“Why not?” I squeaked out.
“Because you’re a virgin.” He spoke softer now. “I’m not going to let your first time be like that. Plus, we need to take better precautions. You need to go on the pill.”
“Why? You have condoms.”
“When I take you, I want you to feel all of me,” he muttered. “My skin next to your skin.”
“Aren’t there condoms that feel like real skin?” I asked softly.
“No,” he said and smirked. “There is no lambskin that will feel as good and as raw as my skin next to you as I fill you up.”
“I see.” I swallowed hard, barely believing I was having this conversation.
“So, will you do it? Will you be my fake fiancée?” TJ asked with a wide smile.
“I don’t know.” I shook my head and sat up. I needed to get out of the room and take everything in. I needed to talk to Sally. I was already so confused about so many things. I didn’t know which way was up right now. “I need to go and shower.”
“We can shower together.”
“No.” I shook my head. “I need to shower alone.”
“Aw.” He pouted. “I could make it worth your while.”
“TJ.” I groaned. “Stop tempting me.”
“Why? You tempt me every time you look at me with those innocent come-fuck-me eyes.”
“How can innocent eyes say come fuck me?” I asked with a small smile.
“Shh.” He laughed. “Stop the sass before I change my mind and have my wicked way with you right now.”
“Why don’t you?” I said and let my sheet fall down. I stood up and got out of the bed, my naked body shivering in the cool air.
“You tease.” He groaned and got out of the bed as well. His body looked strong and magnificent as he stood there in front of me. I made the mistake of looking down and I saw his erection pointing directly at me, proud and hard. I waited for him to pull me into his arms eagerly. I was more than ready for him to take me. In fact, I was feeling as if I should just push him down on the bed and jump on top of him. That would shock him for sure.
“Put your negligee on and go back to your room before we don’t leave this room for the next four hours.” He bent down and picked up my nightgown and handed it to me. I took it from him, disappointed.
“So you want me to leave?”
“I don’t want you to leave, but I do want your answer.” He sighed. “You need to understand what’s going on between us. I like you, Mila. I want you. Badly. But we need to be on the same page about everything.”
“We are,” I said as I slipped the negligee back on.
“No, we’re not.” He grimaced. “I didn’t even know you were a virgin. And I don’t know if you really know who I am, either. This engagement isn’t just about business. I want to get to know you better. I want to do things with you that aren’t PG or even in the bedroom. I’m going to take you to new heights, Mila.”
“I want you to.”
“I know.” He frowned. “That’s what scares me.”
***
“There you are.” Sally’s jaw dropped as I snuck back into the room and closed the door behind me. “Oh shit, did you sleep with TJ?”
“Yes and no.” I made a face and hurried over to my bed. “Sally, I don’t know if I’m still a virgin.”
“What?” She made a face. “Is he that small?”
“Small?” I was confused for a second and then started laughing. “No silly. He’s not small at all.” My eyes gleamed as I thought back to his large, thick manhood.
“So how do you not know?”
“He put it in, but Cody walked in and then he pulled out and we stopped.”
“Oh snap.” Sally’s eyes widened and she sat up. “Cody walked in on TJ on top of you?”
“Yup.” I giggled nervously. “It was so embarrassing and I thought the earth was going to open up and swallow me.”
“So what happened when Cody left? I take it Cody didn’t kill either of you.”
“Nothing happened.” I sighed. “We didn’t have sex. TJ told Cody we were engaged, but he wouldn’t sleep with me.”
“Whoa—what? Engaged?” Sally jumped out of her bed and came over to mine. “What is going on?”
“It’s not real. He doesn’t love me or anything. He didn’t declare his undying love. It’s so he can get a seat on the board at his dad’s company or something.” I paused. “But he does want to sleep with me. And he said we would do other stuff, like kinky stuff.”
“Say what?” Sally’s brown eyes looked like she couldn’t take in anything else. “What did you say? And what do you mean kinky stuff? Oh, my gosh, what is going on here?”
“I don’t know, like sex stuff?” I shrugged. “He would want me to live with him, he said.”
“Live with him?” Sally looked suspicious. “Why?”
“Just to make it look real to the board.”
“How is the board going to know you’re living with him?”