Once Upon a Kiss

chapter 19





She didn’t know he was there.

In the shadows.

Watching as she stole by him on her way to his brothers chamber. Her fine pleated gown had billowed about her with the night draft, her shape gracefully limned beneath. She was lithe and beautiful, her bosom ripe... high... round. Her waist small...

A strangled sound caught at the back of Blaec’s throat at the excruciating thought of his brother’s hands upon her. God... why? Never in his life had he begrudged him anything.

Why her?

Why now?

He didn’t think he could bear it.

For certain, he would have to leave.

He lifted the flagon he clutched within his hand to his parched lips, and then drew it away irritably, shaking it. Discovering it empty, he tossed it aside.

Though deep in his cups, he still could not sleep, imagining her in there... in his brother’s arms...

Blocking the vision from his mind, he stretched out upon the pallet within the solar, staring at the ceiling, his body taut. With a low moan, he closed his eyes, raking his fingers across his scalp. Already his head hurt, but he didn’t know whether it was the drink or the tension. Perhaps it was both.

Just as he wondered, again, what they might be doing, the door to Graeham’s chamber burst open, and someone bellowed his name. Graeham, he thought. His eyes attempted to focus upon the figure standing silhouetted in the doorway. Graeham. Surging to his feet, Blaec swayed slightly, half expecting to find a blade protruding from his brother’s chest.

“Get her the hell out of my chamber!” Graeham demanded.

Blaec shook his head, unable to comprehend, for Graeham stood there unharmed.

Angry, but unharmed.

“By God! I don’t care if you have to sleep atop her,” he bellowed, “get her out of here, and keep her out!”

Dominique could scarcely believe her ears. Her face flamed with mortification.

For an instant she thought he might be speaking to a guard, despite that she’d not spied one on her way into his chamber—certainly not there in the solar. She would have noticed...

Her heart lurched when Blaec d’Lucy appeared in the doorway, leaning idly upon the doorframe as he peered inside. Yet though his appearance was calm, the look in his eyes was anything but.

They accused her once more, though he said nothing.

He wore only his loose breeches, no tunic, and his hair was disheveled as though from sleep. In the dim light of the room, his flesh was even swarthier, glistening with a light sheen of sweat, for the night was warm.

Had he been there in the solar all along?

How had she missed him?

Had he heard?

It didn’t matter, she wasn’t going anywhere with him. He stood there, as though waiting—well, he could stand an eternity. She wasn’t going anywhere. He moved suddenly, as though to come for her. “Nay!” she shrieked hysterically. “I can find my own way!” She bounded from the bed at once, and giving Graeham a wounded glance, hurried to the door, hesitating there, for she was forced to slip between them. Her heart began again to pound as she glanced from one brother to the other, gathering her courage. She bolted past them all at once.

“I’ve no need of escort!” she informed them both haughtily, and prayed he would not follow.

To her dismay, she didn’t get far.

Blaec, the cur, was behind her within the instant—curse him!—lifting her up and heaving her over his shoulder. In the space of seconds, Dominique found herself dangling like a sack of meal down his bare back. Shrieking indignantly, she pummeled his back with her fists, trying not to note the heat of his bare flesh.

“I despise you!” she hissed at him. “Release me at once, you loathsome cur!” Feeling dizzy, and a little as though she would swoon again, she braced her palms against his back and felt his muscles flinch at her touch.

Adding to the insult, he said not a word as he hauled her up the tower steps to his chamber. No apology—naught! And Dominique found herself seething by the time they reached the antechamber. To her way of thought, he enjoyed this far too much! Well, he wasn’t simply going to walk away this time, because she wasn’t going to let him! Not without gouging his eyes out!

Kicking open the antechamber door, and then the door to the chamber, he carried her within and tossed her down upon his bed, again as though she were no more than baggage. But Dominique vowed it wasn’t going to be so easy as that. She locked her arms about his neck, refusing to let go, fully intending to scratch his eyes out when she got them within reach.

