Selling Scarlett

chapter Thirty-Four

~HUNTER~

I've been pounding the bag so long that things have started getting blurry. When I hear my name, it's like a salve, but I can't stop what I'm doing. My knuckles are bleeding, the scabs from the charity fight split open, and I need the blood.

My father is right. I do have her blood on my hands.

I was playing cards online in the basement that afternoon when Rita came in. For months, it had been the only place I knew she couldn't reach me. The cancer had advanced. She couldn't make it down the stairs. I remember how I thought it served her right. She had come to find me in the basement playroom so many times before. The walls had always muffled the sound of her palm against my cheek. When she screamed and raged, the sound bounced off the tile, magnifying in my ears. But my father could pretend he didn't hear.

These were different days, though. Rita was quiet more than she was speaking. When I got hungry or wanted to go outside, I typically only had to avoid the sitting room, where I could hear her the Darth Vadar puffs of her little blue oxygen machine.

So when I heard her creeping down the stairs, hanging onto the bannister, gasping freakishly without her oxygen, I'd half wondered if she'd died and come to haunt me on her way to hell.

She was skeletal, with dry bald patches between short tufts of black hair, but I remember feeling anxious when I saw her reflection in the monitor. She might have been weak as hell, but she still hated my guts.

She raised her bone-thin arm and I whipped around, my arms already up in front of my face. But she wasn't trying to hit me. She had a hot pink shirt. As she shook it out, I noticed spots of bleach.

“Did—” gasp— “you—” gasp— “do this?”

“No.”

She held the shirt out, her frail hand shaking. “You...lie.”

“No I'm not.” Her eyes were bugging out. Her gasps getting louder. My heart was racing, so I tried to curb my fear and keep things light. “You should go back upstairs.”

It was clear she couldn't hit me. What was the point of bringing me the shirt? I sat there staring at her, and that's when she did it. She wrapped her bony fingers around my wrist and dug her brittle nails into my skin. I remember looking into her flat, brown eyes. Her mouth—her trembling lips—were pulled into a sneer. She sank her nails in deep enough that I could feel the blood well and she hissed, “You're a—” BIG gasp— “selfish little bastard.”

I don't know if she was already falling when I pushed her. I know when my palm connected with her chest, her eyes rolled back into her head, but were they rolling back already? In my nightmares, I can never tell.

I knew as soon as I pushed her that I'd made a horrible mistake. I even tried to grab her, but her knees just crumpled. She hit the floor, and blood was everywhere in heartbeats. I tried to find the source, but it was everywhere: her mouth and nose, her head. Even—I remember—her ears.

I still can’t get away from all that blood. I wake up covered in it. It’s there when I have a good hand. When someone orders red meat medium rare. When I'm tagging cattle.

Rita is always bleeding out on me.

Right now, I want the blood. I punch the bag again.

"Hunter..."

Shit. I whirl around, panting. I had almost forgotten she was here. “Scarlett” DeVille. She reaches for me, but I step away, holding my bleeding hands near my sides. “Libby—go away.”

“I can't.” She sounds like she's crying. When I blink the sweat out of my eyes, I find that hers are wet. Without thinking, I pull her into my arms, pressing my lips against her hair as I speak quietly near her ear. “Do you see why you need to leave now? I'm a f*cking mess.”

“I know you are.” Her voice breaks as she wraps her arm around my waist. “That's why I can't leave.” I inhale vanilla and cinnamon, allow my eyes to close. “Hunter, I know what happened with Sarabelle.”

I step back, feeling like I've just had my guts stomped out. “What are you talking about?”

Her eyes are huge, but she doesn't back away. “I wasn't being nosy, but I heard it at the ranch. You slept with Sarabelle, and then she disappeared. And now...they found her. That's why you were upset last night, wasn't it?”

I rub my hair, noting the stinging of my knuckles. “You don't need to worry about any of this.”

Her jaw tightens. “Did you hurt her?”

“What?” I suck in a breath. I can feel the blood rush out of my head, the way it used to when I heard Rita coming down the stairs. “F*cking hell, Libby, do you think I would hurt a woman?”

“Did you?”

“Jesus—no. Don't take my word for it. That's just stupid. But no, I didn't hurt her. I would never hurt her.” My throat goes tight and I have to work my jaw. I look away, and Libby takes a step closer.

“The cops think you did it?”

I swallow hard. “She was found with one of my cufflinks.

She looks into my eyes, and I see only sadness. “Oh, Hunter. How did you get into this?”

“I don't know. And I wouldn't tell you even if I did. You’ve got no business anywhere near this.”

“I already am. I’m a Junior Ranger Prostitute now, and more importantly I care about you, Hunter. And I'm sorry this happened, but…” She pauses, obviously working herself up to something. I definitely don’t expect her to say, “I didn’t mean too, but I overheard some of your conversation with your dad.”

