Two Little Lies

Thirteen

An Adventure in the Forest.

Q uin Hewitt kept his word. During the days which followed, Viviana saw him but once, riding through the village on his big bay. At the Black Lion, he dismounted, handed his reins to a waiting servant, and vanished into the shadows of the tavern’s entrance. If he saw her, which he almost certainly had, he did not acknowledge her presence by so much as a tip of his hat. Viviana told herself she was relieved.

“What on earth have you done to my poor brother?” asked Alice two days later.

They were sitting by the schoolroom hearth, Alice with her needlepoint and Viviana with some hemming, waiting for the children to finish a board game Lottie had brought from Arlington Park. “I have no notion,” Viviana murmured. “Why? What has he said?”

Alice’s mouth curled into a knowing smile. “Very little,” she said, drawing her stitch taut. “But he’s cross as an old mule, and we dare not speak your name in his hearing. Mamma has grown suspicious.”

Viviana winced inwardly. “I’m very sorry to hear that.”

“Well, I am not,” Alice declared. “It draws her attention from my little faux pas.”

“Yes,” said Viviana dryly. “Having to welcome Mr. Herndon into the bosom of her family is one thing. But having one’s son entangled with an Italian opera singer would be quite beyond the pale, would it not?”

Alice froze in midstitch, and looked at her pointedly. “Are you entangled with my brother, Viviana?”

Viviana dropped her gaze. “I am not,” she said firmly.

“Does he wish you to be?” Alice still did not resume her sewing.

Viviana shook her head. “It is just that your brother is stuck in the country and bored by it, I daresay,” she answered. “I am sure he is accustomed to a much more exciting life.”

Alice laughed. “Oh, Quin is infamous in town for his exciting life,” she admitted. “But no, I do not think that is his problem. Indeed, he seems not to miss it at all. Henry says Quin seems finally to have found his place at Arlington Park.”

Viviana smiled. “Speaking of your betrothed, how is he holding up?”

“Mamma has him taking all his meals with us now,” Alice admitted. “And she won’t take her eyes off the poor man.”

“Why?”

“I think she is afraid he’ll confuse his egg cup with his fish fork, or some such nonsense, and embarrass us all irrevocably,” Alice admitted. “And it is all so unnecessary, Vivie. Henry is from a fine old Oxfordshire family. He is every inch a gentleman.”

“His feelings must be quite hurt.”

Alice bit off her thread. “Strangely, not a bit of it,” she said. “He says that Mamma has a right to want only the best for me.”

“But Mr. Herndon is what is best for you,” said Viviana indignantly. “You love him.”

“And I always have,” Alice quietly admitted, tucking her needle away. “In three days’ time, we will be wed, and it won’t much matter what Mamma thinks. Which reminds me—I do hope the weather won’t keep him from home again tonight. I heard Basham say his bad knee had gone stiff, and that it will be deathly cold tomorrow.”


“To those of us with Mediterranean blood, it has been deathly cold for weeks now,” said Viviana on a shiver. “Where has Mr. Herndon gone?”

“With Quin to London,” said Alice. “To get the special license and to do some Christmas shopping at Hatchard’s. By the way, I asked Quin to bring back some things for your children, too.”

“You should not have done so, Alice,” Viviana chided. “You are involving yourself in matters you do not understand.”

Alice shoved her needlepoint back into her wicker basket. “Oh, I think I’ve grasped the situation,” she said. “But never mind that. What of our little escapade tomorrow? I hope you have some old clothes with you—warm ones, too, I might add.”

“What escapade is this?”

“Our trip to cut the Christmas greenery, assuming Henry gets home,” said Alice. “We will be tramping about in the forest with the village children half the afternoon. I only hope it does not rain. Christmas is but three days hence.”

“It will be snow, more likely,” said Viviana, shuddering at the thought. “Or sleet.”