Screaming, she pulled him down with her.

With a grunt of surprise, he toppled upon her.

Dominique lost her grip—as well as her breath—with the impact. But that didn’t stop her. She groped wildly for a lock of his hair, grasping it as though her soul depended upon it—God curse his own rotten soul! It would serve him right did she yank every hair out of his head!

At once his hand shot up, seizing her wrist, gripping it tightly. “Let go,” he snarled.

“Never!” she replied vehemently. “Arrogant bastard! I’d as lief pluck every strand from your churlish head. How dare you treat me so!”

His thumb pressed harder against the tender spot in her wrist, until Dominique cried out in pain. Still she refused to ease her hold.

He sounded as though he could not catch his breath, but Dominique could not tell, for the chamber, despite that the shutters were open wide to the night, was pitch-black. He emitted some sound, something akin to a snarl.

“What the hell were you doing in my brother’s chamber?” he demanded suddenly.

“As though it were any of your bloody concern!” she hissed at him. “Overbearing bastard!”

He clucked his tongue at her in the darkness. “Such language... Did you speak this way with Graeham, too?” he asked. “Is that why he tossed you out of his bed?”

“I most certainly did not! And he did not—”

“He did,” Blaec countered with deceptive calm. The seductively gentle tone of his voice sent a quiver of alarm down Dominique’s spine, for the hold he retained upon her wrist was anything but tender. “You forget I was there, demoiselle,” he taunted her. “Perhaps your brother failed to inform you, Lady Dominique... but my brother likes his women chaste.”

“Why, you!” Catching the gleam in his eyes, Dominique meant to strike him, but he held her wrists too firmly.

She twisted and bucked beneath him, and he grunted, as though in pain. “I would not move quite so, were I you,” he warned her softly, and then rocked his pelvis suggestively against her, letting her feel him. “As I myself take my pleasures where they are offered.”

Dominique gasped in shock and in outrage.

Though she could not see him in the blackness of the chamber, she could feel his eyes upon her, burning into her very soul... cold feel his panting breath, warm and sweet with wine... feel his manhood nestled scandalously against her thigh.

Sweet Jesu, she felt that even through her chainse and the cloth of his breeches. It could not be missed!

She swallowed convulsively, stilling her movements at once.

For the longest instant, neither moved.

He laughed softly, the sound mirthless, mocking. He bent to whisper against her ear. “I see that I have your attention at last.”

Dominique’s grip tightened upon his hair. Perhaps she could not move the rest of her body, but she could make him regret every blessed word he spoke to her!



Pain shot across Blaec’s scalp, but he welcomed it, for it kept him from forgetting himself entirely. The feel of her beneath him was too potent a distraction by far. Like some lost soul, he prayed she would not move, and prayed, at the same time, that she would—prayed that she would release him, and was heartily relieved when she did not.

Unable to help himself, he moved against her, and felt himself throb. Christ... he thought he would lose control... “Dominique,” he rasped, pleading, and then it was too late. He couldn’t nave stopped himself had he tried. Far too long had he lain upon his pallet... wanting this... and now she was beneath him... and it was no dream...

Last night in his tent, he’d awakened, moving against his pallet, thinking it was her... needing it to be so.

And now it was, and he was undone.

One arm slid beneath her back and he lowered his mouth, unerringly, to her lips.

Startled by the unexpected warmth of his mouth, Dominique gasped in surprise, opening to him. At once he thrust his tongue between her lips. With a soft cry, she released his hair, dropping her arms to his neck, and the helpless gesture sent a new burst of heat singing through his veins, filled him with a triumph that was not his right to feel.



From the first instant, Dominique was lost.

She could not think, only feel... and the feeling was too exquisite for mere words. It was as though she had lived an eternity for this single moment. All thought of denial fled from her head and from her heart... and from her lips... and from her body.

All she could think of was the warmth of his tongue, the sweetness of his breath... and the softness of his lips as he lapped and tasted of her mouth.

Seduced her.

