Chapter Fifteen
“That girl at the coffee shop was right. You’re an absolute sweetheart.”
The woman came at him at a clicking pace, not stopping until he was firmly ensconced in a pair of warm, fleshy arms. It was easy to tell this was Whitney’s mother—she had so much overflowing energy and heat, it wrapped around her like an aura. She had the same dark hair and sparkling eyes, too, and the only lines on her face were the ones people were supposed to have. Laugh lines and smile lines. Two seconds into this meeting and Matt could already tell this was a family that laughed and smiled often.
“It’s nice to meet you, Mrs. Vidra,” Matt said politely once he was released from her stronghold. He nodded to the man at her side, tall and hairy and with an arm wrapped protectively around Whitney’s waist. “You must be Mr. Vidra.”
“Please, call us Marshall and Pearl.” He took Matt’s proffered hand and gave it a hearty shake. “I can’t tell you how glad we are to meet you—sweetheart or not.”
The only one who didn’t seem excited to see him was Whitney, who shifted uncomfortably under Matt’s frank stare. He was waiting for her to do the introductions, but she seemed at a loss for words.
“I’m Matt,” he said, looking at her pointedly. “Whitney’s...” He wasn’t sure what else to say. What were they? And more importantly, what were they under the scrutinizing stare of two people who obviously mattered to her?
Pearl waved him off. “You don’t have to worry about offending us. We’re used to the arrangements you kids make today—all the fun and none of the hassle. What do they call them? F*ck buddies?”
Matt’s shoulders shook. That wasn’t exactly how he would have put it—particularly to individuals of the parental variety. But Pearl just beamed at him.
“Good God, Mom. Just call him my boyfriend. I’m begging you.” Jolted from her stupor at her mother’s outrageous words, Whitney strode forward and kissed him softly on the lips. “My parents are horrid,” she said, loud enough for them to hear. “I should have warned you. You will never meet two more inappropriate people on the planet.”
“Don’t be ungrateful.” Marshall took his wife’s arm and led her inside the door of the restaurant they’d chosen—a French-style bistro that overlooked the Riverwalk. “I know plenty of kids whose parents never even gave them The Talk. And you know what happened to them?” He didn’t wait for a response, booming right ahead even though the entire restaurant could hear. “Pregnant. Every last one. Half of them didn’t even know they were having sex at the time. You work with kids, Matt—you tell me. How can they not know?”
“Don’t answer him,” Whitney warned, though her hand seemed to relax a little in his, swinging almost playfully at her side. Louder, she added, “Daddy, he works with six-year-olds. I don’t think it’s relevant.”
“Your cousin Jessica was one of them,” he continued, not paying the least heed to anyone. “Fifteen, I think she was, and didn’t even know she was pregnant until the baby’s head was hanging out. We all thought it was a hemorrhoid.”
“So, Matt,” Pearl interrupted brightly. The waitress had led them to a booth in the back—far away from anyone else. The poor woman’s face bloomed with color, and it was clear she was trying very hard not to laugh. “Tell us about you. Whitney refuses to say anything. She’s afraid we’ll get the wrong impression.”
Underneath the table, Whitney squeezed Matt’s thigh. It was half warning, half playful and doing strange things to his concentration.
“The basic stats? I’m twenty-nine and teach kindergarten. I’ve got two siblings—one of each gender—and two nephews I adore.”
“No kids of your own?” Pearl asked.
Beside him, Whitney sucked in a sharp breath. “We are not starting the baby talk, Mother. I forbid it.”
“I wasn’t asking about your reproductive history, dearest heart. I’m well aware how decrepit your eggs are getting these days. I was asking about Matt’s. Not his eggs, of course. The other bits. His swimmers.”
“No, ma’am. No kids. I was married, though.”
“Whitney mentioned something about that. Do you want children some day?”
“Don’t answer the question, Matt. Plead the fifth. Otherwise you’ll only encourage her.”
All this domestic talk was clearly killing Whitney—and he’d have been lying if he said he didn’t love every minute of it. She could be felled after all. With normal, inquisitive, loving parents. Who knew?
“I suppose that will depend on my partner’s views on the subject,” he replied. “I’ve always felt that bringing another human being into the world was something two people should agree upon ahead of time.”
Pearl nodded, accepting the statement for what it was. Whitney did not. Sucking in a sharp breath, she narrowed her eyes and examined him. “But you’re a teacher. And an uncle. You love kids.”
