This was not happening. How in the world did she get in this situation? She should have stayed home! Damn it! Everyone was looking at her and to say she was embarrassed was an understatement. When Phillip’s hand laced with hers, she looked up at him, begging him with her eyes to take her home, but he just shrugged and, for some reason, calmness washed over her as she got lost in his sweet blue eyes. His mouth pulled up at the side before he turned to look at everyone and said, “So, we are sleeping together. Who cares? We are consenting adults.”
“True, but we will kill you if you hurt her,” Jakob said with a fork pointing at Phillip.
“Duly noted but no worries, don’t plan on it.”
“Good,” Reese’s dad, Blake, said before reaching for his beer.
“So no wedding bells?” Rowan asked.
Reese was about to scream hell no, but Phillip beat her to it. “Nope, we are having fun. We enjoy each other’s company. We are friends, and that’s it.”
“Yeah,” Reese added, “just friends that tend to get caught in compromising situations.”
“Fun situations, though,” he said, leaning into her playfully.
When her eyes met his again and the reminder of their fun situations came to mind, white heat coursed through her veins and she found herself breathless. His mouth pulled up at the side again, his eyes telling her that he wanted her and oh Jesus, she wanted him, even in this embarrassing moment. Something exploded in her chest, her heart swelled, and she couldn’t catch her breath. She had no clue what the feeling was, but it made her throat itch and her eyes well up with tears. It wasn’t that she didn’t like the feeling, she did. It just scared her, and she knew she had to look away. So she did as she nodded and said, “Very fun.”
And she had to keep it that way.
Hey, can you help me with something?
Phillip grinned as he read the message from Reese.
Sure.
Awesome, can you come over?
Yeah, Claire is at school.
Oh yeah, duh, cool, come on over and just come up to the main studio.
Okay, see you in a bit.
Tucking his phone in his pocket, he grabbed his keys and headed out the door. He had been waiting all day to hear from her. He was aware that it could be classified as pathetic, but he didn’t want to rock the boat by calling her every time he missed her. Which was almost every second that passed. She seemed a little weirded out by her family questioning them. Despite the fact that he tried to help with that, he was worried he made it worse. Saying that they were just friends was probably the dumbest thing he could do. He should have said they were hanging out, seeing where they would go, but his fear of losing her made it hard to say that. So instead, he lied to people that he hoped would be more than just a hockey family one day.
Running his hand through his hair as he drove to the studio, he expelled a breath as he tried to figure out what he was going to do about Reese. He wanted this to be easy. He wanted to look at her and she would know that he loved her, but he thought he was already doing that. He must not be though because she still thought they were only friends. He felt as if he had done everything short of screaming in her face that he loved her. Maybe that was what he needed to do, just admit his feelings, but he wasn’t sure he could.
It had been so long since he admitted love for someone other than his family. The fear of Reese’s rejection stung, and he hadn’t even been a victim of it yet. Knowing it could happen, though, kept his mouth shut tight. He had never been like this before. He didn’t care, he went with the flow, did what he wanted, loved who he wanted, and left all caution in the wind, but with Reese it was different. He couldn’t lose her.
Letting out a long, harsh breath, he pulled into his usual spot and got out the car, locking it behind him. Heading up the stairs, he opened the studio door and was greeted with…
“Phillip?”
He smiled as he headed to the back studio. “Yeah, it’s me.”
“Okay, lock the door please!”