He has the decency to keep his gaze forward, allowing me my privacy as I process all he’s shared. “She wouldn’t take no for an answer.”
She’s a single mom with a mouth to feed. Her job is her lifeline away from Stewart. And yet, she risks it to save my reputation. After everything I’ve done, she throws herself up to shield me?
That is what’s going on here, right? It has to be. But one question nags me to ask. If she cares about me, why haven’t I heard from her? Where was she when I was in jail, and why didn’t she answer my call? Maybe this is her parting gift. Her way of saying thanks for the good time, sorry it didn’t work out.
I groan and rub my temples. This is all so damn confusing. One thing at a time. First Gibbs.
“I’ll get Gibbs to confess. You name the time and place. I’m there.” Even off duty and in his civilian clothes, I decide not to share my plan to break Gibbs’s nose for conspiring with Stewart against Layla. I’ll wait until after he confesses, but it will happen.
“Meet me at the station at oh-six-hundred. We’ll go from there.”
I push my beer bottle away and stand to leave. “Thanks for the drink.”
My mind is miles ahead of my body, envisioning my confrontation with Taylor, planning my speech to perfection.
This is the final obstacle to getting my life back. Saving my career is an added bonus, but not the prize.
I want my woman back. And Gibbs is going to make that happen. I won’t accept anything less.
*
Stepping foot into the training center feels like strutting down Las Vegas Boulevard naked with a propeller strapped to my johnson. And it has shit-all to do with the mic stuck to my chest. Everyone here, from front desk to fighters, is staring. And these stares aren’t giving me the warm and fuzzies. It’s all death glares and whispers. Not that I blame them. They’re convinced I’ve shamed the UFL. I’d do the same thing if our roles were reversed.
I drop my head and play the part. It’ll help if they believe I’m guilty.
I’m halfway through the sparring floor when I hear my name. I quicken my pace.
“Wait up, dude.” Rex jogs to me, and unless I want to run off like a *, I have to stop.
“What’s up?” I flick a glance toward the hallway that leads to the executive offices. “I’m kind of in a hurry.”
Breathing heavy, he pulls off his gloves. “I heard about what happened. Tried calling a few times, but got your voicemail. You okay?”
“Fine. We’ll talk later. I’ve got shit I need to talk to Gibbs about.” I turn to leave.
“Blake, man.”
I stop and look over my shoulder at the concerned sound in his voice.
“I know you didn’t do it. Been fighting with you for years, and…” He pulls at his lower lip, probably looking for that damn lip ring he never wears when he trains. Giving up, he shrugs. “Just thought you should know.”
“Thanks, dude. Appreciate it.” I move toward the hallway, knowing that if I stand there for another minute talking about my innocence, I’ll get too fired up to do what I have to do.
Stopping just before the corridor that leads to Taylor’s office, I take a deep breath. I’m not nervous to get his confession as much as I’m dreading Layla’s desk. Jonah had told me that she was taking time off to sort her shit, but he never said how much time. What will I do if she’s there?
With no time to consider the possibility, I make my way down the hall. Her desk is empty. Thank God. I take a quick glance. It looks exactly the same, down to the picture of Axelle with a sweet smile on her face centered among her things. I accept the pain that twists in my chest and use it to push my legs forward.
Taylor’s door is open. He’s sitting at his desk and looks up from his computer but says nothing.
I put on my most pathetic gait and step into his office, shutting the door behind me. “You got a minute?”
“You’re not supposed to be here. You’ve been put on probation.” He almost sounds happy about it. And now, I know why.
“I’m not here to train.”
He motions to a chair. “Have a seat.”
I sit and keep my eyes to my lap. My redirected gaze serves two purposes. One, to look desperate. Two, if I look into this fucker’s face, I may be forced to break it. “I’m not one for candy coating, so I’m just going to come out and say it. I know you made a deal with Stewart Moorehead. He’s confessed to sending Doc Z in exchange for you hiring Layla.”
Taylor’s eyes are intent, his lips pressed into a tight line.
“Layla’s gone back to her husband. Stewart got what he wanted, but I’ve been fucked in the process.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Taylor, I’ve lost everything. The girl, my career, my reputation. Fighting’s all I have. I’m here to make you a deal.”
He doesn’t say yes, but he’s not telling me to fuck off and get out of his office either.
“I’ll confess to taking steroids. I’ll admit that I was weak and the pressure of my fight with Wade was too much. I’ll beg for my fans to forgive me. It’ll be great publicity for the UFL.”