the energy to tell her it’s a bad idea. A part of me even admires how much he loves his mother. He ruined me, as promised, to make sure I can’t say anything about her and the principal. Who would listen now?
I’m feeling like crap when I hear Shane’s footsteps coming down the hall. “Sage? What the hell? There’s some crazy shit about your mom going around at school. Why’d you take off?”
I can’t look at him when I say this. I just can’t. “Because it’s true.”
If he had any common sense, this would be the last I hear from him, and what perfect timing for Dylan’s payback; I sleep with Shane, then he breaks up with me.
Right now, given what he’s probably heard, he should be walking. Instead, Shane sits down on the edge of the bed. “I’m supposed to believe that? You don’t even eat meat.” Gently, he draws the covers off and pulls me into his arms. “Talk to me. I’m not leaving until you do.”