“Well, snow is tolerable, perhaps even pleasant,” said Alice. “But rain is not. Unfortunately, it is already looking gray, and Basham’s bad knee is never wrong.”

But Viviana arose after yet another near-sleepless night to find that there was no snow the next morning, though the sky remained leaden, and a strange, expectant stillness lay heavy in the air. Inexplicably, she felt as if the Sword of Damocles was suspended above her head, just waiting to drop.

Matters worsened when, in the midst of breakfast, Alice sent word that the gentlemen had been detained in London for yet another day, and the children’s outing was to be postponed. Viviana could barely hide her disappointment. She yearned for Alice’s company, and, pathetically, almost any word of Quin. Instead, she was relegated to the music room, where she spent much of the day at her harp, plucking out the most melancholy tunes she knew.

Quin’s bittersweet proposal haunted her waking moments, and many of her sleeping ones, too. Was this, then, to be her punishment? To awaken every night with her beloved’s feverish words echoing in her brain? To know that, but for the fact she was a liar and a fraud, she might have had one last chance at happiness—and with Quin, the man she had never once stopped loving?

Viviana was relieved the following afternoon when she looked down from the schoolroom window to see Alice and Henry Herndon arriving at last. They brought with them the dogcart and two large wagons, one of them already filled with the village children. But Viviana’s relief was short-lived when she saw the unexpected guest who accompanied them.

Lady Wynwood sat regally in the dogcart as if it were the finest landau. She was wrapped in what looked like a heavy wool blanket and was wearing a hat bedecked with ribbons more appropriate to an afternoon soiree.

In the schoolroom behind her, Nicolo and Felise were quarreling over a pair of red mittens, whilst Cerelia was tugging on her coat. Eventually, all three were dressed. Viviana took up her wool muffler and began to follow suit.

“Are you sure, my lady, that you do not wish me to go?” asked Miss Hevner.

Viviana shook her head. “There is no need for both of us to freeze to death,” she answered, tugging on her gloves. “Besides, I wish to be with the children. Why do you not enjoy a few hours of solitude?”

Miss Hevner looked relieved.

Outside, the children rushed around the wagons, trying to decide with whom they would sit and on which side of the wagon. The older boys sat on the open end, their feet dangling. Cerelia looked at them longingly, then gingerly squeezed between them and went to join Lottie in the front.

“Will you join me, Contessa Bergonzi?” called Lady Wynwood from her dogcart.

There was no polite way of refusing. Alice already sat with Mr. Herndon, who was driving the first wagon. “I should be pleased to,” Viviana answered, stepping up onto the rear gate, which had been let down. Lady Wynwood gave her a hand, and soon they were snugly ensconced on the rear-facing seat. The groom at the reins clicked to his horse and they set off, the second wagon bringing up the rear.

“What a pleasant surprise to see you, ma’am,” said Viviana. “This must be quite an important village tradition.”

Lady Wynwood made a dismissive noise in the back of her throat. “Oh, pish, I never go,” she said. “But this year, my daughter has left me little choice.”

A breeze was picking up now, lifting the brim of Lady Wynwood’s hat. Viviana pulled her muffler tighter and tried to hide her incredulity. “You—you are here to lend propriety, then?”

“Oh, heavens no!” said Lady Wynwood, clamping one hand down on the crown of her hat. “Even I am not such a high stickler as all that. I am here to show my approval of this marriage. Society will be on guard for the slightest sign of family discord. I shan’t give them the satisfaction.”

Viviana managed to smile. “I am sure, ma’am, that you are doing the right thing.”

Lady Wynwood somehow managed to look down her nose at Viviana. “I always do the right thing,” she sniffed. “Whether I wish to or not.”

Just then, as if her icy words had summoned it, the snow came whirling down. In the wagon up front, the children shouted with glee.

“Mamma! Mamma!” screeched Felise from the lead wagon. “Neve umida! Snow! Real snow!”