“Sure—I love other people’s kids.” He couldn’t help but smile at her disbelief. “I’m not saying I’d be against having some of my own someday, but I could be just as happy without. There’s no right or wrong way to have a relationship, Whitney. Family is what you make it.”
Her hand left his leg abruptly—and didn’t return.
Lunch continued on in the same manner for a few hours, beginning with a bottle of wine and dwindling into glasses of scotch that Whitney’s dad ordered despite it being three o’clock in the afternoon.
Her family’s tendency toward social alcoholism and inappropriateness in public wasn’t something Whitney willingly foisted on just anyone, and by all accounts, Matt was passing with flying colors. He laughed at the worst of her father’s jokes and asked her mother all the right questions about her scrapbooking hobby, which betrayed a frightful tendency toward middle-aged stodginess. He was charming and intelligent and funny, and by the time they were finally ready to leave the restaurant, she was pretty sure her dad was going to propose marriage for her.
“I told you I was good at parents,” Matt said smugly as her parents went to get the car. “I represent stability. They can’t help but love me.”
“My parents would love a horse if I told them it had a chance of someday providing them with grandchildren.” She realized how horrifying that sounded and laughed. “They’re easily pleased, that’s all. They just want me to be happy.”
He turned, his grin wiped off and replaced with something that filled her heart with equal parts joy and doom. “And are you happy?”
She feigned a lightheartedness she was far from feeling. “Are you asking in a general sense, or are you fishing for compliments?”
“Forget it.”
“Do you want us to give you a ride home?” Whitney asked. There was a distance of a few feet between them, but she didn’t make a move to fill it, even though it seemed like what he wanted. She’d fill it with inanities instead. “Did you walk?”
“Nah. I drove.”
“You drove the entire half mile to a restaurant?” she joked. “I thought accessibility was the whole point of living in that cheese curdled apartment of doom.”
He didn’t laugh or smile or do anything that might have indicated he didn’t hate her right now. She’d known the parents thing was too much. Now he had ideas. About her and her family and where he fit in the grand scheme of it all.
“Actually, that’s something I want to talk to you about.”
“That sounds like an ominously important conversation. Can it wait?”
“No.” He frowned. “I don’t think it can. I drove because I’m stopping by Laura’s this afternoon.”
Whitney’s first reaction was to scream—not any particular sentiment or statement, but just in general, the kind of sound that would bring men running to her aid and frighten banshees away. She was so freaking tired of hearing that woman’s name coming out of Matt’s mouth. She was also painfully aware of what kind of a person that made her. Bad. It made her the bad kind.
Tightly, and with more control than she thought possible, she said, “Oh?”
“As of yesterday, she’s formally turned down medical care. I’m hoping I can change her mind.”
“What?” Whitney’s senses whirled into a red-hot pool of anger. Of all the ridiculous, wheedling, self-serving... “Why the hell would she do something so stupid?”
He spread his hands helplessly. “I can’t figure it out. She’s so tired all the time, barely eats anything, complains of stomach pains. She came home from the doctor yesterday and announced her intention not to return.”
“Is she terminal?”
“She wouldn’t say.”
“Well, what stage is she in? She has to know that there are experimental treatments...with chemo she might be looking at a few more great years.” Whitney dug in her purse. “I can put her in touch with a great specialist—”
Matt stilled her with a hand on her arm. “Thank you, but I don’t think your help is something she particularly wants.”
Whitney wasn’t about to give up so easily. She shifted on her feet, which were growing strangely numb. “Well, give me the name of her doctor, at least. I can find out if she’s seeing someone who knows what he’s talking about or if this guy is a complete quack. What did you say her other symptoms are?”
“I don’t really know.” He rubbed his eyes, looking suddenly exhausted. She hadn’t realized what a chore it must have been to get through lunch with a smile and his easy charm. But he’d done it. He did it for me.
“It seems a lot like the regular flu to me, honestly,” Matt added. “Sore throat, chills.”
Whitney stopped, a darkness flooding her. “Are you sure that’s not what it is?”
“That’s ridiculous. Why would the doctor even suggest cancer if it was something as simple as the flu?”
“Are you sure she’s not lying? Matt—are you absolutely sure this isn’t just another ploy to keep you close?” The question slipped out before she could stop it, but there it was.
Matt’s lips compressed into a firm line and his body tensed. It wasn’t hard to read the signs of anger—as a plastic surgeon, she’d made it a goal to read body language, since the body was her canvas. But if she expected some kind of outburst of emotion, it didn’t come. As always, Matt preserved every ounce of his passion for the bedroom, leaving nothing but quiet, stoic acceptance in every other part of his life.
