Sweet Obsession

God, I love dream Brooke. Who the fuck is calling me this early?

Lifting my head, I glance around the dark room.

The faintest amount of sunlight pushes across the floor by the window, breaking through the small gap in the curtain. Searching for my cell amongst the sheets I’m tangled in, I find the menacing thing halfway down the bed near my left calf.

Last night . . . shit, I don’t even remember hanging up after that spectacular conversation. Best solo session of my life. I will never look at that function on my phone the same again.

Facetiming my mum is now out of the question. Maybe I can convince her to Skype.

I accept the call and place it to my ear, letting my eyes fall closed again.

“You,” I mumble, picturing Brooke’s face against the backdrop of her lavender pillow. Her hair messy from sleep. “Morning, sweet girl.”

A breathy laugh pulls through the phone. “Oh, my God. You’re still in bed, aren’t you?”

“You wrecked me last night. I slept like the dead.” I peek an eye open and spot the clock on the wall. “My alarm doesn’t go off for another thirty minutes.”

“Really? Mm, that’s funny.”

A car horn sounds through the phone, followed by the distant noise of a busy street. Light chatter, heels striking the ground. Birds.

Is Brooke outside this early in the day?

“Is it?” I roll to the side and slide my arm beneath the pillow to build my head up. “My alarm set for ten to eight is funny to you?”

“Yes,” she chuckles. “Considering how adamant you were about getting me to agree to another breakfast with you. I give you Tuesdays and you stand me up. What the fuck, dude?”

My hand tightens around the phone. The cloud of content encasing me as I listen to Brooke’s warm morning voice quickly rips away, along with any ounce of lethargy keeping me pinned to the bed.

It’s Tuesday. I’m supposed to meet Brooke for breakfast on Tuesdays.

“Fucking hell.” I throw myself out of bed and dart across the room to grab some clothes. “Brooke, fuck, I’m sorry. I was so bloody out of it last night after we talked, I forgot to change my alarm. I’m up now. Just hang on, all right? Did you order?”

I step into a pair of boxers and some running shorts, fisting a shirt as my eyes scan the floor for my shoes.

“No, I gave up our table.”

“What?”

She laughs again, and for the second time during this conversation I take notice of the outside world quietly buzzing around her through the line. She’s calling me after waiting for God knows how long inside that café. It’s twenty past seven now. If she didn’t arrive early, that’s twenty fucking minutes of her sitting alone, wondering where the fuck I am after I practically begged her for this.

Brilliant, mate. You’re such a fucking wanker.

“Mason, relax. Jesus. It’s not a big deal. I’m just giving you a hard time because it’s funny and I can. Go back to sleep.”

I step into my runners and pull my shirt on. “Fuck that. I’m on my way out now. I’ll meet you there.”

“Can’t.”

“Why the hell not?”

“Wow,” she giggles. “Listen to you. You’re really pissed about this.”

“You gave me a day, Brooke. I want that day.”

My hand pushes through my hair as I step inside the bathroom. The light flickers on, pulsing against the white walls. I switch to speaker phone and hurriedly brush my teeth, glaring at my well-rested reflection.

She clears her throat. “I gave you breakfast, not a day. And it doesn’t matter. Dylan called me while I was waiting for you and asked if I could come in early to help her with something. So, you see? No big deal. I would’ve ended up cutting our time short anyway.”

I spit into the sink, dragging the back of my hand across my mouth.

She sounds fine, teasing me and brushing this fuck-up off as if it’s nothing. But I know this woman. I know she likes to hide behind a tough voice. I know you get more honesty from Brooke by slowing down and watching her, which is why I’m hesitant to believe her reassurance right now.