The snow was very real indeed, but heavy and wet. On the road, it was turning to slush, but by the time they had circled around behind Hill Court and Arlington Park, a distance of perhaps two miles, some of the snow was sticking in the hedgerows. Another mile farther, along the Wendover road, they passed the Watsons’ cottage to see Lucy dashing madly about in the side yard, jerking board-stiff pieces of laundry from her shrubs and fences. At the sight of the entourage, she waved a pair of frozen drawers and shouted greetings to the children.

Soon they reached the entrance to Arlington Park’s great forest. Mr. Herndon slowed his wagon and turned sharply uphill, into the shadowy canopy of the trees. They went something less than a mile, for the road was little used and not very wide. Here, there were no bare, wintry branches clattering overhead. Instead, there was only a cold, tranquil silence punctuated by the soughing wind, and lush, dark evergreens as far as the eye could see.

“It’s like an enchanted forest!” cried Cerelia, climbing down off the wagon. “Look at all the snow floating through the trees!”

“Do you not have snow in Venice?” asked Lottie.

“A little.” Cerelia made a face. “But it always melts.”

“Si, and this is lovely, is it not?” said Viviana, giving Cerelia a swift hug. “Now take hold of Nicolo’s hand, cara, and do not let him from your sight.”

The footmen and two of the oldest boys were given hacksaws, and instructed to do all the cutting. The younger children were to carry the greenery for loading onto the wagons. Soon they were all dashing excitedly into the trees, their happy cries shattering the forest’s silence. Alice accompanied them, but Herndon stayed long enough to build a fire with dry kindling he had brought with him. Then he covered a low stump with a large, thick rug, and situated Lady Wynwood on it.

Soon the children began to return with armloads of pine boughs and baskets of holly. Each child was permitted to gather enough to decorate their own cottage or village shop, as well as the church, thus the need for two wagons. Viviana supervised the loading of the greenery onto them, taking care that the little ones did not slip and fall on the slick pine needles.


In short order, the bottoms of the wagons were covered. The snow was still falling, faster than before, and Viviana could feel the chill deepening. They were almost an hour in the forest before the breeze roughened, and the whirling snow turned to spates of sleet. The fire still burned brightly, but despite it, Lady Wynwood’s teeth were soon chattering. By then, both wagons were heaped with pine boughs and holly. Leaving Alice and Viviana to count heads, Mr. Herndon and the servants shooed the children out of the pines and back to the wagons.

With pink cheeks and red noses, the children all seemed to wish to speak at once as they clambered back into the wagons. There was a great debate about who had found what, and which of them had worked the hardest. Lady Wynwood settled the dispute by regally declaring Ben, the fourteen-year-old baker’s son, the victor.

“I want to sit on the end of the wagon,” Lottie declared as the children clambered onto the first wagon. “Cerelia, Hannah, and I are the oldest. We should sit on the end of the last wagon so that the boughs don’t slide off.”

“Very well,” said Mr. Herndon gruffly. “Boys on this wagon, girls on the last.”

With screeches of glee, the girls and boys divided, the littlest girls climbing over the mounds of pine and holly to sit squarely in the middle of the wagon, like chicks in a nest of green. On the open end, Lottie looked very pleased with herself and let her dangling heels swing back and forth triumphantly.

Herndon knocked the fire down and kicked a little soil over it. Clearly, the weather would take care of the rest. Viviana turned around to see Christopher holding securely to Nicolo’s hand as he climbed into the boys’ wagon.

“Your grandson Christopher has the makings of a true gentleman,” she said to Lady Wynwood as she helped her up into the dogcart.

Lady Wynwood acknowledged the compliment with a slight incline of her head. “Alice has raised her children well.” Then, almost reluctantly, she added, “Your girls are very prettily behaved, too. But what of your youngest? Is he still a handful?”

Nicolo was a challenge, and Viviana did not mind admitting it. They spent much of the drive back commiserating on the difficulty of raising boys, and Lady Wynwood began to thaw ever so slightly.

