“Sam,” I moaned, his thumb put on more pressure, my neck and back arched, it tore through me leaving a wake of sheer ecstasy and I cried out.
Before I was done, Sam flipped me to my back and pounded deep, his breathing labored, one arm tight around my middle back, the other hand cupping my face.
“Even in the dark, all I can see is how beautiful you are,” he growled.
His words tore through me too and their wake was no less beautiful.
I lifted my head and kissed him. He took over the kiss, his tongue driving into my mouth. One of my legs was wrapped around his waist, holding tight, the other one around the back of his thigh, doing the same. My hands were running along the skin of his back when his mouth disengaged from mine, his head snapped back, he thrust in deep and groaned deeper, the sound rumbling through me spectacularly, its origin not from his throat but between my legs.
And I lay under Sam, listening to his breaths even out thinking of his words, his actions and how they coated my skin, seeping in, reminding me that with Sam, I was invincible.
I held him close as his head tipped forward, his face disappearing into my neck and I felt his mouth move there as his hips moved, stroking tenderly.
God, God, but I loved it when he did that.
My hand drifted up the sleek muscle of his back, his neck and I cupped the back of his head.
Then I turned mine and whispered in his ear, “You make me feel invincible.”
I felt his body still for a moment then he muttered against my skin, “Good.”
I held on, loving the feel of him, his weight, his warmth, all that he’d just given me, allowing myself a moment to glory in that before I did what I knew I had to do and went on, “But I think we have to talk.”
Instantly, Sam pulled away. My limbs tightened to hold him to me but he was stronger. He rolled off and suddenly I felt cold and, for the first time since our first date, I felt strangely alone.
His hand came to rest on my belly and his mouth came to mine. “Later. Now, I gotta crash.”
“Sam –”
His hand pressed in, his head moved back an inch and he cut me off with a quiet yet firm, “Later, baby.”
I stayed silent. This was important, at least to me. And it was growing more important every day.
But Sam Cooper gave a lot and he didn’t take very much. He didn’t want to do this now that was clear. So I felt I had to give that to him.
So I let it go but still whispered, “Promise?”
His hand slid up my body to curl around the side of my neck and he whispered back, “Promise.”
I studied him in the dark and decided Sampson Cooper would honor his promise.
“Okay, honey,” I said softly.
Then I lifted up, touched my mouth to his, pulled away then rolled off the bed. I went to the bathroom, cleaned up, went back to the bedroom, tagged my nightie from under the pillow, located my discarded underwear, tugged on both and joined Sam in bed.
Without delay, his arm shoved under me and he curled me into his side.
Yes. Okay. Everything would be okay.
I settled.
Memphis jumped up on the bed and sprawled on the side I wasn’t using considering I was on Sam’s side.
Then Sam crashed.
Then Memphis did.
A little later, so did I.
Chapter Seventeen
You Okay?
Eleven days later…
“You okay, babe?”
I turned my head from watching Sam standing in my yard, talking to my brother Kyle to Paula who was standing beside me, holding my plastic cup refreshed with lemonade, part of the many refreshments my mother brought to see us through the day.
It was early afternoon of my yard sale and after we finished up, Dad, Kyle and Sam were going to haul anything left to the Goodwill. Then we were going to Paula and Rudy’s for a barbeque. Then Sam and I were driving to Indianapolis, staying the night at the Hyatt and getting on a plane headed to North Carolina late the next morning.
Not that there would be much to go to the Goodwill. Firstly, an everything must go sale stated pretty clearly that the person having it wanted everything to go and not many people were adverse to a bargain. Secondly, everyone in America knew I was with Sam, which included everyone in Indiana so practically everyone in Indiana showed up.
We had our first person arrive at five thirty in the morning.
Sam didn’t even open the door. But he and Memphis got out of bed and walked to it then I heard him shout, “Come back on time. Eight o’clock. No sooner.”
Memphis yapped her concurrence.
Then Sam wrote a note, put it on the door and came back to bed. It didn’t stop a few people from knocking but he didn’t get up again. At seven thirty, my posse showed and we started dragging stuff out to the yard. The minute we did, all the doors on the cars lining the road in front of my house and down the side streets opened and they descended en masse.
Half the stuff was gone by nine o’clock.