Once Upon a Prince

Part Two

The Problem

FOURTEEN

December, St. Simons Island

I understand.” Susanna held the phone beneath her chin so her discouraged exhale didn’t echo in the man’s ear. “I appreciate your time, Mr. Flynn. It was an honor to present you with a proposal.”

She hung up and tossed her phone to her desk as she rocked back in the rickety old chair, pressing her hands over her eyes and resisting the urge to scream.

But when she couldn’t contain her frustration any longer, she let loose a rebel yell and fired out of her chair, banging her shin against the side of the desk. Of course. How symbolic. Now she really wanted to scream. She hobbled to her office door and stepped out onto the fire escape.

“What in blazes is going on?”

The sun barely acknowledged her with a fast wink between two drifting clouds across a lofty blue perch. How was she ever going to get her life going if nothing ever came together?

She returned to the closet-sized office she rented from a group of lawyers, a square hovel that had once been an outside servants’ entrance on the top floor of a refurbished antebellum. The room had one window—the narrow transom above the door.

Her drafting table and one small bookshelf barely fit in the ten-by-ten space. Using the bathroom required a trek down the fire escape, through the kitchen, past the senior lawyer’s office, and down a long tiled hallway. Her heels resounded the entire trip, announcing her destination.

Susanna’s on her way to the bathroom.

Susanna’s on her way to the bathroom.

It was embarrassing. Worse, she paid eight hundred dollars a month for this box, which served as a boiler room in August and September and now was a freezer in December. How could a third-floor room on a Georgia island get so cold?

She wore a coat all day except between noon and two when the transom managed to capture the tail end of the sun and warm the place up.

Susanna turned her portable heater on and stretched her cold hands toward the first blast of heat. The initials days of December settled on St. Simons Island with a frost that refused to let go. But there were no snow predictions in the forecast. Thank goodness.

Yet the chill in the air congealed with the chill in her heart. Five months after Nate had left, she missed him. Her heart craved his warmth, his friendship, his presence.

She’d finished his garden. A framed and matted image of it hung on her wall. Sometimes on the slow afternoons when even her email didn’t talk to her, she stared at her rendering of “A King’s Garden” and mentally added two lovers to the garden bench.

Oh, Nate, how did you get under my skin?

He’d paid her in full, up front, and sent a bonus when the job was complete. It was the sum of two gardens, but when she tried to return the money, Jonathan refused to give her a wire transfer number.

The money afforded her this grand, opulent office (ha!) and new computer, but not one job had come her way since. She made ends meet by getting her hands dirty—working at the Rib Shack and taking on small landscaping jobs that required little to no technical design.

Yet the worst part of her life wasn’t her career. It was missing him. Not Adam, the man she’d planned to marry, but Nate, the man she never planned to marry. Nor ever could.

After he left, she did her own research on the Brighton Marriage Act of 1792. Sure enough, the boy was telling the truth. No foreigners were allowed to marry into the line of the throne.

She fell against her desk. “God, I’ve got nothing. Nothing.” A rush of tears came quickly, and she did nothing to stop them.

The depth of her nothingness even followed her as she went house hunting. Susanna had yet to find a new place. Aunt Rue had arrived in October as promised, graciously letting Susanna bunk with her for two months. But by the amount of Christmas baking and decorating Rue was doing, Susanna knew she’d need every inch of the cottage to quarter her holiday guests.

“I’ve got nothing.” She eased down to the floor. All her plans had failed. “I–I’m one hundred percent available to you.” She reconfirmed the offering she’d made to God that day on the Christ Church lawn with Nate. “W–who do you have like me? No husband or children, no career, no one needing or expecting me. Well, Mama, to run the back of the house, but shoot, she’s got Catfish and Bristol to take my place. Gladly.”

Susanna was, frankly, a girl who could go anywhere and do anything the Lord needed.

“Jesus, I have to believe you are so good, whatever you have me do, I’ll love it.” Susanna clung to the rise of peace that came with her surrender. “I have to believe …”

She drank of the peace, then hopped up and danced a little jig as she shimmied over to turn on the radio.