At the foot of the hill, Herndon turned his wagon onto the main road. But when the groom driving their dogcart did the same, Viviana felt a sudden jerk as the wheel beneath her slipped in the slush. The wagon bringing up the rear slowed to a near halt. Viviana looked up to make sure it followed. After a moment had passed, the wagon edged carefully around the turn and back into Viviana’s line of sight.

Beside her, Lady Wynwood shivered. Her cloak and heavy blanket were not enough to keep her warm. Viviana looked around for something more. “Oh, dear,” she said quietly. “I believe we forgot that rug you were sitting on, ma’am.”

Lady Wynwood seemed touched by her concern. “It would have done nicely across our laps, would it not?” she remarked. “Will you share my blanket, Contessa?”

“Thank you, I am fine.” But the return was perfectly miserable as the precipitation spattered down on them, half ice and half cold, freezing rain. Eventually, even the heaviest wool began to dampen. Ice began to form on the hedgerows and trees lining their journey, and Viviana began to wonder if the wagons would make it back up the high hill to Lord Chesley’s house.

Relief surged through her when at last the wagons were pulled around the circular carriage drive. The eldest boys hopped off, and began piling part of the greenery by the front door. Herndon ordered one of the footmen to hold his horses’ heads, then leapt down to lift Nicolo from the wagon.

“Why do you not come in, ma’am, and sit by the fire awhile,” Viviana suggested to Lady Wynwood. “Chesley is out, but on his return, he can send you home in a proper carriage with a brick beneath your feet.”

She looked longingly at the front door. “Oh, I suppose not,” said her ladyship witheringly. “I should rather just get it over with.”

Just then, Viviana’s gaze fell upon Alice, hovering over Lottie, who had climbed down from the last wagon. Viviana hastened to Alice. “I think you should get back in the wagon,” she advised. “Hurry home before the children catch their death.”

Then her eyes fell on Lottie, who was holding her mother’s hand and looking rather pale. Alice, too, looked worried.

Suddenly, it struck her. “Lottie,” said Viviana sharply. “Where is Cerelia?”

Alice set a hand on Viviana’s arm. “Oh, Vivie, she isn’t sure!”

“What?” Panic gripped her. “What do you mean? What has happened?”

Alice’s grip tightened. “Oh, Viviana, I don’t think she came out of the woods!” she cried. “Henry! Henry! Come here at once.”

Even Lady Wynwood had climbed down from her perch. “What has happened?” she asked, her tone shrill. “Who is missing?”

All the children were babbling now, most of them climbing down to see what all the fuss was about.

“Cerelia went back, Mamma,” said Lottie plaintively. “She got on the wagon, but then she had to jump off.”

Viviana knelt and grasped the girl’s arms. “But why, Lottie?” she asked, struggling to keep her voice calm. “And where?”

She could feel Herndon now, hovering anxiously over them. Lottie sniffled pathetically. “It-It was a-at the foot of the hill,” the child answered. “Before we turned onto the Wendover road. She said she had lost something.”

“Dear God!” said Alice. “What?”

“I don’t know!” wailed Lottie. “She said she just had to find it. That she had to go back and would catch up with us.”

“Dio mio!” whispered Viviana.

“I—I thought she could do it,” the child sobbed. “Cerelia runs so fast. B-But we traveled all of the Wendover road, and th-then the village road, and she never came, and I didn’t know what to do!”

Lottie was sobbing in earnest now. Fighting down her own terror, Viviana gathered the child against her and gave her a swift hug. “It is not your fault,” she said. Then she stood. “I need a fast horse.” Her eyes fell on one of Chesley’s servants, who stood holding an umbrella ineffectually over Lady Wynwood. “Wardell, go to the stables. Tell them to saddle Champion, and bring him up at once.”

