He swallowed a few times nervously. “Only if you do.”
Oh lordy. She needed to regain a little control, and holding the evidence of what could happen very shortly was not making this any easier. She stepped back. “I think…I need some fresh air.”
“Why don’t you let me clean up and put stuff away? You can go…”
“I’ll check out the lake…”
They spoke simultaneously. It was too much and she fled, racing out the door to where the evening breeze carried over the water.
Two more seconds and she would have had him using one of the condoms.
The trail straight in front of the cabin led her to a tiny dock extending over the water. She pulled off her shoes and dangled her feet in the water. She worked hard and played hard, and this being out of control was not what she liked in her life. She’d sworn long ago that she would be the one to call the shots. Yet here she was, totally out of her comfort zone, and the sensation creeping up her spine wasn’t fear, or dismay, but delight.
Why?
She reclined back on the dock and closed her eyes. The sunlight hit her face, its fading heat still enough to help her relax. She was trapped here for the week. There was no way she would be stupid enough to try to get out of the bush alone, so she had two choices. Whine about it, or hop in with both feet. Have a great time with the guy, then take the memories with her when she left.
She needed a break right now anyway. With her partner retired, she had to train a new one, and she had a month’s leave coming. Time to set some new goals for her life. Twenty-six, and already feeling like she might be alone forever.
But not this week. Whether he realized it or not, TJ had hit her right when she needed this most. She sat up and kicked the water, splashing and raising a ruckus. Life should be enjoyed, and she had every intention of enjoying it to the hilt for this week. The sun slipped behind the mountaintop, casting a shadow across the lake and she breathed in the clear air. It was definitely a place to make some memories.
TJ watched her, his wolf poking him to go to her side. She seemed so small and alone sitting on the dock, and he was a little worried he’d pushed it too hard bringing her here. Hopefully the next days would be enough for him to convince her he was a forever kind of guy.
When she threw back her head and laughed, splashing like a child, he had to fight back the urge to run and join her.
All his life he’d longed to have the kind of connection he’d seen in others of the pack. How it would work with him being a wolf and her human, he still didn’t know, but there was no one else who had ever made him feel this way.
Groveling about to commence.
He approached slowly, but she heard him. Turning her body, she pulled her legs up and wrapped her arms around her knees. She smiled at him and the warmth hit him like a two-by-four between the eyes.
“You getting hungry?” he asked.
She nodded. “By the way, are you going to tell me where we are?”
“Northwest of Haines Junction, on one of the northern arms of Kluane Lake. The cabin is a friend’s, and he and his wife have gone south visiting family.”
“How did you get everything here? It’s clean and stocked and everything.”
“Shaun, the helicopter pilot. He came in earlier, brought supplies and cleaned up for us.”
The streak of mischief lighting her face was slightly frightening. “You seemed to have brought a few supplies of your own.”
He coughed. “About that… I didn’t mean to presume, and it’s totally up to you if we…”
Pam rose to her feet and stretched, and his mouth watered. Her breasts pressed against the front of her T-shirt, the muscles of her arms reflecting the glowing light of the setting sun. She stepped nearer.
“Don’t presume, but I do like you. I’m pretty interested myself, as I think you could tell from the other night. So don’t get all shy and shit on me. Do you want me?”
Oh my God. “More than you could possibly know.”
She licked her lips as she checked him over. “Looks like we might have an interesting week ahead of us. Only your list of activities? I want to see what you’ve got planned. I wanted a northern experience, and you’re going to give it to me, right?”
Oh yeah, he’d give her anything she wanted.
He held out his hand. “Supper first? Then we’ll plan tomorrow?”
She took his fingers into hers and clasped them tightly.
Dishes were done, the fireplace crackled and TJ couldn’t keep his eyes off her.
“Thanks for supper.”
He snorted. “I should have warned you, I’m not that good a cook.”
“Hey, mac and cheese with all the ketchup I wanted? What more is needed?” She held out her wine glass and he topped it up. “Your buddy Shaun did a fine job with the supplies.”