Once Again a Bride

Eleven



Alec found the breakfast room blessedly empty when he entered it the following morning. He gathered whatever came to hand, took a pot of tea, and shut himself in his study before that could change. All night, through fitful sleep and restless dreams, his thoughts had been full of Charlotte. Her lips, the feel of her body against his, the brightness of her coppery eyes dimming as he pushed her away. Memories of her drowned his senses and wreaked havoc in his mind. They lingered now, despite anything he could do.

Alec had always seen himself as a sensible son of his sensible father. Of course he had “fun”—Charlotte’s accusation still stung. But he knew where to draw the line; he prized stability, reasonable action. Now, he’d begun to fear that his grandfather’s blood ran strong in his veins as well—his grandfather who’d succumbed to “love” and poisoned the inner sanctuary of his family for decades. At the moment, Alec felt just as reckless, as helpless, as the forebear he’d always—despised? pitied?—because his life had been overturned by a slender girl who’d thrown herself at him like a…

No, it hadn’t been like that. She had fallen into his arms as naturally as… in his house, with his sisters sleeping upstairs, he’d almost swept her up and carried her to his bed. Unthinkable. He wished her gone, or better yet, never met. He wanted so much to see her that he had to resist going to her chamber. When Edward had snatched her away at the evening party, he’d been enraged. He didn’t know what to do. He knew only that this felt dangerous, and he hated it.

Alec forced himself to work, and as he read tale after tale of distress in the letters on his desk, his own problems began to recede. Whole families were starving; he couldn’t even imagine what it would be like to watch one’s children wasting away from hunger. Or, perhaps he could, just a bit. Anne’s illness had driven him nearly mad with helplessness. If it hadn’t been conquered finally, thanks to Charlotte… He was thinking of her again.

He gritted his teeth and opened a report from his steward, Hobbs, who administered a relief fund Alec had established for tenants on his estates. That idea had worked well. The only difficulty was that they were receiving appeals from more and more people who were not tenants. Alec had agreed to respond to those in neighboring villages, but word of the fund had spread further. Requests were coming from all over the county and beyond, far more than Alec could fulfill even if he bankrupted himself. Frustrated, angry, he sat amid the piles of paper and nearly despaired. He would force himself to make another round of visits, urging fellow landholders to help their own people. Some treated him like a beggar, some like a fool for “wasting” his income. Some actually laughed at him. Not that he went to see those sorts more than once.

There was a soft knock, and the door opened to reveal Frances, crisp in a blue morning gown. “May I interrupt you a moment, Alec?”

He remembered that he had meant to speak to her. Another thing swept from his mind by his enchanting houseguest. “Is anything wrong?” he asked, hoping that she knew the question covered past circumstances as well as present.

“Not wrong, really. It is just that Charlotte has given me a great deal to think about.” Her tone was distracted, as if she were only half here.

“Charlotte?” Could he never escape the girl? He met her at every turn.

“Yes. She’s a very thoughtful girl.”

Alec compared this judgment with the twirling siren he’d encountered last night and found no connection.

“Is that house you own near Butterley still vacant? The little manor with the fine gardens?”

“The…?” Alec gathered his wits. “I believe so. I’ve heard nothing of a tenant from Hobbs.”

“Ah. What would you think if I should want it?” Frances cocked her head and smiled at him.

“Want what? The house? What for?”

“Well, to live in. Not at once of course, but eventually. When I leave.”

“Leave?” Alec felt as if he’d gotten so far behind in this conversation that he would never catch up. “Leave… us?”

Frances looked at him with benevolent impatience. “Children do grow up, Alec. You will not need me forever.”

“But… you… we…”

A tap on the door announced Ethan. “That Mr. Hanks is here again, sir,” said the footman.

Frances turned with an airy wave. “This can wait. There’s no hurry, obviously.” She went out in a rustle of cambric. Alec sat at his desk, stunned by the revolution in his household arrangements that she had implied.

“Sir?” said Ethan after a while.

“What? Oh, the Runner. Send him in, I suppose.” The man looked just the same—gray and forgettable with the shaded eyes of a hawk. “You have something to report?”

“Not exactly a report. I wanted to talk to you, like.”

“You have more questions for Mrs. Wylde?”

“In a manner of speaking. After a bit, mebbe.”

Something about the way he said those words puzzled Alec. “Sit down. Tell me what’s on your mind.”