He tasted of sweet wine, she thought vaguely. Delicious. Of their own will, her hands wound themselves within the length of his hair... only this time, her fingers reveled in the softness.

That feeling... that same incredible feeling that had sparked to life before—that same feeling that made her yearn so desperately to close her thighs against him—began to unfurl once more... simmer... burn...

Moaning softly, Dominique writhed mindlessly beneath him... needing more. He responded with a low, husky moan, and slid down the length of her body. For an instant, Dominique thought he meant to leave her. And to her shock and dismay, she felt only relief when he remained, nibbling and kissing at the heated flesh of her neck. She arched to give him better access, mindless with the pleasure he gave her, sobbing softly at her own wantonness.

But she didn’t care... she didn’t want to let herself care.

She was her mother’s daughter.

“Forgive me,” he whispered.

Dominique wondered if he asked it of her... or whether they were her own words... and then she wondered no more, for the hand beneath her back lifted her up, and he moved down on her yet again. With a low groan, his lips found and closed about the peak of one breast, toying with it, lapping it, tugging it gently, suckling as sweetly as a babe.

Dominique cried out, tensing, though only for an instant, for the shock of his intimacy faded at once with the incredible sensations that burst through her, aroused by his suckling. Whimpering, she arched beneath him, writhing, weeping with the inconceivable emotions that swept over her.

Oh, God, but she was wicked... wicked... wicked...

Her hands locked about his head, holding him fast to suckle at her breast, while beneath him, her body began to undulate of its own accord. He moved down slowly, alternately nipping at and kissing her breasts.

In all her life, she’d never felt more confused... more certain of anything...

She needed him.

Blaec groaned with pleasure when she accepted him so fully, raising her breast for him. He suckled her, moving against her in euphoria, knowing he should stop, but unable to force himself to do so.

It was as though his body were not his own.

He reveled in the taste of her flesh—delicious even through the fine linen cloth of her chainse— the warmth of her body, the long length of her legs against his own.

It was too much for him to bear.

His hands, flexing, slid down along her delectable curves, slowly, savoring every inch of her, committing her to memory... for somewhere in his half-consciousness, he understood... this could not happen again.

But this once...

He could not stop.

He could not have torn himself away from her even had someone stood above him with sword in hand, ready to plunge it between his shoulder blades.

Gladly he would die for this moment.

God strike him down, but he would not stop.

Dominique was only vaguely aware that he lifted her chainse, but she welcomed it... wanted to feel his mouth on her bare flesh... his hands... though with a desperation that dismayed her, she fought the separation of their bodies, clinging to him as though she would die with their parting.

And God’s truth... she thought she might

Unable to remove her gown, Blaec gripped the neckline instead, rending it savagely, jerking the offending garment from between them once and for all.

The shock of bodily contact was absolute.

He groaned in torment at the feel of her bare breasts arching against him, her pebbled nipples rising to brush his chest... her warmth, her softness.

Like a man possessed, he rocked against her, losing himself a little more with every mindless undulation. He could not see her, but he could feel her, and she felt exquisite.

“Beautiful,” he whispered. The feel of her was ecstasy. “My God, you are beautiful.” And if he didn’t bare himself at once, he thought he would go mad. He fumbled between them for the ties that bound his breeches, and shrugged out of them, gasping aloud as he freed himself, at last. Reaching down, he hooked his arms beneath her knees, raising her legs.

She was a vixen... her brother’s whore... and she incited him to madness—best the truth be discovered sooner than later, he told himself. For his brother’s sake. The woman beneath him could not possibly be pure. The fire within her burned too hotly for him to believe it had never been kindled before.

In all likelihood his brother had already discovered that fact, and that was why he’d ordered her out of his chamber.

With that last piercing thought, he positioned himself against her, holding her legs up for his pleasure. He didn’t care. He wanted her to take him deeply, sheathe him wholly. She moaned beneath him in abandon, writhing in expectation of his entrance into her body.

Well, she need wait no longer, he thought viciously.

Nor could he.