Powering it up to a Christmas station, she danced across the office, about to belt out “Hark the Herald,” when Gage darkened her doorway.

“What are you doing here?” Wasn’t this embarrassing? She cleared her throat and glanced at her desk, reaching for the mouse to minimize her Euchre game. She was losing anyway. Big surprise.

“Not having as much fun as you.” He grinned and came the rest of the way into the office.

“You should know better than to sneak up on people.” She sat at her desk, though she’d rather keep dancing. “What do you want?”

Gage had been after her for the last few months to work for him again. She’d resisted. Dread crept over her heart, mocking her joy. Was this God’s answer to her surrender? Go to work for Gage? Lord, wait now …

“I just came by to let you know you’re off the hook.” He tipped his head to emphasize his point, then reached for the Super Ball she kept on top of her empty pencil canister. He bounced it against the dry, uneven hardwood.

“You hired someone else?” She was willing to work with him again. Wasn’t she? If the Lord wanted. Sure. Because God was good and she trusted him. Besides, anything to get her career going, to move her life one inch down the road.

“I hired a landscape architect two weeks ago. She moved down from Charleston this weekend with a client in her hip pocket. We sealed the deal with them an hour ago. So”—he raised his hands to the tiny office—“blessings to you and your itty-bitty space.” He kept the ball bouncing in an even rhythm. Thud against the floor. Smack against his palm.

Susanna came around and snatched the ball mid-bounce. “Just like that? You give up on me?”

“Hey, you’re the one who quit. You’re the one who put me off for months.”

“But you didn’t give me a chance to change my mind.”

“I asked you a half-dozen times. Even sent you a couple of jobs. How’d they work out?”

She bounced the ball against the floor. “They decided to go in another direction.”

“All of them?” Gage couldn’t look more incredulous. “Suz, those jobs were shoo-ins.”

“You sent me three friends of Mrs. Butler’s. She still hates me from the summer, taking her prize guest away.”

“You think I’m that big of a jack wagon? That I’d send you jobs she’d sabotage? Besides, she didn’t know the prince left with you.”

“She must know. I’ve run into her twice, and she gives me the evil eye.” Susanna glared at him with a curled lip. “Trust me, I know the look. And if she does know, I’ll never get a job on this island.” What was she confessing? “Mrs. Butler has her nose in every garden and landscape project on the island, down to south Florida, up to north Georgia, to infinity and beyond.” The thud and smack of the ball had a certain, soothing sound. This was why she had the Super Ball in the first place. To bounce off tension.

“You want me to talk to her?”

“No, yes …” She caught the ball and pointed at him. “Only if it comes up in natural conversation.” She returned the Super Ball to the pencil canister. “I’m glad you hired someone. You deserve to have success.”

Gage’s stance softened. He was handsome in his white shirt, dark tie, and gelled hair. “Susanna, I’ve been thinking maybe you and I—”

The office door butted open, and Gracie tripped inside, along with a hearty gush of cold air and a large box in her hands. “Merry Christmas, Suz. Time to decorate this mousetrap you call an office … Gage …” Gracie gave him the once over as she dropped the box to the floor and took out a tiny Christmas tree. “What are you doing here?”

“Came to see Susanna.”

“Again I ask, what are you doing here?” Gracie and Gage dated once in high school. He broke up with her one second before she was going to tell him “it’s not working,” and she’d never forgiven him. She slapped the plastic evergreen on the corner of Susanna’s desk.

“Again, I came to see Susanna. What are you doing here?”

The thin, bare limbs of the fake tree trembled. A Charlie Brown tree. Just what this office needed. Hands on her waist, Gracie stood back to examine the tree, then she faced Susanna. “Did he tell you, huh? The big mouth. Couldn’t wait … had to run over here and tell you.”

“Gracie,” Gage said, his tone low and warning as he gave her a familiar, knowing look. What’s with that? “I came to talk to her about—”

“Yeah, he told me,” Susanna said.

“He did? You don’t look upset. I know you’ve been handling all this so well, but I expected you to be at least aggravated.” Gracie peeled off a strip of duct tape and anchored the tree stand to the desk. “I got some fake snow to cover that up.”