“I’m going to pretend you didn’t just ask me that, Whitney. Look—I know this is unfair of me. I know it’s asking a lot for you to accept Laura in my life, especially if it means you have to explain her to your parents.”
“This has nothing to do with my parents.” And everything to do with a woman Whitney loathed in so many ways there was no medieval torture too terrible for her.
“I understand if you don’t want to see me anymore—”
Whitney’s hand shot up. Her parents pulled up at the curb, but they took one look at her and discreetly pulled away. “Oh, our arrangement stands. There’s no way in hell I’m abandoning you to that woman’s wiles now.”
“They’re not wiles, Whitney. She’s afraid to be alone right now.”
“So hire her a nurse.”
“I will, if it comes to that. But what about all the other stuff? Buying groceries and paying bills and...”
“Holding her hair in the middle of the night? Boiling her tea and kissing her tummy and making it all feel better?”
“Yeah,” he said quietly, his gaze direct. “If that’s what she needs.”
Silence fell over them, and neither one seemed willing to say more. But then he added, in a voice so quiet it was almost a whisper. “I’d do it for you.”
“I’d never ask.” And she wouldn’t. Not as her lover, and not as her friend. And definitely not if she threw away three years of marriage with a man like this one.
Her parents pulled around again, slower this time, clearly interested in the conversation taking place on the sidewalk.
“I need to go or my parents are likely to weigh in on this situation.”
“There’s not really much to weigh in on,” he said firmly. “My decision is made. You’ve said it yourself a hundred times, Whitney—you and I aren’t together. Not in any way that matters. You’re here for fun, a rebound. Why should you care if I throw away my life on a woman who’s not you?”
“I don’t care if you throw your life away on a thousand other women,” she flung back, furious at him for putting her in this position. It wasn’t a matter of their relationship, whatever that meant these days. It was a matter of friendship. And friends didn’t let friends make the worst decisions of their life without at least trying to fight back. “But I do care if you throw your life away on that one.”
Her parents honked.
“You should go,” Matt said wearily. “Tell your parents I’m sorry.”
“For what?” Whitney leaned in and kissed his cheek, being sure to hold on to his hand so he couldn’t pull away. “We’re not done here. You’ll be hearing from me.”
He was betrayed into a startled laugh. “That sounds an awful lot like a threat.”
“It is.”
It was also a promise.
* * *
Whitney hid in the office for the rest of the week.
Under normal circumstances, heading to the office as a way of avoiding life was a big part of why she’d chosen to get into medicine in the first place. There was no better career path for someone who liked a justified reason to bury herself in work than the altruistic and demanding role of doctor.
Okay, so plastic surgery wasn’t exactly altruistic. And technically, the office smelled of paint thinner and contained no actual people in it—clients or otherwise. But someone had to oversee the coffeemaker, and she was pretty sure she’d left her parents in the middle of a morning quickie.
Focusing on the first—and safe—half of that thought, Whitney fiddled with the espresso machine that sat in their welcome lounge, not to be confused with the relaxation room or the recovery spa. The shiny gold apparatus was a piece of genius on Kendra’s part, a way to encourage the construction workers to move faster and with a little better humor. It was also going to be part of their luxury service—along with the cooler full of wine in the salon, there would be plenty to keep the ladies happy during Botox parties or a weekly waxing.
You know, if they decide not to boycott the entire facility. They were all still working on that part.
The espresso machine was designed for easy use, requiring only the push of a button to get the beans ground and working. The smell of the freshly brewed coffee warred with the paint, but was still effective in wiping away the worst of Whitney’s exhaustion and irritability. She wasn’t even going to bother with milk this time. She needed caffeine, straight and dark.
“I hope you’re planning on making me one of those.”
Even though the morning sun had yet to rise and her back was turned, she felt no fear at the sound of that deep voice. Instead, she felt a rising displeasure coil around her insides, tightening there until it was so tight she might snap.
“Smells incredible.”
These last words were said so close to her neck, they might have just as easily been taken to imply the scent of her shampoo or her skin or anything close and personal and completely inappropriate.
She spun. The displeasure disappeared only to be replaced by the heart-pounding sensation of fury.
“What the hell are you doing here?”
The man chuckled, the sound just as deep and sexy as the voice. “Nice to see you too, Whitney. I see you haven’t lost your ability to say exactly what’s on your mind.”
