“Oh, baby,” he says, as his body melts against mine.
“That was spectacular,” I say, surprised that I can actually manage to form words.
He leans up on his elbow and looks at me. “Are you okay?”
“Mmm.” I moan in satisfaction. “More than okay. But just a little stiff,” I add.
He chuckles, then kisses me softly and tells me to wait. A moment later he is carefully cleaning me, then slowly unbinding me, massaging each place where the rope cut into me, and gently stretching out my limbs.
He picks me up and carries me to bed, then eases up to spoon behind me, his arms around my waist. I sigh, lost in the pleasure of being so well attended to. I feel spoiled and cherished. More than that, I feel safe.
For a moment, we are silent, but as my mind drifts back over the evening, I cannot keep my question in any longer.
“Damien?”
“Yes?” His voice is tired. Sleep will soon be upon both of us.
“What was your father talking about? Why do you need to be squeaky clean?”
He is quiet for so long that I hold my breath.
“He’s yanking my chain,” Damien finally says. But that is not the truth, and I’m certain that Damien realizes I know it.
“Damien—”
He rolls me over, and something about his eyes tells me that this is it. If I press, he will tell me.
I swallow. Because this isn’t about learning the truth, it’s about Damien willingly sharing the truth with me.
I begin again. “How did you know where to find me tonight?”
For a moment his expression reveals nothing. Then I see the smile light his eyes, though it does not reach his lips. He cups my head with his hand and looks at me with an expression of such adoration it takes my breath away.
“Don’t you know, Nikki? No matter where you go, I will always find you.”
12
My legs are deliciously sore when I wake Saturday morning. I roll over, searching for Damien, but he isn’t there. I consider staying in bed—after all, at some point he has to come back—but the lure of coffee wins out and I head for the kitchen.
The man knows me well, because the note he left for me is taped to the coffeepot.
A few things came up. At the office. Loved last night. The image of you naked and bound, spread wide for me, is burned into my mind. I expect that I will find it difficult to concentrate. I may just have to spank you later for distracting me so …
I smile and tuck the note into my purse. Then I shower and change before heading through the door in the back that connects the apartment to the office. When I finish navigating the maze of hallways and find myself in the reception area, Ms. Peters greets me with a smile.
“Good morning. He and Mr. Maynard are on the phone. Would you like to wait?”
“That’s okay. He’s obviously busy.” I think about the reporters and what they said about an indictment. If Charles is here, there must be some legal wrangling going on with one of the Stark International divisions.
Edward isn’t working until later, but Ms. Peters arranges another car for me. Only the cat greets me when I come through the door. Jamie, I assume, is with Raine.
I haven’t been alone that much lately, and it’s nice to be in my room with my things. Especially since so many of my things now remind me of Damien.
I look over at the Monet he gave me—haystacks at sunset. It’s stunning, and thank God it’s insured. I’m still nervous, though, but at the same time, I don’t want it anywhere else except the room in which I sleep. Well, the room in which I sleep when I’m not with Damien, anyway.
I settle in front of my computer and start looking through my image files. I should be doing work stuff, but I so rarely have time to spend on the gift I’m making for Damien—a scrapbook filled with mementos of our time together. A snapshot of the Monet. Dozens of pictures of sunsets, and lots and lots of images of the two of us together. As much as I hate the paparazzi, I have to admit they’ve captured a few nice candid shots.
I work on organizing the pictures and writing captions for a few hours, then decide I ought to tackle cleaning the apartment before I shower for tonight. Weirdly, “cleaning” includes making up the bed in our living room.
As I vacuum, the sound of grunts and moans comes from next door, loud enough to be heard over the machine. I close my eyes, silently thankful that Jamie is not still sleeping with Douglas, our too-loud, too-fucked by too-many women, neighbor. Mostly, I wish she hadn’t fucked him in the first place, especially since he’s been making hints about wanting her again.
By the time Jamie gets home, Douglas’s latest fuck buddy has gone and I’ve moved on to the kitchen counters.
“Wow,” she says. “You’re hired.”
I lift a brow. Jamie’s idea of cleaning is to let the place get completely trashed, then spend an entire day complaining about how much she hates cleaning. It drives me nuts.
“Will there be food tonight?” she asks.
“Appetizers and drinks,” I say.