“Why would I be upset?” Susanna peered inside the Christmas box. Come to think of it, a bit of holiday decorating would cheer her up. She picked up a string of silver tinsel and wrapped it around her neck. “He tried to get me back but I refused. I don’t blame him.”

“What?” Gracie grabbed her arms, turning Susanna toward her. “When did he ever try to get you back?”

“Since the summer.”

“Since the summer? Are you kidding me? You never said a word. Girl, I’m about to take away your best-friend card.”

“What? I said a million words. You cheered me on. ‘Go, girl, tell him no, girl.’”

“When did I ever?” Gracie glanced at her before retrieving cottony snow drape from the box.

“Gracie, think now before you—”

“Gage, shhhh.” Gracie shot him a curled-lip look. “This is girlfriend talk. She never told me Adam tried to get her back.”

“And there you go …” Gage stepped back, grinning, arms folded. “After this you can never call me a big mouth again.”

“Adam?” Susanna twisted the tinsel around her fingers. “I’m talking about Gage trying to get me to work for him again. What are you talking about?”

“Yeah, Gracie, what are you talking about?” Gage shoved aside Susanna’s pencil canister and collection of McDonald’s toys to perch on the edge of her desk. “I came to tell her I’d finally hired a landscape architect.”

“Oh.” Gracie’s cheeks flushed pink. A rare and unusual sight.

“Gracie, what’s this about Adam?” Five minutes ago, Susanna was confident about throwing her life into God’s hands. He had her back and she could do anything he called her to do. But news about Adam speared her confidence with doubt.

Gracie buried her attention in the Christmas box. “Won’t these white lights brighten things up around here?”

“Gracie.”

“You tell her.” She shot up and cut a pleading glance toward Gage.

“No way. You started this.”

“Oh, for crying out loud,” Susanna said. “I don’t care who started it, but someone had better finish it.”

“Adam’s getting married.” Gracie and Gage. In harmony.

“Married?” Susanna unwound the tinsel and let it slither back into the box. “To Sheree?”

“Yeah, so you knew?” Gracie worked the knots from a string of lights.

“He told me about her when we broke up.” Susanna motioned to the Christmas box. “Is that what this is about?”

“No, I really think this office needs some Christmas cheer.” Gracie dropped the lights. “I’m so sorry, Suz.”

“Don’t be. I’m glad you told me. I’d find out sooner or later.”

So Adam was moving on. Getting married.

Susanna didn’t have a place to live, but she’d surrendered her last offering to the Lord. Her time. Her will. Her very heart. No sense taking it back now. If all else failed, she knew of a good spot in the woods next to Aurora.


Brighton


Snow in early December put Nathaniel in a festive spirit, opened his heart for the Christmas season, and for a moment allowed him to forget the weight of preparing for his coronation.

He grieved his father still, wishing he could stride down the hall to ask him questions, glean from his wisdom. He longed for his strength and experience, his knowledge of the kingdom, of the family, of the entail.

This time next month, Nathaniel would be king. Regent of the Brighton Kingdom, the de facto Archduke of the Grand Duchy Hessenberg, head of the state and constitutional monarchy.

Ten million citizens under his care. Ten million hearts funneled into one—his. He must be an advocate for them all. Even the rumbling Hessens whose demand for their independence increased every day.

But they were all bound by the decisions of their forefathers and the ironclad entail. One of the latest headlines declared Brighton had stolen the rights to Hessenberg. Another declared that the royal family from the House of Augustine-Saxon had been murdered or exiled so far away they’d never be found again.

And yet, somehow, in the midst of the recent turmoil, the lovely Lady Genevieve came to the surface, a bright star willing to “save the day.”

Recently, Nathaniel resolved, if it came down to it, he would sacrifice himself, his heart, for the welfare of Brighton and independence of Hessenberg and marry Ginny.

Shouts from the staff’s children playing in the fresh snow beneath his window drew his attention from his worries. Gladly, Nathaniel shoved away from his desk for the window.