Wardell looked nervously at Lady Wynwood. Abruptly, she snatched the umbrella from him. “Well, good God, man!” said her ladyship. “Go! Go!”

Sans umbrella, Wardell bolted down the hill.

“I shall leave the children here,” said Herndon hastily. “I must go back at once.”

“A wagon is too slow,” said Viviana. “Hurry everyone home, Mr. Herndon. All the children are wet and cold. I shall ride back and fetch her.” She was trying hard not to panic, but even she could see that her gloved hands were shaking. “I shall just need a blanket, and—and a—”

“What if Cerelia is lost, Contessa?” Herndon interjected. “You do not know the lay of the land here.”

“And what if one of the other children takes a chill?” Viviana said. “They need their wet clothes off and something warm to drink. Besides, a horse is faster. But follow me, Herndon, as soon as you can, si?”

Herndon nodded. “We must divide the children up,” Alice insisted. “Henry, you take the village children.”


“Where is Lord Chesley?” asked Herndon.

“Out for the afternoon,” said Viviana. “They are not expected back until dinner.”

But Alice had leapt into action, and was shooing the children back onto the wagons. “Get back in, everyone. Quickly! Quickly, now! We must go back to Arlington Park and fetch Quin.”

Quin. Alice spoke the name as if it were a given. And thank God. Quin really would know what to do. Viviana felt a wave of relief pass over her.

“Thank you, Alice,” she said, looking over her shoulder as she pushed Felise toward the door. “Tell him…oh, please, tell him to hurry! I shall meet him on the Wendover road.”

Alice nodded tightly. “Cerelia is like to catch her death in this.”

Herndon whipped up his horses, and left.

By the time Viviana had changed into dry clothes and one of Chesley’s old greatcoats, her mount had been brought round. The sleet had turned into a cold, driving rain, which swept across the carriage drive in sheets.

“It will be dark soon, my lady,” said Wardell, shouting above the rain as he helped her mount.

Viviana nodded. “Watch for Lord Wynwood,” she shouted. Then she reined her mount into a tight circle and rode off down the carriage drive.



Quin was in his study trying to make sense of some of his father’s old account books, his mind almost numb from the rhythm of the rain, when Henry Herndon burst in through the French window, water streaming off his coat and hat.

“Bloody hell, man!” said Quin, springing from his chair. “What are you doing out in this?”

It took Herndon but a moment to explain. Alarm shot through Quin at once. “It will be pitch-dark in less than two hours,” he said anxiously. “There is no time to waste. Ring for someone to have my horse brought round.”

“I already left word at the stables,” said Herndon. “Your horse and mine.”

Quin shot him a quick, assessing gaze. “Change into dry clothes, then,” he advised. “You go out by the back gate. I’ll go round by the village road, then past the Watson cottage.”

“A good plan,” agreed Herndon. “Approaching from opposite directions, one of us is bound to see her.”

Quin was already stripping off his frock coat as he headed for the door. “If you find her first, Herndon, take her to the nearest house,” ordered Quin. “Here. Hill Court. The Watsons. Wherever hot water and a fire can be quickest had.”

“Yes, sir.”

Quin had his hand on the door and Herndon on his heels when the latter spoke again. “My lord, I should warn you that Contessa Bergonzi meant to go on ahead of us,” he said quietly. “The gentlemen were all from home. She was calling for her horse when I left Hill Court.”

Quin cursed audibly. “What the devil is she thinking?” he snapped. “A woman’s got no business out in a storm like this! She doesn’t even know these roads well.”

“I tried to point that out, my lord,” Herndon reported. “But she would not listen.”

Quin was already striding down the narrow corridor in the direction of the stairs. “Damned stubborn woman,” he muttered.

Herndon touched him on the shoulder just before he hit the first flight.

Quin spun around. “What?”

Herndon did not step back. “Have a care with Contessa Bergonzi, my lord,” he said gently, his hand still on Quin’s shoulder. “The little girl is, after all, her flesh and blood.”

