The Bone Orchard: A Novel

It bugged me that Jeremy Bard hadn’t returned my calls. We had worked together as wardens in adjoining districts for more than a year. I had come to his assistance when he’d needed me in emergencies. What the hell was his problem?

I decided to phone his house from the landline in the cabin, knowing he wouldn’t recognize the number if he was screening his calls.

Sure enough, he picked up. “Game warden,” he said, not even bothering to give his name.

“Bard. It’s Bowditch.”

He reacted with the same friendliness he might have shown a telemarketer. “What’s going on?”

“I left you two messages today.” I wasn’t going to go through the charade of asking if he’d received them. “I wondered what you did about those two guys camping on Bump Island?”

“I didn’t have a chance to get out there.”

That figured. “One of them flashed a pistol at me and my clients. Displaying a firearm in a reckless manner is criminal threatening. You didn’t think that was worth following up on?”

“F*ck you and your attitude, Bowditch.”

“Excuse me?”

“You heard what I said. I am not at your beck and call anytime you see somebody breaking a law. You think being an ex-warden gives you special privileges? You should have thought of that before you quit.”

Bard had been one of the wardens who couldn’t resist telling me how ill-suited I was for the job, so his giving me a lecture on resigning from the service was pretty rich.

“My sports are staying at Weatherby’s,” I said with as much calmness as I could muster. “Can you meet us there in the morning to take our statements, or should I call the sheriff’s office instead?”

He paused, and I could practically hear the sound of cogs laboring to turn in his rusty brain. “Did the guy actually wave his gun in your face?”

“No.”

“Then what the f*ck, Bowditch? You know the DA isn’t going to bring a criminal-threatening case, especially if I go out there tomorrow and find they’ve cleared off the island.”

Bard’s argument had the virtue of being the truth. The police in Washington County were too thinly stretched to chase down every third-rate complaint. But I was too fired up with alcohol to back down.

“If someone had called me last year to report this,” I said, “I would have taken a boat out there ASAP.”

“That’s why you’re a civilian now.”

“Go to hell.”

“What’s got you so wound up tonight?” he asked. “Is it that thing with Frost?”

I sat up straight on my barstool. “What thing with Frost?”

“She was the one who shot that guy last night. I thought you’d heard.”

In my self-absorbed outrage, I’d forgotten about the shooting Mason had mentioned earlier. The whiskey I’d been swigging all night surged back up into my throat.

“Frost and Tate shot a guy who just got back from Afghanistan,” Bard said. “Everyone’s saying it was a suicide-by-cop scenario. I guess the kid was wounded pretty bad over there. I can’t believe you didn’t hear about it.”

“I was guiding,” I said.

“The guy was a decorated vet, and his old man is well connected, from what I heard.”

My palm had grown sweaty from holding the phone to my ear. My tongue stuck to the bottom of my mouth.

“So, is that it?” Bard asked.

“Are you going out to Bump Island tomorrow?”

“You really are a piece of work, Bowditch,” he said, and hung up.

I sat at the counter, looking down at my newly cleaned pistol resting on its bed of newspaper. In my short career as a law-enforcement officer, I had killed two men. On each occasion, I had been subjected to a government inquisition that stopped just short of tooth pliers and red-hot pokers.

I sat down at the desk where Elizabeth Morse had arranged for a computer to be installed for the use of her guests. She wanted them to be able to check their stock portfolios every day.

The shooting was the top story on all the Maine news sites. The headline on the Portland Press Herald page confirmed my worst fears: POLICE KILL ARMED VETERAN.

Beneath the words was a photograph of the dead man in his dress uniform. With his low-slung beret and stern expression, I had a hard time recognizing Jimmy Gammon.





7



Law dictionaries define the term suicide by cop as an incident where an individual engages in consciously life-threatening behavior to such a degree that a police officer has no choice but to respond with deadly force. Other terms for this phenomenon are police-assisted suicide and victim-precipitated homicide.

The Jimmy Gammon I had known was a young man who loved life. He took pleasure in expensive scotch, in wing shooting alongside his dog, in the private half marathons he ran on summer mornings before the heat began to rise off the cracked roadways. What had the war done to make him want to snuff out his own candle?

