Shattered Ties

“I thought it was hilarious. You need to get up and go home or wherever you’re going to go. I don’t want to leave you out here on this beach alone, and I need to get to work.”

“I can take care of myself,” I whispered, my eyes still on his lips.

His eyes turned dark as he noticed what I was watching. “What are you watching?”

“Nothing.”

“Do you want to kiss me, Emma?”

“No. Do you want to kiss me?”

“Nope.”

“Then, why are you still so close?” I asked, refusing to back down. I wanted to kiss him more than anything, but I wasn’t going to be the one who caved.

“I like making you uncomfortable.” He leaned in until I could feel his breath on my lips. “Are you uncomfortable right now?”

“No,” I lied as I tried to keep my breathing normal. My heart was racing, but I couldn’t let him know how much he was getting to me.

“I think you’re lying,” he whispered.

He leaned in that last centimeter and touched his lips against mine. He didn’t kiss me though. He just rested his lips there. Before I could stop myself, I kissed him. It was like I had no say in the matter. One minute, I was staying strong and fighting my impulses, and the next, I had my hand around his neck as I thoroughly kissed him. His lips felt incredible, and I couldn’t seem to get enough of them. I moaned as he ran his tongue over my bottom lip. He was going to kill me or at least put me in a lust-induced coma.

He pulled away first, much to my dismay. “I thought you didn’t want to kiss me.”

“I didn’t. You kissed me,” I said.

“Wrong. You definitely kissed me.” He leaned forward and kissed me lightly. “Now, I kissed you. We’re even.”

“Not even close. You kissed me twice, and I have yet to kiss you.”

He grinned. “Why don’t you make it even then?”

My breath caught as I stared at him. Whatever was happening between us, I didn’t want it to stop. I knew what we were doing was wrong, but I’d never felt anything so right in my life.

“Maybe later,” I said.

“I’m holding you to that. Come on, let’s get packed up, so I can go to work, and you can do whatever it is you do on the weekends.”

I nodded as I helped him pack up our stuff. I was still in a daze from our kiss, and I could barely pay attention to what was going on around me. I thought I’d told him good-bye once we had loaded his surf stuff in his Jeep, but I wasn’t sure. I pulled out of the lot, thinking that I might just be the luckiest girl in Santa Monica.





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I drove to work with the most idiotic smile on my face. I had no idea what had made me kiss Emma, but I didn’t regret it in the least. Okay, maybe I’m lying. I did know what made me do it. Spending the day with her, especially while she was wearing that tiny bikini, had driven me insane, and I’d clearly lost my mind. I’d spent a lot of time kissing girls over the past few years, but kissing Emma had been something else. She’d tasted as sweet as she looked, and I already wanted more.

I kept telling myself to stay away from her, that anything between us could never work out, but I couldn’t seem to control myself around her. She was beautiful, and she had a kindness to her that seemed to be rare in this world. Considering the first time we met, being able to say that was a bit of a shock. Instead of being the stuck-up princess I’d expected, she’d blown me away with her warm heart and down-to-earth personality.

I pulled my car into the shop parking lot just as my phone dinged with an incoming text.

Emma: I had a lot of fun today. Thank you.

Me: I did, too. We’ll have to do it again sometime.

Emma: Tomorrow?

I smiled at her text. We’d just separated, and she already wanted to hang out again. This was good, really good. Or it could be really bad, depending on how I looked at it.

Me: I can’t tomorrow. I have that dinner thing with my mom and asshole.

Emma: Oh, right. Well, if you finish early or something, just text me.

Me: I will. By the way, thanks for kissing me. I’m glad I could brighten your day.

Emma: I did NOT kiss you. You kissed me.

Me: Whatever helps you sleep at night.

Emma: Ohmigod. I give up.

I slipped my phone into my pocket and walked inside the shop with a stupid grin on my face. I was surprised to see Andy’s twin sister, Ally, sitting behind the counter. It wasn’t unusual for Andy to stop by and hang out while I worked, but Ally rarely came by the shop.

“Hey, what are you doing here?” I asked.

“Waiting for you to show up. I was starting to wonder if you were coming in or not.”

I looked up at the clock to see that I still had a few minutes before I was officially working. “I’m not late.”

“But you’re always earlier than this.”

I rolled my eyes. “What’s with the interrogation?”

“I saw you on the beach today...with a girl.”

Well, shit. I’d been so into watching Emma’s every move that I hadn’t noticed anyone else around us. “And?”

“Who is she?”

“Does it matter?” I had no idea why Ally cared so much.

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