Whoa … Young Seamus Mackinder plastered pretty Sarah Warren with a fat snowball. She chased him ’round a tree, tackled him, and pushed his face beneath the snow.

Atta, girl. Don’t let the lads best you.

He wanted to be out there with them, laughing and forgetting how alone he felt. He’d felt isolated on occasion. Distinctly different from his mates, as if he walked alongside them but on a different path.

Yet he never felt as if he were on the outside looking in. But since Dad’s funeral, that brand of aloneness hit him. Along with a bit of fear.

He was the king. Walking in the giant footsteps of his father, grandfather, and every Stratton king back to King Stephen I.

Dad’s death took living history with it. The people looked to Nathaniel as king. But to whom did he look? The pondering question overwhelmed him and more and more brought him to his knees.

Prayer was his saving grace.

The children jumped on their sleds and headed down the hill—just like Nathaniel and Stephen had done so many times.

But there was work to be done. Dailies to review, emails to read, newspapers to ignore.

Nathaniel sat at his desk, sipped his coffee, and scanned the Daily Times and Hessen Today headlines.

They were dry, more businesslike papers. Nathaniel had asked Jon to stop bringing him the LibP and the Informant.

The LibP read like a revolutionary propaganda sheet, and the Informant remained true to its tabloid origins, turning every little thing into a scandal.

By their assertions, Nathaniel and Lady Genevieve would be engaged, if not married, and their first child on the way by the end for the year. What was the term the Informant used? “Looking for an heir bump.”

Horrid.

However, Jon informed him that the odds were now at fifty-to-one that Nathaniel would not propose to Lady Genevieve by Christmas. If he were a betting man, he’d take those odds.

The mantel clock chimed, and Nathaniel focused on the palace Christmas schedule, which required his approval.

Then he reviewed his weekly diary and answered a few emails before he shoved back from his desk, unable to shake the yearning to be out in the snow.

A good brisk walk ought to satisfy.

He headed for his private living quarters, knowing the subtle disturbance in his heart was about more than being king or wanting to play in the snow like a child.

Since he’d come home from St. Simons Island, he’d struggled with the quiet moments in his life.

Because that’s when he thought of her. Five months had passed since he’d left her standing on the beach, soaking wet. And he could not get her out of his mind. Or his heart.

Susanna Truitt had taken up residence in his head and refused to vacate. The more time passed, the more prevalent she became in his thoughts.

Was he in love?

He had no idea. But what did it matter? He could not marry her. The Duke of Wabash, his great-grandfather’s cousin, attempted to marry an English lady in the early nineteen hundreds and failed. If he’d married her, he would’ve lost his title, his inheritance, and his very way of life.

The duke gave up his intended. His love for her was not strong enough to endure a life without privilege.

Could Nathaniel give up everything for love? Or was he more devoted to duty? To his way of life? Title and privilege? Money?

But if God had placed him in Brighton at this moment in history, then surely he would help Nathaniel find love in the midst of it all.

Meanwhile, Jon informed him the LibP and Informant called for him to marry Lady Genevieve, saying it was the solution to both economies above all. But all the pressure to marry only made him want Susanna more.

In his day-to-day, he avoided marriage talk, preferring to give his heart and mind to becoming king. He’d fortified his emotional walls as best he could by eliminating all contact with Susanna.

When she completed “A King’s Garden,” Jonathan granted the final approval and sent the bonus check.

From the pictures, it appeared she had done a splendid job. Though he never doubted her. Nathaniel toyed with the idea of traveling to St. Simons Island to see the garden in person, but if he did, he’d feared his heart would never come home.

Arriving at his apartment, his butler Malcolm greeted him. “Your brother is in the living room.”

“Good. He can join me outside.” Nathaniel patted the elderly man on the shoulder. “Care to come, Malcolm? The snow is fresh.”

“I prefer the fire, Your Majesty.”

“Your choice. But at least put on a coat and step out on the balcony. It’s a beautiful day. Christmas is in the air.”

“Yes, sir,” Malcolm said, bowing slightly. “I’ll have tea and cakes waiting for your return.”