“Yes, sir.” Hanks took one of the chairs on the other side of the desk, brooded briefly, then spoke. “Here it ’tis. I en’t much of a believer in coincidence. So it’s always stuck in my craw, so to speak, that this Henry Wylde is killed, and then his house is robbed, if you take my meaning?”

“You think these things are connected.” It seemed obvious once he said it.

“Well, here’s a man with mighty regular habits, no incidents reported. And then, of a sudden, two crimes committed.”

“So you think someone killed him because of his collections?” Alec paused. “You mentioned the last time you were here that my uncle was foolish about his antiquities purchases. Perhaps there was a dispute with someone who cheated him?”

“Good thought, sir.” Hanks nodded his approval. “I en’t found any such thing, however. And I believe I’ve talked to near everyone he bought from.”

“Ah.” Alec’s momentary view of himself as a brilliant investigator receded.

“Here’s the thing.” Hanks hesitated.

“Yes?”

“Well, sir, your common footpad is no killer. He hits ’em, takes when he can get, and runs. Mebbe now and then he hits too hard, accidental, like. But this weren’t like that. Mr. Wylde’s head was beat right in.” Ignoring Alec’s wince, he added, “Murder is mostly personal.”

Chilled, Alec said, “Just tell me what you came to say.”

“I talked to that feller Holcombe.”

“A malicious man and, I suspect, a liar.”

“Yes, sir,” Hanks agreed. “I talked to the other servants as well. Tracked ’em down around the city. And what I learned, reading between the lines and making allowances, you understand, was that Mrs. Wylde was made downright miserable in that house. Just about tormented, I would say. Mebbe enough to… snap.”

Alec thought of things Charlotte had said, that he knew, about her former situation.

“She had every reason in the world to wish her husband…”

“Stop.” Alec struggled with his temper and a sudden fear. “You cannot be about to accuse a young woman of quality of murdering her husband?”

“Not herself, sir, no. She was seen at home that night. But hiring it done p’raps. And I en’t saying for sure…”

“Ridiculous! Outrageous!”

Hanks didn’t quail in the face of his anger. “In such a case, the wife expects to inherit, see, but your uncle’s will put a damper on that, and so…”

Neither man had heard the study door open.

“You’re asking me to believe that Charlotte Wylde hired a murderer, and then a thief…?”

“Well, I ’spect it would be the same man, sir. And I en’t saying fer…”

“What?” asked a quavering voice. Alec looked up to find Charlotte in the doorway, staring at him as if she couldn’t have heard correctly. “What?” she said again.

“Ma’am,” offered Jem Hanks. He didn’t look at all embarrassed. He simply watched her with his raptor’s gaze.

Alec, on the other hand, flushed scarlet. “It is an insane theory…”

“They told me the Runner was here. I came down to help. You are accusing me…?” Hand on the doorknob, she swayed a little. Her face was ashen. “Hiring…? You think that I would…?”

“Of course not.”

She didn’t seem to hear him; she was staring at Hanks. “How would I hire…? Henry gave me no money.”

“Hypothetically, a… person might promise payment from the inheritance. And then when there weren’t none to speak of…”

Charlotte clutched the doorknob like a lifeline. “A ‘person’ might, I suppose. I did not.”

Hanks continued to watch her. Alec suddenly wondered if he had come here to do just that. He looked from one to the other, shaken to the core by the last night and morning. An insidious inner voice suggested that he had taken a stranger into his home, where his young sisters lived. He had accepted everything she said without question. He actually knew nothing of her background, beyond her assertions. Of course these accusations were idiotic. There was no question of murder. Only misunderstanding and a creeping doubt… and encroaching chaos. “I think it would be best…”

“Do not say that to me!” Charlotte shrieked. “Don’t you dare! My father ‘thought it best’ to marry me off to a cold, cruel man. My husband ‘thought it best’ to treat me like a pariah. No one asks me! And you… you have no right whatsoever to ‘think it best.’ You have no authority over me.”

Alec was lashed by memories of his grandmother’s tirades. She’d terrorized the family—lied, pitted one relative against another, brutally manipulated. “You are a guest in my house,” he snapped. “That gives me some authority.”

“To be a household tyrant?” Charlotte glared at Alec. “You believe this of me?”

Anne and Lizzy were, blessedly, too young to remember much. He’d vowed they would never experience even the echo of those screaming rants. And here was this woman he barely knew, shouting at him.

“I see.” Charlotte stepped back into the hall and slammed the door behind her. The sound seemed to echo through the room, through the years. Alec felt as if it ricocheted inside his head.

