‘Don’t deprive me of your respect,’ I retort calmly.
He has nothing to say to that, so instead he says, ‘Sit,’ as he makes his way over with my water.
‘I thought we were having dinner?’
He falters midstride. ‘We are.’
‘In the lounge?’ I ask, my voice loaded with sarcasm. I know Miller Hart and his obsessive world of perfection, and there is not a chance in hell he would eat off his lap.
‘There’s no need—’
‘Yes, there is,’ I sigh. ‘I assume we’re eating in the kitchen.’ I take the water being offered and leave Miller to head for the kitchen, coming to an abrupt halt at the doorway on a little gasp.
‘You didn’t give me a chance to add the finishing touches,’ he murmurs from behind me. ‘Candles, music.’
The smell of something delicious permeates the room and the table is laid Miller-perfect. I could have wandered into the Ritz by mistake. ‘It’s . . . perfect,’ I breathe.
‘It’s not perfect at all,’ he says quietly, inching past me. He sets his drink down, tweaks its position, then lights the candles running up the centre of the table. Moving across the kitchen, he puts his iPhone in the docking station before playing with a few buttons. I just stare at him as Ellie Goulding’s ‘Explosions’ seeps from the speakers and he slowly turns to face me. ‘It’s still not perfect,’ he says, wandering slowly over. He lifts his hand hesitantly and looks to me for permission. I nod, letting him gently take my hand, and follow his steps across the kitchen. The chair at one end is pulled out and he releases me, indicating for me to take a seat. I follow his request and let him tuck me neatly under. ‘Now it’s perfect,’ he whispers in my ear, stealing a nip of my lobe and throwing me into desire desolation. I’m tense everywhere, and he knows it. After ensuring I get a few unbearably gratifying moments of his heated breath in my ear, he takes his time ripping his bended body from my seated frame. ‘Wine?’ he asks.
I close my eyes briefly to gather some abandoned strength. ‘No, thank you.’
‘Being free from alcohol won’t sate your desire for me, Olivia.’
He places a cloth napkin across my lap before taking the chair at the other end. He’s right, of course, but avoiding alcohol might help me think clearer.
‘The distance is acceptable?’ he asks, indicating between us with a sway of his hand.
No, it’s not; he seems so far away, but it would be foolish to tell him so. Not that I need to tell him a thing. He knows very well. I nod and scan the table before me, my usual nerves present whenever I’m presented with a table set by Miller. ‘What are you feeding me?’
He restrains a grin and pours some red wine into one of the larger wine glasses. ‘I can’t feed you anything from over here.’
I bite my lip and resist the urge to fiddle with the fork at my place setting, knowing I’ll never replace it accurately.
‘Do you like me feeding you?’ he asks, pulling my eyes from the perfect table to his perfect face.
‘You know the answer to that question.’ Images of strawberries and puddles of dark chocolate jump all over my mind.
‘I do,’ he agrees. ‘And I don’t need to tell you how much I enjoy nourishing you.’
I nod in silent acknowledgment, remembering the satisfaction on his face.
‘And worshipping you.’
I squirm in my chair, fighting off the throb threatening to attack me between my thighs. No matter what persona he takes on, he has me every time. ‘We’re supposed to be talking,’ I point out, eager to steer away from thoughts of worshipping, strawberries dipped in warm chocolate, and Miller’s general magnetism.
‘We are talking.’
‘Why are you so terrified of elevators?’ I go for the jugular but feel immediately guilty when his face drops just a tiny bit. He quickly gathers himself, though.
‘I have a phobia of enclosed spaces.’ He swirls his wine thoughtfully while he watches me. ‘Which is why you’ll never convince me to hide in a closet.’
My guilt is increased by his confession and my unwitting demand in my bedroom that time. ‘I didn’t know,’ I whisper, also reminded of his terrified face when I refused to get out of the elevator. I’d worked it out as I fled the hotel and I used it against him.
‘Of course you didn’t. I didn’t tell you.’
‘Where does it stem from?’
His shoulders jump up a little and he looks away, evading my eyes. ‘I don’t know. Many people have phobias of certain things with no explanation.’
‘You have an explanation, though, don’t you?’ I press.
He won’t look at me.
‘It’s polite to look at me when I’m talking to you, and it’s polite to answer someone when they ask you a question.’
Blue eyes filled with irritation slowly find mine. ‘Overthinking, Olivia. I have a phobia of enclosed spaces, and that line of conversation will finish right there.’
‘What about your freakish tidiness?’