“Stephen?” Nathaniel rounded the corner into the living quarters, a rectangular space with a southern wall of windows, hand-woven tapestries adorning the clean, cream-colored walls, and imported Italian carpets in the living areas. Polished marble in the walkways and kitchen. The design was his—crisp, clean, masculine. Simple.

His younger brother stood by the fireplace in his stocking feet while his muddy trainers left a brown puddle on the hearth. His rugby gear was wet and muddy. “We’ve a shot, Nate. To win the cup. Brighton Union is coming on strong.”

“And with a prince as their star wing.” Nathaniel raised his hand, his fingers forming the U of the Brighton Union sign. Stephen gave his all to making the national team, overcoming the stigma of being a rejected first-year player. “Want to go for a walk in the snow? The staff children inspired me.”

“I just came from the snow.” He offered up his cold red hands as proof. Stephen communicated with his entire being. His hands, his mannerisms, his movements. The way his dark hair stood on end made him look as if he were in a constant state of shock. But there wasn’t a more steady, peaceful man.

Nathaniel crossed toward his room. “Have Malcolm bring ’round tea if you want. I’m going for a stroll outside.”

“You can’t ignore them.” Stephen’s voice trailed after him, giving advice to a notion Nathaniel never verbalized. “The call to marry Lady Genevieve.”

“I can and I will.” He turned back to his brother.

“Why don’t you just address them?” Stephen dropped to the couch, tugging his rucksack to the cushion beside him. He dug around until he produced a plastic-wrapped sandwich of some sort. He took a big bite, then spread his arms across the back of the couch, glaring at Nathaniel and expecting an answer. And a darn good one.

“They’ll draw me into the debate. Have me publicly announce I don’t love Lady Genevieve, and I won’t marry her to save Hessenberg or our economy. Then the political pundits and factions will explode, calling me mean-spirited, selfish, only caring for myself. I have so much; they have so little. Though they themselves would not require this standard of themselves.”

“What about the American girl?”

“What American girl?” He’d not talked to anyone but Jonathan about Susanna. Even then, only when she finished the garden. He believed his silence would help him forget her.

“The one in the LibP picture.”

“From five months ago?”

Stephen shoved the corner of his sandwich into his mouth for another ravenous bite. “I don’t know …” He spoke and chewed at the same time, like a rugby player rather than the man of manners Mum worked so hard to raise.

“If you’re hungry, Stephen, I can ring for Malcolm.”

He shook his head, finished his sandwich—in one bite, no less—and dusted crumbs from his fingers. “I’ve dinner plans.” Still with his mouth full.

“Did you stop by just to see how I fared with the press?”

“That and to see if the jeweler delivered Mum’s birthday gift.”

“This morning.” Nathaniel had one of Dad’s pocket watches refurbished, the one he’d inherited from his grandfather, King Leopold IV. After Dad died, Mum said the ticking clocks reminded her of Dad’s heart. Nathaniel thought the watch would bring her comfort.

“Did you give it to her? Did she cry?”

“In her way, yes. Wouldn’t look at me for a few moments. You remember we’re taking her to the symphony tomorrow night for her birthday celebration. Black tie. And no wild-colored cummerbunds.”

“It’s on my diary.” Stephen reached into his rucksack and tossed a velvet box toward Nathaniel. “Mum sent it over to me. Asked if I’d give it to you.”

Nathaniel caught the box with one hand. He didn’t have to ask what it was. He knew. Granny’s engagement ring. “Mum already tried to give this to me a month ago, but I refused. I’m not getting engaged.” About to toss the ring back to his brother, Nathaniel paused to lift the lid. A sparkling five-karat diamond rested in a bed of white velvet. Prisms of color splashed over Nathaniel’s fingers. “Queen Anne-Marie’s ring.”

“Mum seems to think you need a bit of encouragement is all.”

“Are you Mum’s accomplice?” Nathaniel tossed the box back to his brother. “Conspiring to get me to marry Ginny?”

The ring had been in the family for over a century, but his paternal grandmother was the last to wear it. Grandfather King Stephen VII proposed marriage to Granny, Lady Isabelle, when she was a mere seventeen years old.

