Forever with You

“No matter what was going on, we always had a good Christmas,” Nick had said while rummaging through a box of meticulously packed bulbs.

For some reason it had been hard for me to picture him dragging out the Christmas directions every year and putting them up by himself. Or that he’d been the one to lovingly place all the antique bulbs back into their boxes. It was at such odds with his sultry, masculine appearance or the fact he spent three nights a week slinging beer, but then again, there was a lot about Nick that was surprising.

Now, the wind lifted the ends of my hair, tossing it around the hat as we crossed the crowded parking lot. Once inside, Nick veered off to the right and grabbed a cart as I watched a small child teeter on unsteady feet next to a woman who was trying to fit an even smaller girl into the seat of the cart, but the little thing wasn’t having it. She was kicking her legs in every direction known to man.

“That woman has her hands full,” Nick commented.

I glanced over at him and then turned back to the woman, who was now trying to buckle the child in with one of those wraith-thin seat belts. I wanted to ask him how many kids he wanted to have but figured that it wasn’t a Target appropriate question, and probably wasn’t even an appropriate question in general considering the lack of our relationship status.

“I cannot even imagine,” I finally said, watching as she picked up the toddler and started pushing the cart with one hand.

Nick grinned. “Let’s do this.”

The Christmas shop was in the back of the store, near the electronics section. Of course, we got distracted by the new array of tablets, then by movies and then by the books. When we finally made it to the Christmas shop, I was starting to sweat under my heavy jacket. Reaching up, I pulled the hat off and then smoothed the static out of my hair.

My lips pursed as we walked up to the trees. “There are so many and they look so real.”

He slid me a long look. “That’s the point.”

“Shush it.” I touched one of the prickly needles. “My mom always gets a live Christmas tree, so I never bought one.”

Nick nudged me with his hip as he stepped around the cart. “Well, let my expertise guide you into making the right choice.”

I grinned.

The wide and tall trees, the ones with frosted tips, which looked extraordinarily real, were the ones that lured me in. “I don’t think that’s going to fit,” Nick kept commenting as I moseyed from one gigantic tree to another. “How about this one?”

My brows rose. He was gesturing at a hot pink tree. “Um. No.”

He chuckled as we moved down the aisle and then stopped. “Actually this one would be perfect.”

This time he was talking about a slender five-and-a-half-foot Virginia pine. I ran my fingers along the frosted tips designed to look like it was dusted with snow. “I like it. This is the one. It has cherries.”

Nick glanced over at me, grinning. “I think they’re holly berries.”

“Aren’t they the same?”

He shook his head. “No, Stephanie. They aren’t.”

“Ha. What—” A sharp pain in my stomach cut my words off. Pressing my hand against my waist, I stood completely still as the burning sensation eased off.

Nick stepped toward me, his eyes widening, concern etched into his features. “You okay?”

For a moment I didn’t answer, because I wasn’t sure, but the pain didn’t return. “Yeah. I’m fine. I guess it was just a weird cramp.”

He touched my hand as he glanced around. “You sure?”

I nodded. “It was just a cramp. Probably the fried chicken.”

“You did eat a lot of fried chicken.”

My eyes narrowed. “Not that much.”

Some of the tension eased out of Nick. “You ate, like, six pieces. Two of which were mine.” He paused, his sage-colored eyes glimmering. “And my biscuit. You also ate my biscuit.”

I did eat his biscuit. “I was hungry.”

He chuckled as he turned back to the tree. “You want this one?”

“I think it’s perfect with its ‘holly berries.’ ”

Bending down, he easily picked up the long, narrow box. “Look at you, such a quick learner.”

I laughed as he propped the tree up in the cart, and we moved on to the decorations. As we picked out ornaments and a garland, I waited for the pain to return, and was relieved that it didn’t happen again.

We headed toward the front of the store, taking a shortcut through home furnishings, which caused us to walk right through the baby section. My attention wandered over the endless sea of baby stuff.

“You want to look around?” he asked, following my gaze.

My heart flip-flopped. “You okay with that?”

He shot me a weird look. “Why wouldn’t I be?”

I shrugged. “It’s really too soon to even look at any of this stuff.”

“You can get some ideas, though.”

“You have a good point.”

“I always have good points.”

“Aren’t you just a humble-brag.” I started forward, eyeing the changing tables. “Do you really think I need one of these?”