She took a few steps back, needing distance. With her kick-ass boots, which boasted four-inch wedge heels, she had to look down to meet the man’s gaze. The gaze was as she remembered, dark and piercing, a possible element of mocking to them that she’d never been able to completely confirm or deny.
Jared Fine. Risen from the underworld, crafted from pure masculinity, savior to children all over the world.
God, how she hated him.
“I’m sorry,” she said, covering the hitch in her voice by turning to grab her little white cup of espresso. “I wasn’t aware you had to be handled with kid gloves now. Should I try again?”
He continued staring at her, his arms crossed over a chest built more like a barrel than a body part. She’d take that as a yes.
“Why, can it really be you?” she simpered, batting her eyelashes. “Dr. Fine? The Dr. Fine? Catch me while I swoon! Watch my bosom heave! Deliver me from evil!”
“Cute,” he said drily. “I think I prefer the honest, angry you.”
“Good.” She swallowed the espresso in one burning gulp and squared off to face her foe. She would not notice how good the years had been to him. She would not notice his perfectly aging crop of hair, salt-and-pepper at the temples. She would not notice the twining muscles of his powerful forearms or the deep lines in his swarthy face. Built like a bulldog, pugnacious from head to toe, it was so like a man—so like him—to get better with age. “Let me reiterate. What the hell are you doing here?”
“I know I’m early, but I wasn’t sure how passable the roads were here.”
“It’s upstate Pennsylvania, not the wilds of the Yukon,” she said, scowling. “And what do you mean early? Early for what? Your forcible removal?”
A puzzled look lowered his already low brow for just a moment before he gave way to full-hearted laughter. Whitney waited, impatiently tapping her foot, until he was done. That had always been the problem with Jared. He got so caught up in his reactions to his own thoughts and how they contributed to his own amusement that he forgot there might be other people in the world.
Well, that and the fact that he stuck his dick inside another woman after Whitney gave up her livelihood for him. She didn’t care to quibble over the details.
“You really don’t know what I’m doing here?” he finally asked, drinking in her frown as if it were ambrosia. “Pearl didn’t tell you?”
The room, which was generous even by upscale medical spa standards, suddenly felt very confining. Jared was taking up the oxygen, heavy mouth-breathing it all in and out on a constant loop.
What was it her mother had said the day she arrived? She’d set up a meeting with a potential investor?
Oh, Mom. As far as maternal figures went, hers had to be one of the most blithely meddlesome on the planet—and if you asked her, the sun rose and set on Dr. Jared Fine’s wide shoulders. Even though she was firmly arranged on Whitney’s side in terms of the breakup, there was still a warm place in Pearl’s heart for the God of Guatemala.
And if her mother was thinking of a deus ex machina solution for their current predicament, Jared was the first place she’d look. He might have spent the better part of his adulthood practically working for free, but there was no lending institution in the world that would dare turn down a man as adored by the public as this one.
In fact, he was perfect.
Her stomach turned. That type of thinking had no place inside her head. It had no place anywhere within a ten-thousand-mile radius of her.
“Aren’t you supposed to be off saving the people of Beirut or something? What appeal can Pleasant Park possibly hold for a third-world rock star like you?”
“Rock star, huh?” He smirked. “I had no idea you were still holding a torch.”
“I’m not,” she managed, her teeth gritted so hard she could hear her dentist yelling from across the state. “But you’ve definitely got the ego for stardom. You always did.”
He tapped her forehead. “That’s your problem. You think that just because you haven’t moved forward in twelve years, no one else has either. Maybe it’s time for me to think about settling down. Maybe I heard that my best friends were opening the clinic we’d always planned together. Maybe my feelings were hurt.”
False. He didn’t have feelings. “I don’t need you. I’ve moved on. What do you think all this is?”
“Actually, we might need him.” Kendra’s voice broke through some of the heavy tension in the room. “I hope you don’t mind—your mom told me you’d be here.”
“Kendra!” Jared cried, turning. And just like that, Whitney was once again left to fend for herself. “You look incredible.”
Jared and Kendra spent a few minutes sharing one of those nauseating reunion moments, both of them exclaiming over how well-preserved they’d remained over the years. It was true, of course, but that didn’t mean it had to be shared in deafening tones and with heaps of exclamation points throw in. “I would ask if you’ve fallen into the hands of a master plastic surgeon, but I wouldn’t dare insult you that way. You don’t need any work. You never did.”