But exactly one hundred years before, Lord Thomas Winthrop had the ring made for Brighton’s last reigning queen, Anne-Marie, in 1852.

“Don’t shoot the messenger.” Stephen caught the box and fired it back at Nathaniel as Malcolm entered the room with the tea cart. Stephen hopped up, aiming for the sweet cakes.

“I thought you were going to dinner.” Nathaniel set the ring on the coffee table. He’d have Jon return it to the vault.

“A sweet cake is just what I need to hold me over.” He shoved the whole thing in his mouth and reached for another. “Mum thinks Ginny would make a grand wife and future queen.”

“Then you can marry her.”

“Me? You’re the heir. She’s not in love with me.”

“Nor is she in love with me.” Nathaniel thought better of leaving the ring on the coffee table and placed it on the mantel behind the clock. A seventy-thousand-dollar ring was not to be tossed about like a football.

“Love? Do any of us ever know if we’re really in love?”

Yes. “All your brilliant logic aside, Steve, I’m not marrying Lady Genevieve.”

“You have to marry someone. All that jazz about heirs producing heirs, carrying on royal lines.”

“You can produce an heir just as well as I can.” The mantel clock chimed the hour. Four o’clock. He’d missed his moment to walk in the snow. Nathaniel peered at the window, the gray lines of the winter evening already shading the remains of the day. “Prince Francis had no children.”

“He’s your example? I daresay he’s the reason why you’re in this mess. All I’m saying is you should not count Ginny out so quickly.”

Nathaniel watched Stephen go for a fourth, or was it his fifth, cake. Nathaniel didn’t feel like having this conversation.

“Stephen, did Mum put you up to this? Or perhaps Morris Alderman?”

“Morris? You’ve lost your mind, man. The press? I avoid them.”

“Ginny’s spent more time wooing you and Mum, the King’s Office, the prime minister, and the press than relating to me.”

“How much time have you spent wooing her?” He was clearing the entire tea cart of sweet cakes.

“None.” Nathaniel rammed his hands into his pockets—a habit he must break, since it was considered ill form to put his hands in his pocket during parliamentary meetings or government functions.

“If you marry her, the entail becomes a moot point. All is well.”

Stephen must be reading the newspapers. “No, Stephen, it becomes more complicated. If I marry her and style her as Her Royal Highness queen of Brighton, she is no longer nobility but royalty. Then Parliament must decide whether she is a true enough descendant of Prince Francis to be his royal heir at the end of the entail agreement. She becomes the grand duchess of Hessenberg and the queen of Brighton. While I’ll only be king of Brighton.”

“Surely you’re not jealous? ‘I have one country and Ginny has two.’ She won’t stay the grand duchess. She calls forth a government, creates an independent Hessenberg, and resigns the throne. Returns to her place here.”

“Are you so naïve? She’ll never leave Hessenberg. Why would she? She’ll have potential for enormous wealth.”

He shrugged. “I don’t know, but Hessenberg and Brighton will both be independent. What else is there to know?”

Politics was not Stephen’s forte. “Plenty.” This whole blooming thing made Nathaniel’s head hurt. “But there is one true fact. I don’t want to marry her.”

Should he have a T-shirt made? Point to it when anyone asked?

“She’s gorgeous, Nate. Smart, fun, popular. She’ll rally the people no matter what happens with the entail.” Stephen approached Nathaniel now that the sweet cakes were gone. “But I want you to know you’re not in this alone. I’m here for you. Supporting you.”

“Then start by ending this rush toward Ginny.” Nathaniel clapped his hand on Stephen’s shoulder, shaking him slightly, nabbing his full attention.

Three years apart, the brothers were the same height, but Nathaniel was broad and muscled like their father. Stephen was lean and wiry like Mum’s father, strong with lightning moves. Nathaniel was deep and contemplative. Stephen lived on the surface with his emotions, quick and verbal.

“You’re sure this has nothing to do with the American?”

