Liliana winced and looked down.
Geoffrey tunneled his fingers through his hair. She was nothing he’d thought she was. Everything she’d done, everything he’d loved about her was a lie, and yet his heart still ached, still yearned. Why couldn’t he hate her instead?
He turned his back on her, striving for control in the silence.
“If I could go back and do things differently,” she said softly, “I would. But I can’t. All I can do is see this through. We’re so close. I know it.”
He faced her, his emotions once again tightly laced. “You’re right.”
Liliana’s shoulders relaxed and she briefly closed her eyes, and then, like the pragmatic scientist she was—or the cold, calculating one—she returned to the problem at hand. “I can’t figure out why, when they’d gone to all of this trouble to send unsigned coded messages, the last note from your father was in plain English and bore his seal, where the other ones didn’t. Do you think perhaps he didn’t send it?”
Geoffrey frowned and reached down to the desktop. He raised the letter in question and examined it closely. “No, it’s definitely my father’s handwriting.”
“But it makes no sense. Could the letter have been forged?” Liliana tapped a finger against her mouth, her brow furrowing in thought. She stopped before the desk and tossed the last of the letters she’d been decoding down, blowing out a frustrated breath. “And what happened to the treasure? These papers can’t tell me, and the only people who can have been dead for fourteen years.”
“Perhaps not.” The words slipped out without thought, and yet as Geoffrey uttered them he accepted that Liliana had the right to know everything. He might abhor her tactics, but he understood her motives, now more than ever, with the very real possibility that his father might have been killed as part of this sordid mess as well. He regained his seat and gestured toward her chair. “Please, sit.”
Liliana obeyed and he told her of the blackmail attempt. She listened, eyes widening, as he explained everything from the missing money to the current threat to his attempts to uncover the man’s identity. Oddly, sharing the story with Liliana felt natural, like a relief, like telling a friend or a…lover. But he knew the feelings not to be real. Damn her for taking that away from him.
“So the man who broke into my home—he could have been the blackmailer?” she asked.
“Yes, or more likely working for him. I’ve been wondering why his threat was so vague. He must not have solid proof or only have part of the story and is hoping that my desire to preserve my political reputation will be enough for me to roll over.”
Liliana’s curved fingers tapped the desk. “Yes, but perhaps the part of the story he has is the part that we are missing.” Her voice rose with hope. “Are you close to discovering who he is? I can describe my intruder for you, though I don’t know how much help it will be if he was only the blackmailer’s accomplice.”
Geoffrey straightened. Perhaps it would give him at least something to go on. “You saw him?”
Her lips flattened into a grimace. “Not well. I was sort of…grappling with him at the time.”
Geoffrey lost eight years off his life as Liliana related the tale. She could have been killed! There was one good thing about their marrying…at least she’d be under the protection of a man, as she should be, not fending off dastardly henchmen on her own. A mirthless smile raised the corner of his mouth. “You know, for a brief moment last night, I thought perhaps you were in league with the blackmailer, searching my library for substantiation. Little did I know you were, only not for a villain but for yourself.”
Liliana colored. “Well, I suppose that can be forgiven, considering I originally suspected you must have been involved in this scheme. While you were, you didn’t know it.” She crossed her arms in front of her as if hugging herself and exhaled a sighing breath. “What a pair we are. We were both right about each other, yet so very wrong.”
Geoffrey considered her words. Was he wrong about her now? Just the possibility that someone had killed his father, too, had sent such rage through him that he could understand Liliana’s motives. But did that make her different from his mother?
He let his eyes slide over her. Exhaustion rimmed her features but made her no less beautiful. But beauty was only skin deep. Liliana still had used and hurt people to get what she wanted.
Still, he couldn’t deny the sexual energy that hummed through the room now and had since he’d first opened his eyes and saw her standing over him. He was just so confused, had been hit with too much too fast.
I’ll disappear. You’ll never hear from me again, if that’s what you want…
Was that what he wanted? Or could he forgive her deceit? Could he trust that her lies were a onetime occurrence, caused by special circumstance, and make a life with her? He knew he had to marry her—it was his duty, his obligation, given that she’d been a virgin daughter of the ton. The right thing to do. But with this between them, could their marriage still work as a partnership or would it never be more than an empty shell?
He longed to reach out for her, to cup her chin, look into her eyes and just ask her. But he wouldn’t. The fact that he wanted to so badly even while so emotionally raw only illustrated the power she held over him.
What the hell was he thinking? He clamped down on his feelings, wishing he’d never even considered the idea of love. If he opened himself to her as he’d been on the path to doing before she’d revealed her deception, it was only a matter of time before she realized that power. It would be only natural to wield it when she wanted something, even if she did it in a way completely unlike his mother.
He would reset the terms of a union between them to protect himself, and only—
Liliana slapped her hand down on the desk. “Aveline.”
“What?”
She stood, gesturing with both hands as if her mind were running faster than her tongue. “The day of the musicale, the day he departed, I saw Aveline sneaking out of the library. I thought it odd then. Remember? I asked you about him later, but I didn’t know about the blackmailer so I wouldn’t have made the connection. What if he were searching your home for evidence, too?”
“Bloody hell,” Geoffrey muttered. Aveline had never been a friend, per se, but they’d been neighbors their whole lives. Could Aveline be the blackmailer? Those years the man had been detained in France at the start of the war were a mystery. What if he’d caught wind of part of these doings while he was over there and capitalized upon it when he returned home? It was possible.
Geoffrey would need to compare the dates of when money started disappearing to when Aveline returned from the continent. He’d also need to discreetly look into his neighbor’s finances. And his current whereabouts.
A terrible thought struck. Did Aveline also know about the treasure? Was that why he’d attached himself to Liliana? Geoffrey’s stomach balled as ice doused his veins when he thought of how easily Aveline could have harmed Liliana if he’d thought she had any knowledge of the treasure’s whereabouts. If anything ever happened to her…