He slid the tip of his shaft easily within her, and then surged down against her, groaning with the exquisite tightness of her body as it sheathed him.

Dominique cried out with the pain of his intrusion, going still beneath him. Her body began a cold sweat, but she clenched her teeth and bore it, knowing the pleasure would come again. Alyss had told her so.

She knew it instinctively as well.

Above her, Blaec, too, went wholly still.

“Damn you,” he muttered. At once he began to withdraw, but the pain was already fading, and Dominique could not bear for him to leave her now.

Now they were just beginning...

Now she was just beginning...

She wrapped her legs about his waist, holding him in that ageless lover’s embrace.

“Damn me,” he whispered. “Damn me... damn me... God forgive me,” he said, and lowered himself against her once more, rocking her gently, letting her adjust to his size, his arms trembling with restraint.

Dominique’s fingers skimmed the taut muscles of his arms. Instinctively she wrapped her arms around his shoulders, stroking his back, reveling in the width of his muscled shoulders, the heat of his body. Without thinking, she drew his head down to hers, craving his kisses fiercely.

He responded at once, as though he understood what she needed. His tongue flicked out, brushing her lips, and Dominique opened to him wholly. When he teased her mouth, she suckled his tongue, tentatively offering her own in return. His response was a low, guttural moan.

With that small victory, she whimpered softly, wanting him to move against her again... as he had before. Mindlessly she rocked against him.

“Dominique…” He reached down between them, stilling the movement of her hips with his hands. “Stop,” he rasped, and tried once more to withdraw.

Dominique followed him with her hips, forcing him deeper inside her. Crying out when he withdrew again, farther this time, she grasped the sheets, and followed him stubbornly.

“Dominique,” he cautioned, withdrawing once more, so that the tip of his shaft was all that remained. “You cannot know...”

“I do,” she murmured breathlessly. “I do...” Feeling never more brazen, she locked her legs about his waist and surged upward, crying out as he filled her completely. “I do,” she whispered euphorically.

Tendrils of heat slithered through her forbidden regions, making her cry out in triumph.

Never had she imagined such sensations possible.

Never had she dreamed.

“I cannot stop,” he warned her now. “I can—not!” With a harsh cry of his own, he withdrew and surged forward again.

“Yes!” she cried. She did not want him to leave her. She never wanted him to leave her. She wanted this never to end. She wanted him to fill her this way always.

Just now, there was no world, only the two of them.

There was no betrothal, no brother, no daylight.

Only the two of them. And the darkness.

Tomorrow was soon enough to consider those things.

Tonight she could only think of this. Right now. This incredible sensation that tore through her, pulling her into a whirlwind of unconscious feeling. Clutching the bed sheets desperately as he moved against her, rocked her, Dominique sobbed softly, welcoming him.

Christ... was he mad?

She was his brother’s bride.

At the very least, he could not spill himself within her. Do not, he commanded himself. It would be the final betrayal—though God curse him, he could not stop!

She moved against him with complete abandon, and he could not stop.

He was powerless to resist.

Once more he tried in vain to unsheathe himself, and was undone by the silky softness of her. He lost all control then, thrusting savagely, filling her, and withdrawing. When her body tightened and convulsed about him, he arched his head backward, crying out, a guttural, tormented sound.

Beneath him, Dominique sobbed with her own release, her body convulsing, coaxing his seed from him, demanding his surrender.

With a last powerful thrust, Blaec spilled himself deep inside her.

And still it was not enough.

He clutched her buttocks, pressing her tightly against his body, undulating once more, and once more, and once more, driving his seed into the depths of her body.

And even then he could not stop.

Tonight, against all morality, he’d made her his own... and he could not blame the wine.

He was weak and without honor.

And the fault was wholly his own.

Tomorrow the price of his sin would be weighed in the full light of day.

But tonight, for the first time since his youth, his eyes glazed with tears. With a low, harsh cry, he collapsed atop her, holding her tightly... burying himself within the silence and the darkness.

God help him, his father had been right.