“I will.”
“And like I said before,” she said. “I’ll keep up this pretense with your mom as long as you need me to, because I’m your friend, but as your friend, I have to tell you: You have to tell her the truth. Interview or no interview. After all, you have a real girlfriend now—that should make her happy.”
He laughed.
“It should, you’re right, but you know you’ve always been her favorite.”
Avery tossed her hair back.
“Well, obviously.” She looked at him sideways. “Don’t think I didn’t notice that you just let me call Margot your girlfriend. You didn’t even try to deny it.”
He actually hadn’t noticed that. He’d try to play that off with most people, but Avery knew him too well for that.
“We actually haven’t really talked about that, but . . .” He grinned. “We’re usually too busy doing other things to talk much.”
That wasn’t true, but he knew what Avery’s reaction to that statement would be. She didn’t let him down.
“Ewww! I told you I didn’t need to hear the details!”
He laughed again as he pulled up in front of her apartment.
“Have a good night, Avery,” he said as she got out of the car. “Talk to you soon.”
He checked his phone as soon as Avery went inside. Margot had texted back.
MARGOT
I’m ok. Better than ok, actually. We’ll talk later; I’ll text when I’m leaving here
He felt a rush of relief, along with another emotion he didn’t have words for right now.
LUKE
I’m glad. See you soon
Twenty-Two
WHEN MARGOT LEFT THE winery, she was exhausted. It was the kind of bone-tired that came from waking up at five a.m., walking and standing and smiling and laughing all day, occasional physical labor, sobbing on Luke’s shoulder, and a very emotional and cathartic confrontation with her brother, which had upended so much of what she thought she’d known.
She didn’t know if she should trust Luke’s and Elliot’s versions of how the party had gone. She was still getting a ton of social media notifications, but she was too tired to check them to see if they were good or bad. And anyway, the proof would be in how much money they’d made, how many new memberships they’d gotten, what their press would be, how sales would be over the next few weeks and months. She wouldn’t know some of that for a while, and she didn’t have the strength—or the energy—to stay at the winery that night and look hard at the numbers from the party.
She couldn’t wait to get home, hop in a hot shower, take off her bra, and put comfortable clothes on. But most of all, she couldn’t wait to be with Luke.
She texted him when she locked up the winery.
MARGOT
Leaving now. Meet me at my place?
Can’t wait to see you
She normally would have hesitated to send that last text, to let Luke know how much she looked forward to seeing him, how important he was to her. But after today, she just wanted to be honest. It felt almost too good to be true that she was going home to him now. He almost felt too good to be true.
She got right in the shower as soon as she got home. Just as she got out and wrapped herself in her fluffiest robe, her doorbell rang. She pulled her shower cap off and opened the door to Luke, his arms full.
“What’s all that?” she asked as he walked in and set everything down on the counter.
He started opening boxes full of food.
“I thought you might be hungry,” he said. “You barely ate anything today, at least that I saw, and I bet you were too stressed this morning to do anything but drink an enormous amount of coffee.”
She smiled at how well he knew her.
“I also ate a muffin, but point taken,” she said. The smells coming out of those boxes made her swoon a little. Or maybe it was that they were here, in her kitchen, because Luke had brought them to her. She opened the boxes and grinned at him.
“Meatballs, garlic bread, and burrata? This is perfect. I have the total inability to make any more decisions today. Thank you.”
She sat down at the counter.
“And”—he flipped open the pizza box that she hadn’t even noticed—“that potato pizza you like so much.”
He went into the kitchen and opened the silverware drawer.
“Don’t worry about plates,” she said. “No one needs to deal with all of that right now.”
He laughed and handed her a fork.
“Dive right in.”
But instead of doing that, she waited for him to sit down next to her.
“Thanks for bringing me dinner,” she said. “And for everything else today. It was a really long day. It was great to have you there.”
He kissed her on the cheek.
“I’m glad I could be there.”
She leaned her head against his chest for a moment. Then she sat up, cut into a meatball, and popped some of it in her mouth.
“Oh God, this is so good.”
He picked up his own fork and then started to stand up.
“Do you want wine?”
She laughed.
“I was so looking forward to relaxing and drinking wine tonight, but actually . . . no, I really don’t want any. Don’t ever tell anyone I said this, but just the thought of wine right now turns my stomach. I have poured more glasses of wine today than ever in my life, I held the same glass of wine for many hours and only took about three sips of it, and I’ve been so surrounded by the scent of wine all day that I feel like it’s coming out of my pores. All I want is ice-cold sparkling water, which, thank God, there’s plenty of.” She got up and went over to the fridge. “But you should have wine, though, if you want.”
He picked up a slice of pizza.
“I don’t need any wine. Water is fine. Though—”
She grabbed a glass out of the cabinet.
“You don’t like sparkling water, right.” She poured a glass for him and sat back down.
“I could have done that,” he protested.
She nodded.
“I know. But you brought me a whole perfect dinner, I think I could handle getting you a glass of water.”
He put an arm around her, and she relaxed against him.
“I was so . . . When Elliot came in, when you left, I was anticipating the worst.”
“I could tell,” he said.
It was such a relief to be able to talk to him about Elliot. She didn’t have to give him the backstory. She could just talk to him.
“Yeah. But that conversation with Elliot was nothing like what I expected. I thought he would be smug, gloating, sneering at me about Porter Eldridge and how he’d ruined our party.” She shook her head at herself. “Even though Elliot has never gloated about anything, that’s not how he is. Somehow, in the last few years, I built up this version of my brother who doesn’t really exist. But after today, I actually have hope that we can break through all of that.”
She told him the whole story. His eyes were on her the whole time, and his hand in hers.
“Oh, Margot,” he said, when she finished. “You must be so relieved.”
She nodded slowly.
“I think I don’t quite believe it yet?” She reached for a slice of pizza. “Maybe the relief will come, after a little while. It’s not that I don’t believe what Elliot said. I do, intellectually. But . . . it’s been so long.” She took a bite of the pizza. “I still think it’s possible this whole day was a dream, or maybe I just blacked out after our friend Porter made that scene and everything since then is just my fantasy, and I’m going to wake up on the floor of the barn soon with Elliot mad at me and with no delicious meatballs in front of me.”
Luke shook his head.
“The floor of the barn? Come on, Margot—if you’d passed out because of Porter, Taylor and I would have made sure you made it to the couch in your office, at least. Give us some credit! I can’t believe you’d think we would leave you on the floor.”
She bent forward and kissed him softly on the lips.
“You’re right, you would never do that,” she said. “Now I’m wondering if I passed out in the shower the morning that you quit, and everything since then has been a dream.” She thought for a moment. “Or maybe it goes back further than that, and I got in a car accident on my way home from the winery that Sunday night, and I’ve been in a coma ever since, so you are entirely a figment of my imagination.”
He pushed her robe aside and slid his hand up the side of her leg, from her knee to her thigh to her hip.
“I promise, I am flesh and blood,” he said.
She reached for the bottom of his shirt and pushed it up.
“I think that’s exactly what a figment of my imagination would say.”
He untied her robe and moved his hand up the side of her body, until he cupped one of her breasts.
“I am well aware of your excellent imagination.” He moved his thumb and index finger to her nipple and circled it. “I am very grateful for it, as a matter of fact. But do you think that a figment of your imagination would do this?” He pulled her nipple firmly, and her eyes closed.