chapter 24
Heather awoke in Uri's arms the next morning, warm and replete. As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw his blue pools gazing at her with a longing so sharp, it took her breath away.
"Will it ever stop?" His voice no more than a whisper.
"What?"
"This…wanting. This desire." He pulled her body towards him, and she felt his arousal against her hip.
She giggled. "I'm sure the newness of it will. It's a novelty for you, and you'll have to work it out of your system." She snuggled closer to him, smelling the remnants of the night before on his warm skin. "But I hope not."
Memories of the last few nights came crashing down on Heather, and the enormity of what had happened sunk in.
"Uri?"
"Hmmm?" The intimate rumble of the sound in her hair sent tremors of contentment through her body.
As relaxed as she felt, there were still doubts niggling the back of her mind. "What about Damien?"
He stiffened, and she could feel tension radiating from his body, which was curled around hers.
"He will never touch you again, I promise you that."
"But, will he come back for me?"
"Probably not." He turned Heather in the bed, so that they were facing each other. His hand came up to cup her cheek. "The most important thing to remember about the Deceiver is that he works much the same way that the Boss does -- on faith. If you believe that he can come back for you, then it becomes more likely that he will." Uri's beautiful mouth turned down at the corners, and his eyes held a desperation that rocked Heather's insides. "It's imperative that you have faith, that you believe he won't come back." He pulled her next to his body, and rested his chin on the top of her head. "I won't let him have you, Heather."
His words reassured her, and she knew, without a doubt, they were true. He wouldn't let Damien have her. He had proven that once already. She remembered watching Uri's celestial being clash with Damien's demonic one and felt a surge of hope, then almost as suddenly, a surge of regret. His celestial body was no more.
"Do you think you'll regret it?"
The question was evident in his eyes. "What?"
"Me. Us. Mortality."
"Heather, I don't see how I could ever regret you." His arms tightened around her so she could feel his strong heartbeat against her chest.
"Yeah, but you gave up so much to be with me. It just seems so…I don't know. Won't you miss your work?"
He kissed her forehead. "Heather, I've been doing my job forever, since the beginning. Don't you understand? I'm tired of trying to convince people that God's will is best for humanity, even if it's not best for them, personally. The longer I do it, the harder it gets. I would much rather spend the rest of my days loving you and being loved in return. Now that I understand love, I want to experience it, all of it." His eyes bored into her. "I want a family to love -- you, your mother, your sister, maybe children. I want to experience life as a human, all the emotions. I want to cherish them, like I want to cherish you." He snuggled against her under the covers, and Heather sighed a heavy sigh of contentment.
"I just don't want you to have regrets. One of these days, you'll look in the mirror, and you'll be old. I don't want you to suddenly have doubts or resentments." Heather was doubtful, this all seemed too good to be true.
"Heather, you have shown me a side of humanity that I haven't seen in a really long time. It's certainly a side that I never knew I wanted, before you. There is nothing, nothing that could make me regret this. Nothing." He kissed her then, hard, erasing all of her doubts, taking her breath away.
Being in Uri's arms made Heather feel secure, grounded. His kisses made her feel cherished, loved. It was an experience that Heather didn't want to end.
But she pulled away first. "I've got to take a shower and get to the club to talk to Mama before she opens."
He groaned like a disappointed teenager, whose hormones dictated his every move, and Heather realized that's probably how he felt, too. He had a newly discovered sense of passion, like a youth discovering his hormones. It made Heather giggle.
"I need to put in notice, to let her know I'm going to quit dancing there. I'll be back, soon. I don't work tonight, we'll have all day together." She kissed his nose, affectionately, before leaving the bed.
She could feel his eyes on her, as she crossed the room to go into the bathroom. It filled her with warmth, a feeling reminiscent of a time before her darkness. Heather smiled to herself, as she started running the water in the shower.
Thinking about the day ahead of her, she realized that she was excited about giving Mama her notice. It wasn't like she'd been looking forward to quitting dancing, but now that she'd made the decision, it felt like the right one. She had something else to do, something to be proud of, and she wondered how she'd never thought of teaching dance before. It seemed like such an obvious solution.
As she stepped under the spray, the hot needles washing away last night's passion, she thought of Mama. She would miss the old matron, but Mama wouldn't be surprised. She had told Heather herself, that she wasn't looking for her to stay there much longer.
Strong arms around her waist and a hot mouth on her shoulder interrupted her thoughts.
"I can't resist. The thought of you in here alone and naked was driving me crazy. You go ahead. Don't mind me." Uri's mouth moved across her shoulder, while his hands, slick with the beading water, rubbed up her stomach to her breasts.
She giggled, a low husky chortle, as she turned in his arms, her hands filled with shower gel. "I don't mind a bit," she whispered, before joining Uri in reaching heights of pleasure neither of them had ever known.