“And what of it?” snapped Quin. “Cerelia is still just as lost. Still in grave danger.”

Herndon lifted one shoulder. “I have no children,” he said quietly. “I cannot imagine the terror that poor woman feels just now. Can you?”

Quin grappled with his own panic for a moment. To him, it felt very like terror. Outside it was cold, wickedly damp, and soon it would be dark on top of all else. There was little shelter along the Wendover road, unless Cerelia made it back to Lucy Watson’s, or circled six miles in the other direction and stumbled upon the vacant cottage. What were the chances of that? Already he was imagining the worst. Quinsy. Pleurisy. Lung fever. Were those fears more intense for Viviana? If they were, then God help her. “No, Herndon,” he said on a sigh. “No, I suppose we cannot imagine.”



The ride back to the Wendover road was but two miles on familiar ground. Sick with worry for Cerelia, Viviana spurred the big horse on, and he sprang willingly. They were going too fast for the weather, she knew. But Cerelia would be drenched to the skin by now, and likely terrified. Maternal instinct drove her deeper and faster into the driving rain. She only hoped Champion could see the road ahead a little better than she could.

A crossroads came upon them suddenly, the signposts unreadable through the torrent. Viviana turned right and pushed the horse hard uphill. But less than half a mile in, Viviana realized that her surroundings were not quite familiar. The hedgerows were higher and growing too near. The lane was too narrow. Panic shot through her heart. The wrong turn? Dear God, had she turned too soon? She had been this way but twice, once on foot with Lucy.

Abruptly, she pulled her mount up and reined him sharply around. Champion tried to obey, but it was futile. With the road awash, the shoulder was too soft. Amidst the wet leaves and loosened stones, the horse lost his footing and had to scrabble for purchase. Viviana hadn’t a prayer of hanging on to the sidesaddle. She slid off and tumbled into the ditch, twisting one foot awkwardly beneath her, and wrenching the opposite wrist behind as she tried to catch her fall.

With a muttered curse, she tried to push herself up, but a blinding pain shot through her arm. For an instant, she simply lay there, stunned, dimly aware of the cold ditch-water which was soaking through Chesley’s greatcoat and even her heavy wool habit.

Cerelia! Her poor baby! The child was out alone in this hard, unforgiving English weather—and it was all Viviana’s fault. She dragged herself into a sitting position and clicked to Champion. The big horse obeyed, edging up to the side of the ditch, huffing anxiously through his nostrils. The stirrup dangled tantalizingly, just inches beyond Viviana’s grasp.

But what would she do if she caught hold of it? She could not remount, she did not think. And her wrist was of little use. How could she carry Cerelia? Tears sprang hotly to her eyes. The foot—the one she most needed—was sprained, if not broken. She would have to stay on her good leg, bearing her weight onto Champion. And she would have to walk back to Hill Court; to tell them that she had failed and that someone else must go out and do what she had been too incompetent to accomplish.

And then she remembered Quin.

Relief coursed through her. Herndon had gone to fetch him. At that very moment, Quin was already riding hard toward Cerelia; of that she had no doubt. And he would be looking for Viviana, too. He would not, however, be looking on this godforsaken little pig path. But he would press on, and eventually, he would find Cerelia. He was relentless when he put his mind to something. Yes, somehow, Quin would find her. She had to believe in that.

Viviana’s body was beginning to shake from the freezing cold water. Dio, she had to do something. What use would she be to Cerelia once Quin did bring her home, if she simply lay here and took ill with the cholera or whatever dread disease one got from lying in cold, nasty ditch-water.

Just then, Champion edged up another few inches. Viviana snared the stirrup, and somehow hauled herself up. The pain was remarkably bad. With Champion’s reins in one hand, and bearing her weight on the stirrup with the other, she managed to hobble a few feet back along the road. She set a course for Hill Court and began quietly to pray.