The news reports were vague on this point. They said that he had been wounded in Afghanistan, but they didn’t say how severely. They mentioned that he had been receiving treatment at the Veterans Affairs Medical Center in Togus, but they didn’t explain what he was being treated for. They reported that there had been a previous call by his family to 911, but they didn’t detail what precipitated the prior emergency or how it had been resolved.

Christ, I hadn’t even heard Jimmy was home from Afghanistan. I felt sick to my stomach just thinking about what had happened to him.

I stared into the digitized eyes of the photograph. The picture had been taken after he completed his live-fire training at Fort Bliss, in Texas, but before he shipped out for the Afghan war. At first, I was inclined to see his grim expression as an affectation: the mask of a tough guy headed into battle. But the more I studied it, the more I realized that he hadn’t been acting. Even before he’d been deployed to a war zone, he had already changed from the goofy kid I’d known. His own death had ceased to be an abstraction for him. In the lens of the camera, he was seeing a reflection of his own mortality.

Experience had made me an expert on the subject of police shootings. In Maine, the Office of the Attorney General reviews all such incidents. The investigators start by asking two questions: Did the officer reasonably believe that deadly force was about to be used against him or someone else? And did the officer reasonably believe that deadly force was needed to prevent that?

If the answer to either question is yes, the shooting is deemed to have been justified. If the answer is no, then the officer is terminated and liable for criminal prosecution. But even if a cop is cleared of criminal negligence, he or she can still face a civil charge from the dead person’s relatives. I’d been fortunate in my two shootings. The men I’d killed had no family members with the resources to hire a lawyer to take a pound of my flesh.

Not so with Kathy. The Gammons were not people I’d want as enemies. It was late, and on the nights when she wasn’t working, she tended to hit the sack early. I felt an overpowering urge to call her, but I didn’t know how welcome my words of support would be. We hadn’t spoken since my resignation two months earlier.

The Warden Service puts all officers involved in shootings where deadly force has been used on paid leave until their reviews are completed. Regulations would prohibit her from discussing the incident. Her union  -appointed lawyer would say that she shouldn’t even talk to her friends about it, not unless she wanted them to be subpoenaed.

Was I still her friend? There was only one way to find out. I picked up the phone.

As I’d expected, I got a machine. My words came out with a stammer. “Kathy, it’s—it’s Mike. I just heard the news. How are you doing? I know you’re not supposed to talk about it, and you’re probably still pissed at me for dropping off the face of the earth. But if there’s anything I can do, please let me know.”

I didn’t expect her to call me back that night, but I left my cell on the bedside table.

Last fall, Kathy had talked about getting me reassigned to my old district in the Midcoast, but I had dragged my feet. If I had taken her offer, it would have been me in the truck with her that night instead of Dani Tate. I should have been there.

* * *

I awoke before dawn to the sound of rain drumming its long fingers on the roof. The bedsheets felt damp from the humid air blowing in through the window screen. With all the wet weather we’d been having, I expected one morning to find my skin growing a coat of moss.

No word from Kathy.

I checked the Maine news sites, but there were no significant updates from anything I’d read the night before. The whole idea of Jimmy Gammon’s being in such physical and emotional pain that he’d forced another cop to end his life amazed me. As a former MP, he must have known the scars that would leave on the psyches of the responding officers.

To combat my own feelings of despair, I did my morning workout: push-ups, pull-ups, and planks. I was trying to maintain the muscle mass I’d needed as a cop, since you never know when you might be called upon to wrestle a drunken Goliath to the ground. Now that I was a civilian, I could have let myself go to pot. Instead, I found myself pushing my body harder, as if I wanted to punish it for some betrayal.

After I’d finished my exercises, I took a hot shower in the ridiculously luxurious bathroom Elizabeth Morse had installed for her guests—a round vessel sink made of polished granite, bronze fixtures, a heated toilet seat—then wrapped a hundred-dollar towel around my waist and padded out to the kitchenette.