“Hadn’t meant to do that just now,” said Jem Hanks.

“To…?”

“I prefer to have a bit of evidence before I confront the…”

“There will be no such evidence!” What had he been thinking? Had he no trust in his own ability to judge character? He’d talked with Charlotte, seen her with his sisters. He knew her to be an admirable person.

Hanks rose, clearly aware that he was no longer welcome. “Like as not you’re right, sir.”

“Of course I’m right!”

With a nod, Hanks took himself off.

Alec waited another moment to get himself under control. He didn’t want to repeat his foolish mistake. But the pause was just too long. Charlotte was already gone.

***

Tears pooled in Lucy’s eyes. She blinked, then blinked again to keep them from overflowing. Even so, a few fell onto the coverlet as she shoved her things into her bag. Susan had promised to see that Miss Charlotte’s belongings were packed up and sent, but Lucy hadn’t wanted to ask anyone else to take care of her own few possessions. In fact, she hadn’t wanted anyone to see her after she heard that they were going back to that cold, hateful house. And why? She didn’t know. She knew only that Miss Charlotte had slammed out the front door, mad as fire about something. She’d thrown a few words at Ethan and brought Lucy’s world crashing down around her ears.

Lucy wanted to sink onto the bed and weep. It had felt so settled here. She’d stopped thinking about the wretchedness of the last year, the terrors of their days in the empty house. Now, without a word of warning, they were going back. The place waited, like the dreadful castle in fairy tales, to swallow them up forever.

It wasn’t the extra work she dreaded. She liked to work. It was the loneliness and the responsibility. Of course she would always stand by Miss Charlotte, but what could she do all alone? There were so many things about her situation that she didn’t understand.

This time back in a proper household had made Lucy feel younger and maybe even less able to cope. Where she was going there would be no housekeeper or cook to offer advice; there would be no Jennings to teach her useful new skills. Lucy bent her head. It was the closest she’d ever come to flat despair.

Ethan appeared in the open doorway. “I got you a cab.”

Lucy turned away, not wanting him to see signs of tears.

“The fare’s paid and all.” He stepped into the room. “Maybe it’s just a misunderstanding, and you’ll be back in a day or two.”

Lucy shook her head. “Miss Charlotte doesn’t lose her temper very often, but when she does…” She was that stubborn with it. “Anyway, she always meant to go back. It’s her house.” Which she’d known very well, Lucy thought. She shouldn’t have let herself get so comfortable here.

“Well, you can visit…” Ethan began.

Lucy snapped, “I’ll be doing the work of a whole staff! I won’t have time to turn around, let alone go visiting.”

“But you’ll be hiring…”

“I don’t know where to find good servants in London, and neither does Miss Charlotte. If they’re all like that Holcombe and the others…” To Lucy’s horror, she broke down.

Somehow, Ethan was there, an arm around her shoulders. “Ah, don’t now. Don’t cry. I can’t bear it if you cry. I’ll find them for you.”

Torn between pulling away and throwing herself onto his chest, Lucy looked up. She sniffed. “You?”

“Sure. I know lots of folks.”

“It isn’t a fashionable household like this. No chance of tips or fancy food.” Lucy hated herself for the hint of whine in her voice.

“No matter.” Ethan’s handsome face shifted, as if a thought had occurred to him. “I’ll find you some good people. People you’ll like, Lucy. They’ll take care of you.”

“What?”

“Of the house, I mean. Take care of the house.” Ethan squeezed her shoulders. “I will. I promise.”

The obvious conviction in his voice surprised her. Lucy gazed up at him; he seemed determined, as if he really meant it. And he was so big and so competent. A huge bubble of relief bloomed in her chest, ready to overwhelm her. She was afraid to trust it. “You don’t have to do this just because you kissed me.”

He bent closer. “Yes. I do.”

The world seemed to go silent around her. The contours of his lips, inches from hers, reminded Lucy of all the dizzying sensations of the kiss. She longed to lean in and taste that thrill again. The clean scent of him, the strength of his arm, made her reel. She lost herself in his steady, sincere gaze.

“The cab’s waiting,” James called up the stairs. “Says his horse is getting cold.”

Ethan gave her shoulders a last squeeze and released her. “Don’t you worry now.” He picked up her bag as if it weighed nothing. Dazed, Lucy followed him down the steps. She felt even more dejected. Whatever happened, she was unlikely to see Ethan Trask again.