"No, don't be gentle. Just be mine."
I didn't wait for any more of a confirmation after that, not wanting to give her time to change her mind. I lined my cock up with her entrance, rubbing the head through her wet folds a few times before looking into the glazed over eyes of the woman I loved and sinking my cock deep inside her with one long overdue thrust.
Warm.
Wet.
Soft.
Tight.
Home.
I almost came right then and there. From the sounds Bee was making, I knew she was right there with me. I sat up on the bed and grabbed the back of Bee's neck, dragging her up with me. As I thrust up into her *, I looked into her heavily lidded eyes, licked her throat, and grabbed fistfuls of her ass. Stroking her clit with my thumb, I brought her to orgasm for the second time, grabbing her chin to stop her head from falling backward. I needed to look into the eyes of the woman I loved when she came for me, her wetness dripping down to my balls as her * clenched around my shaft.
Fucking beautiful.
This woman, with scars inside and out, had chosen me to be with. Fucked up, undeserving me.
The sick thing was that she knew exactly who I was.
She still wanted me.
She LOVED me.
What the fuck was wrong with her?
I couldn't wait to come any longer. I forcefully pressed Bee back down into the mattress, pummeling her * with my cock. Her pink lips parted, her head thrown back in ecstasy. I was totally mesmerized by the look on her face when my orgasm hit me with wrecking ball type force that could take down a damn building. My balls tightened to the point of pain, my cock spurting streams of hot cum into the * it was made to come into.
Holy. Fuck.
I fell back onto the pillows and maneuvered Bee so that she was lying on top of my chest. When I could focus again, I slowly ran my hand through her beautiful red hair. It was the first thing I'd noticed about her. I traced the intricate tattoo on her shoulder with my fingers, slowly making my way around the scars that decorated her back and right arm.
Those scars kept her from connecting with people for so long, but when it came to me, she'd knocked down every barrier she'd ever built so she could let me in.
Into her life.
Into her heart.
Into her body.
My fucking girl. The pride in my heart was almost too much. I squeezed Bee and kissed the top of her head.
"I fucking love you, Bee."
"I fucking love you, too, Jake.”
TWO
"Is now a bad time to tell you we should've used a condom?"
"Why? You got the clap?" I teased. Bee's little giggle lit up my dark soul.
"No, but I'm not on anything," She said. Oddly enough, this time around the thought never occurred to me to use protection. This was my woman. I had no plans of ever wrapping it up again. We needed to be as close as possible, skin to skin, and whatever happens, happens. Georgia was by far the greatest gift in the world. An amazing little girl that a bastard like me didn't deserve. I wouldn't mind another just like her, especially since this time I would be able to see Bee with a big baby belly, her tits soft and swollen.
I was getting hard again.
"I figure I would get you barefoot and pregnant as soon as possible anyway. You wouldn't understand. It's a man thing," I joked.
"Oh yeah? So that's your new goal? To knock me up, again?" she asked.
"No, if that happens, it happens. That would be great, but my new goal is actually something else." My stomach had fucking butterflies in it as I prepared to say what I'd wanted to say for so fucking long.
I'm such a motherfucking *.
"Oh yeah?" Bee yawned, stretching her arm out over my chest. "What's that?"
I never expected to feel the way I felt about Bee. I never expected to love anyone so completely. She made me feel like at least a part of me was capable of some sort of normal, and since I was able to experience such great love, maybe I wasn't such a monster after all.
Maybe.
Probably not.
"Marry me," I whispered.
Bee froze. I didn't know if she had faded into a sudden deep sleep or was holding her breath. She had about one more second to answer before I shook her awake and demanded a response. It seemed like an eternity before she lifted her head from my chest. The most amazing pair of blue eyes, the eyes I fell in love with four years ago, gazed up at me like I'd hung the fucking moon.
"Okay," she said simply. A tear rolled down her cheek. Her perfect pink lips formed a huge smile meant only for me.
I loved the shit out of this girl.
I reached down and lifted her up on top of me until we were eye to eye. "Okay," I said, pushing her hair behind her ear, then covering her mouth with my own in a deep all encompassing kiss.
The need to be inside her again took hold, my cock harder than the first time around. Rolling over on top of her, she eagerly spread her legs for me. I entered her easily and completely, sheathing myself to the hilt. She took all of me, but gave me even more.
She always had.
I planned on making up for lost time all night.
And then forever.
THREE