But with Camden on the line, it didn’t really matter. I would do what I had to do. Even the ugly things.
I eased out of the car and managed to sneak around to the back of the house, which faced onto the golf course, careful not to trip over Ben’s wayward toy dump trucks and his sandbox. The back door was an easier lock to pick with less people to spot me. I got the door open in no time and slowly crept inside. The floor was cheap linoleum and silent underneath my feet. There were night lights lining the hallway which made it better for me, casting the area in a blue glow. I passed a laundry room and a playroom, and a room with the door open. That had to be Ben’s. I swallowed my apprehension and kept going. The room next to that was a bathroom and then there was another room with the door open only a crack. Beyond that it was the living room and dining room and the foyer. I paused at the room with the door slightly ajar and debated how to do this.
There was no rule book.
No plan now.
I had to wing it and hope for the best.
I carefully pushed the door open, crouching low to the ground, figuring mothers were probably light sleepers and crept inside. She was asleep in her bed and turned over just as I came inside. Faint light spilled in through the window, allowing me to make out everything in fuzzy detail.
There was a lamp by her bed. I went to it, bringing out my gun and pointing it at her.
I flicked on the light.
Waited for that agonizing half-second for her eyes to open.
They did. Forehead scrunched. Eyes blinking at the light and at me.
And then at the gun.
Her mouth opened.
“Don’t!” I hissed. “Don’t you dare scream.”
I pulled back the hammer on the revolver. The sound that I meant business. Camden did it to me once. Scared the shit out of me.
Gotcha, he’d said.
This time I got her.
I smiled as the realization came into her face, flooring her with bewilderment. “You were … you had the facial. The redhead with the hot date.”
My smile twitched. “I was. I did. Two guesses to who my hot date was.” I stared down the barrel of the gun at her. “Where is he?”
“Who?” she asked innocently.
“You know who. Camden. McQueen. Your ex-husband. Where. Is. He?”
She shook her head and I suddenly jammed the gun toward her, the tip just inches from her face.
“Don’t you play fucking stupid with me,” I whispered harshly.
“Why are you whispering?” she said, her voice growing louder. “Afraid to wake up Ben? You don’t want him to see this? Let him. Let him know how psychotic his daddy’s new girlfriend is.”
She leaned forward and spit in my face. Laughed. Enjoying herself. It was all a game.
I slowly wiped her mucous off my forehead.
She said, “Cunt,” under her breath.
That didn’t get to me. “You can call me all the names you want as long as you tell me where your brothers are taking Camden. Where are they meeting Javier?”
She snorted and sat up, all attitude. “I’m not telling you.”
I cocked my head in disbelief and tightened my grip on the gun. “I don’t think you have any idea of how serious this all is. I will make you tell me.”
She gave me a blasé look. “Look, honey. I know all about you. You’re some white trash southern scum chick who pulled a fast one when she shouldn’t have and got mixed up with Camden. You’re both the same. Good-looking, maybe a good fuck in bed, but absolutely inept when it comes to getting anything in life. You can want to find Camden all you want, but really, you’re wasting your time. He’s as good as dead, a good riddance, and you’re not going to get a single thing out of me because you’re not built for it. You’re a scammer. A con artist. Look at your arms. You couldn’t even put a dent in the wall, what the hell are you going to do to me? Shoot me?”
“No,” I said through grinding teeth, feeling the rage build up.
“That’s what thought.”
I brought my gun across her face in one quick, violent and terrible motion, the end of the pistol smashing into her nose. She cried out and I grabbed her by the jaw, bringing her bleeding face up to mine. “I won’t shoot you, not yet anyway. But I will break your nose and your cheekbones and your jaw and every little pretty part of you that can’t get you a date with hot men. Let’s see how they want you after this, huh?”
Finally, I saw it. The fear in her eyes. She got it. She understood that there were some things out there far worse than death. For me, it was a life without Camden McQueen. For her, it was a life with reconstructive surgery.
I grabbed her by her arm and yanked her out of bed. Couldn’t put a dent in the wall, huh? She was making me tempted to treat her face like the Cooper’s window again but I didn’t want to do anything I didn’t have to.
I jabbed the gun into her side. “You’re coming with me.”
“Just take him,” she cried out as I pulled her along.