“She’s so mean to you.”
“That’s just her way. I think I’m her best girl friend, actually.”
“Oh,” Wren said. She looked small and wet. Cath wasn’t sure what to say.…
“You’re my best friend,” Cath said awkwardly. “You know. Built-in. For life.”
Wren nodded. “Yeah … No, it’s okay. I should have thought of that, of you guys living together again.” She started walking and Cath followed.
“What about Courtney?”
“She’s moving into the Delta Gamma house.”
“Oh,” Cath said. “I forgot she was a pledge.”
“But that’s not why I asked you,” Wren said, like it was important to say so.
“You should move to Pound. You could live on our floor—I’m serious.”
Wren smiled and squared her shoulders, already recovering herself. “Yeah,” she said. “Okay. Why not? It’s closer to campus.”
Cath leapt into the next big puddle, soaking Wren up to her thighs. Wren jumped and screamed, and it was totally worth it. Cath’s feet were already soaked.
“Morgan’s grace, Simon—slow down.” Penelope held an arm out in front of his chest and glanced around the weirdly lit courtyard. “There’s more than one way through a flaming gate.”
—from chapter 11, Simon Snow and the Third Gate, copyright ? 2004 by Gemma T. Leslie
THIRTY-SIX
Cath had been writing for four hours, and when she heard someone knocking at her door, it felt like she was standing at the bottom of a lake, looking up at the sun.
It was Levi.
“Hey,” she said, putting on her glasses. “Why didn’t you text? I would have come down.”
“I did,” he said, kissing her forehead. She took her phone out of her pocket. She’d missed two texts and a call. Her ringer was turned off.
“Sorry,” she said, shaking her head. “Let me just pack up.”
Levi fell onto her bed and watched. Seeing him there, leaning against the wall, brought back so many memories and so much tenderness, she climbed onto the bed and started kissing his face all over.
He grinned and draped his long arms around her. “Do you have much writing to do?”
“Yeah,” she said, rubbing her chin into his. “‘Miles to go before I sleep.’”
“Have you shown anything to your professor yet?”
Cath had just started to bite his chin and she pulled away, looking at the teeth marks. “What do you mean?”
“Have you been turning stuff in piece by piece, or are you waiting until the whole story is done?”
“I’m … I’ve been working on Carry On.”
“No, I know,” he said, smiling and smoothing his hand over her hair. “But I was wondering about your Fiction-Writing project. I want you to read it to me when you’re done.”
Cath sat back on the bed. Levi’s hands didn’t leave her head and her hip. “I’m … I’m not doing that,” she said.
“You don’t want to read it to me? Is it too personal or something?”
“No. I’m not. I’m just … I’m not going to do it.”
Levi’s smile faded. He still didn’t understand.
“I’m not writing it,” she said. “It was a mistake to say that I would.”
His hands tightened on her. “No, it wasn’t. What do you mean? You haven’t started?”
Cath sat back farther, stepping off the bed and going to pack her laptop. “I was wrong when I told my professor I could do it—I can’t. I don’t have an idea, and it’s just too much. I’m not sure I’m even going to finish Carry On.”
“Of course you’ll finish.”
She looked up at him sharply. “I’ve only got nine days left.”
Levi still seemed confused. And maybe a little hurt. “You’ve got twelve days left until the end of the semester. And about fourteen before I go back to Arnold, but as far as I can tell, you’ve got the rest of your life to finish Carry On.”
Cath felt her face go hard. “You don’t understand,” she said. “At all.”
“So explain it to me.”
“Simon Snow and the Eighth Dance comes out in nine days.”
Levi shrugged. “So?”
“So I’ve been working two years toward this.”
“Toward finishing Carry On?”
“Yes. And I have to finish before the series ends.”
“Why? Did Gemma Leslie challenge you to a race?”
Cath jammed the knotted power cord into her bag. “You don’t understand.”
Levi sighed harshly and ran his fingers through his hair. “You’re right. I don’t.”
Cath’s hands were trembling as she pushed them through the arms of her jacket, a thick cable-knit sweater lined with fleece.
“I don’t understand how you could throw this class away twice,” Levi said, frowning and flustered. “I have to fight for every grade I get—I’d kill for a second chance at most of my classes. And you’re just walking away from this assignment because you don’t feel like it, because you’ve got this arbitrary deadline, and it’s all you can see.”
“I don’t want to talk about this,” she said.
“You don’t want to talk at all.”