Thalia hitched her skirt, straddled my thighs and brought her * into contact with the root of me. We both sucked in our breath.
Moving my hands up to her naked breasts, I massaged them as she started to ride the ridge of my cock, spreading her wetness all over me.
“Shit, Thalia,” I groaned. “So good. God, I wish my dick was buried deep in your cunt.”
At my words, Thalia started to come apart in my arms, I sucked her nipple into my mouth while she groaned and writhed around on my balls in the thralls of orgasm which set me off, ejaculating cum all over my t-shirt.
Thalia collapsed against me with her arms wrapped around my neck and within seconds she was shaking against me and my neck started to feel wet.
What the hell!
“Thalia, please tell me I didn’t hurt you?”
She just shook her head while I stroked up and down her back.
“Not physically,” she whispered.
I shouldn’t have touched her, practically made love to her, but damn-it-to-hell I loved her.
“We need to dress, and then talk.”
She pulled her face from my neck and met my eyes. “I don’t want you to think I regret what we just did, because I don’t. My only regret is that you didn’t come inside me.”
Thank God I was sitting down; otherwise I’d have ended up on my ass.
“I’ve said this before, but don’t ever think that I don’t want you, that I don’t crave you, because I do and I have a feeling I always will.”
Still sitting on the floor, I watched as she stood up pulling her panties back on and then smoothed her skirt over her hips, before fastening her bra and pulling her top down. She turned, caught my eye then offered me a hand to help me up from the floor.
As I stood, I whipped my t-shirt over my head and used it to wipe the semen from my belly and dick, which was on the rise again.
Sucking in a breath, I zipped and met Thalia’s gaze again. She looked uncertain which made me sick. Although I couldn’t say I regretted what we’d just done, I shouldn’t have even touched her being engaged to someone else.
What a fucking mess. Mia and Liam in love with each other, me in love with Thalia, but having to marry Mia. I couldn’t even tell Thalia about it, because then she might hope for a solution when I wasn’t sure there was going to be one, unless I walked away from everything, but I’d have Thalia. Fuckin’ hell!
“I need a clean t-shirt from the car. Come outside with me?”
She walked towards me and slid her hand into mine, and then held on while we went outside to my car.
Once I’d pulled a clean t-shirt on, I wrapped Thalia up in my arms and kissed her on the top of her head. “I don’t want to let you go...but I don’t have any choice.”
She snuggled into my chest and held me so hard around my waist. “Don’t let me go, please Phoenix.”
Thalia made me smile when she used my nickname. I took hold of her face and brought us practically nose to nose, and had no clue about where to start.
We both moved to sit on the steps at the back of the bar, where I pulled her down beside me.
“Why didn’t Liam tell me about this...that you could sing and that you did in...Deception?”
She looked at me waiting for an answer so I tucked her head into the crook of my neck and told her, “I love music and always have, but my parents think it’s a waste of time and most of my life growing up was spent arguing with them about it and the fact that I wanted to be a rock star.”
She chuckled and kissed my chest.
“As soon as I realized they planned on grooming Liam for the law firm, which he so did not want to do, I changed and started to follow what they’d set out for my brother so they’d leave him alone...and they did. I rebelled in my own way, hence the tattoos and piercings’ that nobody knows about, that’s why I always wear long sleeves. My parents would flip if they knew what I was doing here with Donovan and Reece. I know I’m a grown man and shouldn’t worry about what they think, but having never had their approval for anything...I’m just used to staying silent.”
Fuck, I felt like a girl admitting most of that to her, but I needed her to know what my life was like.
Chapter 38
Thalia
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As I listened to Jack, who’d become Phoenix to me, I wanted to cry for him...and myself for falling for him when he wasn’t free to be with me. Yeah, we’d just had the most amazing ‘almost’ sex...in a storeroom at the back of Kix, which shouldn’t have happened, but was inevitable.
A giggle burst forth, which I tried to contain by slamming my hand over my mouth, but no such luck, as the giggle became a full belly laugh.
“What’s so funny?” he asked with an unreadable expression.
I grinned. “Us, practically having sex in the back room, in there.”
“We did have sex in there.”
“You didn’t come inside me, so it doesn’t count...I still want you Phoenix, so much.”
He shuddered against me. “You’re driving me crazy. All I want is to take you home with me and keep you forever...but I can’t.”
Standing up he pulled me up with him and was moving in to kiss me when Liam appeared in the doorway looking pissed as hell.