“Why didn’t you tell me you had a son?”
“Because Wood was right,” Tate answered instantly.
“Sorry?” I asked.
“Because, shit like that, not Jonas but what I got in my future to beat that bitch and get him safe, you don’t lay on a good woman when you and her are just startin’ out. Especially not when another woman’s been brutally murdered and your old lady’s Dad had a heart attack. You stick close, you stand strong and you work to hook her deep and then you lay it on her. I want you where you are.” His arms gave me a squeeze. “So yeah, I played you and I’d do it again, no joke, I’d do it. And I’d do it no hesitation. I needed to know you were what the promise of you seemed to be because I haven’t been good with that shit in the past and, if you were, I needed to make certain you stayed where I wanted you to be.”
“Keeping the existence of a son from me –”
He interrupted me, “I’d do it again.”
“Well, I don’t like that, I can’t ignore that I don’t like it and I can’t forgive it.”
“Same old shit, Laurie,” he muttered.
“No, it isn’t. We’re talking about you having a child with Neeta.”
“Yeah, babe. Was that a pleasant scene? Did you like what happened outside?”
“What?” I snapped and answered, “Of course not.”
“Twenty years of that,” he told me, “twenty fuckin’ years. She’s got a filthy mouth and shit for brains and she’s spoiled rotten and thinks she can do anything she wants. No man who’s had a woman like that in his life jumps back in without testin’ the waters and no father who’s goin’ for full custody brings a woman in his son’s life without makin’ sure she’s fit to be there. No, I didn’t tell you about Jonas because I needed to be certain you were who you are and, since you are, I needed to keep you safe from that shit you just experienced outside because I didn’t want you jumpin’ in your goddamned car again and findin’ yourself a new Carnal.”
God, I hated it when he made sense especially when I was furious at him.
“Let me go, Tate,” I demanded.
“Not gonna happen,” he replied.
I strained backwards. “Let… me… go.”
“Nope, baby, you’re gonna watch in the mirror as I fuck you and I’m gonna do it until you see what I see.”
I stopped straining and stared into his eyes in the mirror.
“No,” I whispered as one of his hands slid down my belly and the other one ducked under my shirt and curled around my breast.
“Yes,” he whispered back.
“Tate –”
His hand cupped me between my legs and his other thumb slid across my nipple. I bit my lip and watched his eyes drop to his hand at my sex.
“Wood’s a player,” he whispered bizarrely as his fingers pressed in between my legs, his middle one hitting the spot, my hands moved to curl around the edge of the counter and his thumb did another swipe at my nipple. “He’s hit every decent piece in three counties.”
His middle finger pressed deeper and made a lazy circle.
“Tate, please –”
Tate’s head dropped and his bearded lips tickled my neck.
“Saw him come outta the garage at you, I knew,” he muttered against my skin. “I was strugglin’ with it but I knew then. I knew you were my girl.”
My breath stuck in my throat as his finger did another lazy circle, his tongue touched my neck and his finger and thumb rolled my nipple.
Oh God, but it was beautiful.
My hands grasped the counter and I tried to stay strong.
“Tate –”
His finger stopped pressing and his hand slid up and then down, this time in my panties and the pressure came back, skin to skin, another lazy circle.
Delicious.
My body trembled and Tate’s mouth moved to my ear.
“He didn’t fuck you while I was gone. A miracle. Respect. He knew what he had in his bed.”
“Please,” I whispered and his finger and thumb gently tugged my nipple and my breath snagged.
“Even if he fucked you, I woulda still won you back. Mad as I was when I left you that night in the hall at the bar, I was half over it by the time I got to my bike, by the time I saw you at the pool the next day, mostly just nursin’ it ‘cause I’m a dick.”
“Stop,” I breathed and I meant him talking. My body was too far gone to want him to stop doing what he was doing to it.
His finger slid back and I opened my legs to allow it access.
“That’s my girl,” he murmured in my ear and reached even deeper, his finger sliding inside.
My head fell back on his shoulder. “Tate.”
His teeth nipped my ear and his finger started moving in and out.
“Wet, baby,” he whispered there.
“Yes,” I whispered back and turned my head toward him.