“Tex and Nancy are getting married on Wednesday. My aim is to be in Thursday, but I have to confirm that with Smithie,” I shared.
“Want you covered,” he replied. “So you keep me in that loop. I’ll be there, but you won’t see me.”
I nodded again then told him, “You need to keep track of your hours and get in touch with Daisy to set up a contract. I’m billing them to Smithie and I’ll be paying you.”
“Unnecessary.”
Argh!
I loved my friends, but this was getting crazy.
“Totally necessary,” I returned.
“Ally, I’ll keep track of my hours. You bill him, but I do this shit for you, not money.”
God, Darius was great.
And everyone was being way cool, but enough was enough.
“Darius, this is my business now and I intend to do it right.”
“To get set up, you need capital. Bill Smithie. Invest that in your agency.”
“Darius—”
“This job,” he cut me off. “We’ll discuss what goes down with future jobs. Jump off on this one, Ally. You sort his shit, Smithie’ll talk you up and half of Denver’s male population strolls through his doors. Shirleen’s puntin’ you business. And Daisy’s got Marcus droppin’ your name. Me workin’ for free is just this job. Take it, pocket it, we talk when we got the next one.”
That I could do. I didn’t love it, but I could do it. Not to mention, agreeing meant we’d stop discussing it so I could get shopping, get to Lottie, get to Daisy’s to take my stripper class then get to my brother’s office for the meeting.
“This one job,” I agreed.
“Right, now got other shit to do,” Darius ended our meeting.
But I wasn’t done.
“We need to talk,” I declared.
“About what?” he asked.
I held his eyes and stated, “About you.”
His chin jerked back.
“Ally—”
I shook my head. “No. You. Me. Tequila. As soon as we can sit down.”
“There’s nothin’ to talk about,” he told me.
“You don’t even know what I want to talk about,” I told him.
“You said it was about me. And I know me.” He leaned in, his face got hard and his voice got kinda scary. “And when it comes to me, there’s nothin’ to talk about.”
Luckily, I didn’t scare easily.
“We’re talking, Darius,” I contradicted. “And we’re doing it soon.”
“This conversation is over,” he decreed. “Outta the truck.”
“Darius—”
He leaned in deeper. “Outta my fuckin’ truck, Ally.”
I leaned right back.
“I love you,” I hissed, and his face behind his shades blanked but I didn’t stop. “And something’s not right with you. You’re holding back and I’m gonna find out why that is and help you get things right.”
“Outta the truck.”
“You know me, honey,” I said. “You know I won’t give up.”
“How’s this?” he asked, leaning back at the same time retreating. Not physically. Emotionally. “What’s wrong with me can’t get right.”
Fuck.
I had a feeling, and my feelings usually were right.
Still, I returned, “That isn’t true.”
“You know?” he asked.
“Yeah. I know. That isn’t true. It’s never true. Anything wrong can be made right.”
“You don’t know dick,” he bit out.
“Darius—”
“Outta my truck.”
“Darius!”
He leaned back in and rumbled (definitely scarily, even to me), “Get the fuck outta my truck.”
I sucked in breath but I didn’t get out of the truck.
I leaned in deep so we were nose to nose, shades to shades, and I declared, “I won’t give up on you. I’ll never give up on you. What I’ll do right now is get outta your truck. But I’ll do it with you knowing me doing it does not mean I’m giving up on you.” My voice dropped to a whisper. “Brace, brother. Because I’m gonna knock myself out to heal what’s broken in you. And I won’t quit until I’ve done it.”
On that, I didn’t give him a chance to reply.
I got out of his truck and sashayed into Lucy.
But I did it not thinking about the kickass running gear I was going to buy that would make my man lose control and give me orgasms in his kitchen (or elsewhere).
I did it worried.
*
I drove into the underground parking lot of Lee’s offices, my mind on a number of things.
One was trying to figure out what dress I was going to wear out to dinner that night with Ren. I hadn’t had a chance to try any of the four on that Roxie, Tod and Stevie bought me, but I knew just looking at them they were all on par in hotness so there wasn’t an obvious frontrunner.
This meant I needed time to try them all on and make a decision.
Another was the fact that my sit down with Lottie got me nothing. Whatever this guy was doing, he was not doing to her.