Thoughts that did not include her, with her pretty, soft hair and her strange, irresistible eyes and her strength beyond measure. Thoughts that did not make him question just why she had done what she’d done so many years ago. What she had done that night in the ring. Whether she’d aided her brother in his quest. Whether she’d passed him the knife that had ended up in Temple’s breast.
Thoughts that did not make him remember the kindness with which she had washed his wound the morning he’d regained consciousness. The way she’d served him tea. The way she’d healed him. Thoughts that did not have him wondering what it would be like to have that kindness again. More frequently.
Or worse, what that kindness meant.
He swore harshly in the quiet, steam-filled room.
He did not want her kindness. He wanted her remorse. Her repentance. Did he not?
He moved his arm carefully, disliking the twinge of pain that came with the motion. Disliking the way his arm seemed to be trapped in sand when he used it. Disliking the fear that came with thoughts of the limitation.
The feeling would come back. The strength, too.
It had to.
A memory flashed, fresh from the evening of the fight—Mara at the edge of the ring, meeting his gaze, terror in her large eyes. He’ll kill you! She’d called out to him. Warned him, but he’d been so damn transfixed by the worry in her gaze—by the thought that she might care for him—that he hadn’t understood the words until the knife was in his chest.
Until later.
Until he’d danced in and out of consciousness and her voice had whispered promises in his ear.
You will live.
You will live, and I will tell you everything.
He had lived.
And she would tell him the truth about that night and her decision to run. She would tell him why she’d chosen him. Why she’d punished him.
Why she’d stolen his life. And how she would give it back to him.
“Do you know what you’re about?”
He did not show his surprise at the intrusion, even as his heart beat slightly faster at the realization that someone had entered the room without his notice.
“I don’t doubt you’re going to tell me,” he said, opening his eyes to find Chase at the end of the bathtub. “How long have you been watching me bathe?”
“Long enough for London’s female half to become quite jealous.” Chase dropped onto a nearby stool and leaned forward, legs spread wide, elbows on knees. “How is the arm?”
“Painful,” Temple said, fisting the hand of the bad arm and attempting a slow uppercut into the air. “Stiff.”
He left out other words. Numb. Weak. Useless.
“It hasn’t been a week; give it time,” Chase said. “You should be abed.”
Temple shifted in the water, wincing at the way the movement sent a pain through him. “I do not require a keeper.”
“Nonetheless, every night you are out of the ring is a night we lose money.”
“I should have known that you weren’t concerned about my well-being.”
They both knew it wasn’t true, and that Chase would raze London if it would help Temple’s recovery. But they pretended nonetheless. “I’m concerned about your well-being as it relates to my profit margin.”
Temple laughed. “Ever the businessman.”
They were quiet for a long moment before Chase spoke again. “We have to discuss the girl.”
Temple did not pretend not to understand. “Which girl?”
Chase ignored the stupid question. “She has requested to return to her post.”
He hadn’t seen her in days—had wanted to recover before he saw her again. He’d wanted his strength back before they did battle again. Before he faced her.
But he did not want her far from him. He refused to consider the reason why.
“And the brother?”
Chase let out a long breath and looked away. “Still missing.”
“He can’t stay that way forever. He hasn’t any money.”
“It’s possible the girl funded the plan.” Chase ran a hand through blond locks. “After all, she’s something of an expert at hiding in plain sight.”
It wasn’t possible. She was too concerned about money. “She didn’t help him.”
“You don’t know that.”
Except he did. He had played the fight over again and again. “I saw her at the fight. I saw her try to stop him.” He paused, her whispered promises in his mind. “She saved me. She healed me.”
“She had little choice.” Chase was ever skeptical.
Temple shook his head. She hadn’t tried to kill him. He couldn’t believe it. He wouldn’t.
Chase’s brows rose. “You champion the girl?”
“No.” Liar. “I simply want to be clear that her punishment is not her brother’s.”
“And how shall her punishment be meted out?”
“I need West.” Duncan West, one of the wealthiest members of the club and the owner of half a dozen London papers.
Chase nodded and stood, understanding Temple’s plan without having to be told more. “Easy enough.”
So it began.
Did he want it this way? He’d been so sure. He’d imagined it night after night, this moment where he revealed her to London and took his justice. He imagined her ruined. With no choice but to leave again. To start over. To know what it was that she had done to him.
But now . . . “It will be on my terms, Chase.”
Brown eyes went wide with feigned innocence. “Who else’s?”