I can feel the air leave the room. I start to sway.

“I'm so sorry. I answered when it rang and—”

“You shouldn't have,” I rasp.

“I know.” A tear falls down her cheek. “He was really horrible to you.”

I turn my back to her as blood roars in my head. "I f*cked up... I f*cked it all up... I f*cked up..."

I can sense her coming around to stand in front of me, beside the punching bag, but I've got a hand over my face. “I heard him say something about Priscilla. Is that why you and her are...I mean, is that why you have sex with her? Because of the—”

I whirl on her, cutting her off. “There is no why. There is no why! Where you're concerned, there is no why! Quit asking questions and just GO! F*ck it, Libby! Can't you see I'm trying to protect you!”

“From what?” Her blue eyes blink. “What is going on? Is she trying to frame you, Hunter?”

“I don't know,” I answer finally.

She touches my shoulder and I can hear her sucked in, sobby breath. “Your back...”

I raise my head to look her in the eye. The pity on her face cracks something in me open. I shift my weight, trying to draw a breath. I can't take the pity, so I dip into my reservoir of anger, instead. It makes my tone sharper when I ask, “Did you ever think maybe I like that shit?”

“Do you?”

“What do you think?” I grab her shoulder without thinking about my bloody hands. As soon as I see my stained fingers on her, I feel dizzy. “Do you think I like it?” I rasp.

“I don't know.” Her eyes, on mine, are huge. Her face looks pale and worried. Out of nowhere, guilt slams through me like a train. I should never have brought her to my home, and if she heard that phone call with my dad, she knows way more than she should about an unsafe situation.

Damnit!

I do the only thing I can to say I'm sorry.



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~ELIZABETH~



Before Hunter kisses me, I really think he's going to throw me out of his house. He's bleeding, upset, radiating anger and frustration, and I'm just...here. Useless. Totally unable to help him. Unwanted, even, if what he said earlier was true.

Then he cups his palm around my head and pulls me close and plants his mouth on mine, and my knees turn to jelly. He hold me against him and kisses me like he's drowning and I'm air.

I kiss him back, returning fire for fire, because he's Hunter, and my body just responds. But my mind is spinning. Someone hit him when he was a kid? Is that why he let Priscilla hurt him? Priscilla is having sex with Governor Carlson? Is that why Cross hates her so much? And Governor Carlson had another mistress killed?”

It dawns on me that Hunter is right. This is some really big shit. Some huge shit, and I don’t know what’s going on. Then Hunter's tongue sweeps through my mouth, and just like that, I forget my worries.

I tug his hair and run my free hand up his hard shoulder. He's shirtless now, here in his gym, and I can feel the line of every muscle. My hand settles over his strong nape as he kisses roughly down my neck and I moan, “Hunter.”

“You're a stubborn...woman...Libby,” he pants as he kisses down my chest and rips my button-up blouse open. His hands tickle behind my back and my bra is off in seconds. My breath is in his mouth as his fingers make quick work of my slacks. He lays me on the bright blue work-out mat and sticks one big forearm inside my slacks, moaning in pleasure when his fingers find their mark. I'm not wearing underwear. I didn't want a panty line.

“Jesus, Libby. This is so damn hot.”

He slides a finger in and I'm clinging to his shoulders as he rocks his hips into my thigh. I can feel his swollen length, and I want it inside me.

“Hunter,” I pant. I want to tell him what I need but I can't find my voice.



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~HUNTER~



I shouldn't take this any further, but her mouth on mine is so soft, it's like a vindication. Her hands, reaching for my cock and stroking through my jeans, are so damn tender. I can't resist this woman. I lean down and taste her salty sweetness with my lips and tongue, showing her just how hungry I am.

When she cums, she screams, then pushes herself up on one arm, leaning her forehead against my shoulder. I'm astonished when I realize she's not leaning on me; she's trying to reach past my torso.

“Why are you doing this?” I grate out as she works my zipper.

“I don't know.” She laughs. “I'm crazy, I think. Every time I see you, I...”

“You what.” I grab her chin, because I want to hear this, and I want to see her eyes when she says it.

“Every time I see you I want you,” she whispers. “Ever since I was sixteen.”

“The Porsche?”

She nods, and I kiss her mouth. She kisses me back with all her might. She ends up on top of me, pulling my jeans off like a sexy-crazed nymph. The denim rubs my cock and I'm at full-mast, pushed painfully into my boxer-briefs. She yanks them off, pops me into her mouth, and I groan. I want to ask her if she's sure, but my ass is rising off the floor and I can't keep from pumping my hips. Her hands are...God. “Yes, there!” She's gliding over my balls and pumping my cock and licking my head and—

I come fast and hard, pulling out of her mouth only just in time.

She grins, and I push my tired self up to kiss her lips.