“Of course she does, a*shole.” Whitney finished brewing another cup of coffee. At least it gave her something to do. “She’s not impervious to gravity. You just can’t tell she’s had anything done because I’m the one who did it. I’m good.”
“Not good enough, or I wouldn’t be here.”
The tiny white porcelain cup rattled in its saucer as she struggled to gain control. He was goading her on purpose. That was kind of Jared’s thing.
“Don’t be mean.” Kendra angled herself between the two of them. Like her mother, Kendra would profess up and down that Whitney was her favorite, but that didn’t mean she hadn’t loved Jared once upon a time. They all had. “Let’s go to the conference room. I think we need to talk.”
She ushered them down the hall and into the half-finished room, which would soon boast an oversized round table where they could talk over their procedures and woo the hard-to-convince clients. For now, it was a cavernously empty space with white walls and a thin layer of underflooring. Kendra, in comfortable-looking yoga pants, settled cross-legged onto the ground, gesturing for them to join her. Jared also had jeans on, paired with an Oxford shirt opened to the douchebag button located about halfway down his chest. He got down easily, extending his legs and leaning against the far wall. They stared at her.
Whitney had on a short black skirt over dark gray tights and slouchy boots. It was not an outfit for the floor. Unless one counted nudity, she never dressed for the floor. “I’ll stand.”
“Suit yourself,” Kendra said, but there was a note of hesitancy to her voice. Good. Whitney appreciated that her friend was pulling out all the stops to make this thing work, but that didn’t mean it was okay to side with her nemesis.
“Wait a minute—shouldn’t we wait for John before we start stirring up all these old, rancid memories? Does he know my mother has asked the prodigal son to return?”
If anyone would be on her side, it was John. John knew what it felt like to transform your life for a man only to have it squashed in your face at full speed. He didn’t talk about it much, but his Jared had been a closeted politician, his Guatemala a series of seedy hotels.
“I just got off the phone with him,” Kendra said. “He told us to get started. He should be here soon.”
As the alternative was to sit and make chitchat until his arrival, Whitney capitulated. “Let’s hear it, then. And this better be good.”
Kendra took a deep breath. “You know I’ve been running the numbers and looking at our options, and it’s not what we want to see. The chamber of commerce has denied our request to join the local business registry and our business license application is stalled in some kind of jumble of red tape. Even if that new bank loan goes through, we only have enough money to open the facility and operate for about two months.”
“That’s good.” It was good. “Don’t forget my career day thing at the elementary school coming up. That’s free positive PR.” And, oddly enough, she found herself looking forward to it. Kids and Matt under one roof. According to history, the very thought should reduce her to breathing into a paper bag and dropping her head between her knees.
Kendra frowned and feigned intense interest in her fingernails, which were free of polish but otherwise flawless. “The principal called, Whit. They’re going to pass. The official word is that they’ll only accept established professionals who have been in town a year or more. Next time, maybe?”
She swallowed woodenly. No tears in front of Jared. Not even a twinge of disappointment. Even after Matt stood up for her, she was no closer to being accepted here than when she started. “Sure. Next year.”
“And the real problem we’re facing right now isn’t necessarily the startup costs—it’s the day-to-day. Until our appointment book is filled and people show an interest, we don’t have a feasible long-term plan. More than money, Whitney, we need to improve our image. Without community backing, all we can do is pack it up and call it over.”
“Fine. If the school is a no-go, I’ll pick up shifts at the hospital,” Whitney said. “I can ask to be put on rotation. What I earn can go straight into the spa.”
John appeared in the doorway, leaning casually on the frame. Massive arms crossed over his chest in defensive mode, and his normally beaming face settled into a frown. “I meant to talk to you about that, Whitney. They’re retracting their offer to let you schedule operations there.”
Whitney’s chest tightened, and it became increasingly difficult to draw a full breath. That was it. Those were all her irons—and it seemed the fire had gone out.
As she looked from face to face, all she saw was the somber confirmation she was an utter, miserable, useless failure. Even Jared looked sympathetic.
“All this because I refused to kowtow to one uptight soccer mom?” Whitney knew better than anyone that one small mistake could lead to far-flung consequences, a butterfly effect rippling through her life. Why hadn’t she seen just how devastating this could be?
“What exactly did you do to her?” Jared asked.
“It’s not important.” Let her feel her guilt and shame in private. Share it with Kendra and John, even. Anything but parade it for Jared to enjoy.