“If you can give me a name. A real name. Not the American, I might give you an answer.” Nathaniel poured himself a cup of tea. He bested his brother on this one. He had no idea—

“Susanna.”

Nathaniel dropped a lump of sugar in his cup. “Jonathan told you?”

“Yes, if you promise not to fire him. Otherwise, no.”

“He should mind his own business.”

“He’s concerned about you. You’ve changed since you came home from the States.”

“Of course. Our father died, and I found myself king.”

“Do you love her?”

“I don’t know.” But he did. The truth lived in the valleys of his heart and mind. He kept thinking that in time, he’d get over her. Find love in Brighton. “Even so, what does it matter?” Nathaniel sat with his tea. “Though I suppose I could abdicate, marry Susanna, hand you the Brighton throne and the entail mess. You could marry Ginny.”

“Ha-ha, well played, old boy.” Stephen pointed at him, smiling.

“You could finally convert the throne room to the bowling alley you always wanted.”

Stephen laughed. “Dad would rise up out of his grave.”

“With all the kings and queens of Brighton.”

“Nate, would you? Abdicate over an American lass you knew for a fortnight?” Stephen sat on the coffee table in front of Nathaniel.

“Tempting, but no. I can’t do it to Brighton. To Mum or the family. Besides, it would throw us into unbelievable turmoil.”

“What of your own turmoil?”

“I’ll shove it aside. Isn’t that what kings do? Set aside their personal life for the good of all?”

“Certainly Dad did.” Stephen jumped up when the mantel clock chimed again. “Need to run.” He slung his rucksack over his shoulder. “Nate, would she be a good queen? The American?”

“I don’t know. But I think, little brother, she would be good for the king.”

Stephen stared away for a moment. “Odd how you seem to be a man who has it all, except you can’t marry the woman you love.”

“I can’t even date her to see if I really do love her. It wouldn’t be fair.” Nathaniel sipped his tea and set it aside. It had grown cold.

“I have a few minutes, Nate.” Stephen tossed his bag back to the couch. “Loan me some warmer clothes, and we can go out in the snow.” He jumped to the window. “It’s not too late. The children are still playing.”

“I think I’ve lost my joy in the idea.” Nathaniel peered out the window. A fresh snow had begun to fall, filling the sledding ruts of the south lawn with big flakes. The older kids had joined the younger ones, sledding, tossing snowballs.

“For Dad, Nate. For old times’ sake.”

Nathaniel glanced back at his brother. He was smiling, egging Nathaniel on with his expression. “All right, you’re on.” He craved the cold, a burst of icy wind to dismantle his warm feelings for Susanna.

Before the clock struck the half hour, Nathaniel and Stephen burst through the south entrance of the palace to the surprised glances of the staff and children.

With a shout, the smaller children left their sleds and ran to him. “It’s Prince Nathaniel.”

“King, silly, he’s the king.” One of the older girls ran after her brother and sister, stopping them just shy of Nathaniel to curtsy. “Begging your pardon, sir.”

He bent down to her. “Not to worry.”

Stephen chose that moment to interrupt with a wild-man yell and smacked Nathaniel in the side of the head with a snowball. “Snow wars!”

Oh, it was on. Nathaniel gathered a crew of two older boys, two little ones, and the youngest girls.

Stephen had the other kids—two older girls, a boy who was the size of two, and the remainder of the young ones.

White bombs flew through the air. Nathaniel aimed for Stephen, ducking his snowballs and taunting him.

At the doors and windows, the staff collected to watch. Cheering them on.

Nathaniel released his last snowball just as Stephen yelled, “Charge!” Ducking his head, Stephen hit him in the chest with his shoulder, knocking him to the ground.

Snow filled his ears and slipped down the collar of his coat. Oh, so cold. But so good. He laughed when Stephen let him up and the children charged them both this time. Nathaniel picked up little Ansley and spun her around.

The laughter, the cold and snow, the shouts of the children healed Nathaniel’s sorrow over losing his dad. Over his lost boyhood, over memories of Stephen and his parents, over his life that changed forever the day Dad died. But most of all, he laughed for the future of Brighton and her children.