“It is important,” Kendra corrected. “But it’s also only part of the problem. Jared, could you give us a second?”
Nodding once, he hopped up off the ground. He looked like he wanted to say something or offer a hand, but Whitney turned her back, her eyes pricking. Anything he had to say meant zero. Less than zero. A black hole of zeroes.
“I’m sorry,” Kendra said. “Your mom only just told me. I had no idea she even still talked to Jared. I got here as soon as I could.”
“I can’t believe you’re on board with this idea.” She brushed at the hot, angry tears forming in her eyes, refusing to let them fall. “You’re supposed to be my friend.”
Kendra winced. “I am your friend, Whit—you know that. But I’m also your business partner, and there’s a reason you and John put me in charge. You knew you weren’t always going to like my decisions, but you asked me to make them. So I am.”
“That was before I knew your decisions included bringing Jared back into my life.”
“I’ve been talking to area businesses, and you know what I’ve found?” Kendra asked, ignoring her. “Every single one of them has some sort of cause they’re allied with. Animal shelters, foster care, medical research. The people of Pleasant Park might be uptight and judgmental, but they care about giving back. And they want their local companies to care too.”
“So we’ll adopt a three-legged dog.”
“We don’t need a three-legged dog.” John moved to her side and laid a heavy hand on her shoulder. “Not when we have a world-renowned philanthropist offering to become our fourth partner.”
John’s other hand snaked around Whitney’s waist, holding her up. She might want to kill the man right now, but she would forever be grateful for him not allowing her to sink to the floor.
“It was always our plan to do this together, the four of us,” Kendra added quietly. “You know that. And with Jared by our side...”
Kendra didn’t have to finish that statement. Everyone in the building knew Jared Fine’s worth—no one more so than the man in question. Money, credentials, experience...not a single one of those things mattered. Not when it was his goddamn heart of gold that really cinched the deal.
Who—investor, patient or otherwise—could resist a man who’d dedicated almost half his life to providing free surgeries to the world’s poor and downtrodden? The number of pediatric cleft palates he’d repaired in his lifetime qualified him for sainthood, and that didn’t even count the number of years he’d spent in war-torn countries like Afghanistan helping save the lives of innocent victims of landmines and car bombs.
His list of awards and accomplishments made her nauseous. Which, of course, also made her the official worst person on the face of the planet. Who wanted to take away the chance for underprivileged children to eat and smile? Who wished double amputees a botched surgery with scars twisting their bodies?
Dr. Jared Fine brought out the very worst in her. Of all the things she disliked about him, that one scared her the most.
“I can’t do it. I’m sorry, you guys. I know this would be an easy solution, but there has got to be another way. More time. More money.” She paused. “I am a surgeon. I could probably find a good home for our kidneys.”
“May I?” Jared asked gently, returning to the room. Whitney immediately stiffened, but since neither John nor Kendra made a move to oust him, she was forced to stand there and remain calm. That was what life would be with him around. The whole world would embrace him with open arms and keep moving, leaving Whitney standing furious and alone.
“I know it’s been a long time since I’ve seen you guys. Too long.” Jared smiled, and for one painful moment, Whitney was wrested back over a decade, to a time when that smile meant everything to her. His coarse features, unattractive by modern standards, meant that he almost always looked like he was scowling, that smile a break of sun in a world of clouds. “And I know how much time and work you must have put into this project already. It’s presumptuous of me to ask to be brought in as a fourth partner after I’ve done almost nothing to help with the groundwork. But this was us, remember? We used to stay up until dawn every weekend planning our future, drinking coffee and subsisting entirely on nachos. We had so many dreams, so much passion. Those were the best months of my life.”
Kendra smiled mistily, watching Jared with rapt eyes. Even John seemed a little smitten, nodding in time to Jared’s words. They were giving in.
And then Jared landed the clincher. Turning to Whitney, he added, “I can’t believe you guys were going to make it all happen without letting me know. After everything we’ve been through, I think I at least deserved a phone call.”
Whitney couldn’t stay to hear another word. It was all too easy to imagine what it would feel like to be the odd man out, how hurt she’d have been if Jared, John and Kendra opened a spa without her. It would break her heart—almost as much as losing the man she loved in a Central American outpost.
Without waiting for any of them to try and stop her, Whitney stalked out of the room. Hatred of Jared, dripping into her veins as if through an IV, had been her nourishment for years.
She wasn’t sure she could live without it anymore.