The reflection of his parted lips and soundless gasp mimicked hers. They inhaled as one, absorbing the stimulation of their union.
“Best feeling in the world,” he breathed, stroking his length, hands enveloping her breasts. “You are my world.”
He pulled out, scooped her up, and laid her face up on the floor. She didn’t have time to question him. In the next breath, he was on her, in her, and kissing her with ferocity.
She responded with equaled ardor, bucking her hips and deepening the kiss. His hands burned over her thighs, squeezed her ass and caressed her clit with talented fingers.
Dragging her nails up his arms, mindful to avoid his back, she raked her hands through his hair. With an upward flex of her hips, she clenched her inner muscles and watched with happiness as his head fell back and the tendons in his throat strained.
Her flesh tingled, her nerve endings alive with arousal. His legs rubbed and twined with hers as he pumped in and out.
She raised her hips, meeting his thrusts, the urgency building with each heady stroke. Her cunt stretched, swollen, primed, ready.
“Charlee. Charlee, baby. Oh God, I’m—”
“Don’t stop. Shit, shit, I’m coming,” she screamed, and the sound surprised her, the pleasure spiraling through her body.
His shout followed on the heels of hers, and he ground to a halting collapse of limbs. He released a ragged breath and rolled to her side, half-draping her, his thigh between hers. “You came? Just like that?”
She cupped his jaw and padded her thumb over his lips. “Guess my liberation was waiting for yours.”
Their bodies entwined, and his face inches from hers, there was something missing from his unblinking eyes as he regarded her. They were clear and focused, the flecks of the gold in the brown brighter.
Uncertainty. That was what was missing. His chin lifted a little higher. His shoulders sat farther back. The fingers on her waist were pliant and still. The afterglow of sex? She didn’t think so.
“What now?” She arched up and kissed his swollen bottom lip.
He moaned, smiled. “Now, you finish my tattoo.”
She did, naked and humming. Six hours later, her back ached, her hand was numb, but her heart was light and purring with eagerness.
She led him back to the bathroom and turned his back to the mirror. Chewing a nail, she calmed under his gaze. There were no more mountains between them. Exposed, vulnerable, and fearless with one another, they couldn’t have been any closer. “Okay. Take a look.”
“I leveled the house in Canada.” He pulled her hand from her mouth and traced the skin between her fingers. “Burned down the shed and rebuilt on the land. I want to live there again. I could hunt like my father. The cabin has a studio. I could write music there.” He entwined their fingers. “Live there with me. The landscapes and wildlife are some of the most picturesque countryside in the world. You could sketch the terrain from the back porch. Or I could hire a pilot to take you town where you could tattoo—”
“I would love to.” She raised their hands and kissed his knuckles. For the first time in nine years, she let herself imagine a future without Roy. Dreamy as it was, it gave her power. Jay deserved that future, and she would do anything to make sure he got it.
His gorgeous smile filled his face, and he held up the mirror. Long moments passed. His smile faltered, his gaze fixed on the reflection in his hand.
The black flames danced over his back, reaching for his shoulders and giving an illusion of melting skin in its path. The skin, a blend of real and drawn scars, shriveled away, exposing peeks of riveted steel beneath.
Pride buzzed through her bloodstream. If he didn’t tell her he loved it, she’d…she’d give him a stiff knee to the happy sacks.
He lowered the mirror and set it on the counter. Slowly, irritatingly, his gaze climbed to meet hers. Expression unreadable, he stared at her for a few breathless seconds.
She opened her mouth to demand a response, and his arms came around her, lips falling over hers. His tongue stroked, his kiss tender and giving. It spiraled through her and curled her toes.
Pulling her close, he caressed her with the slide of lips, the nuzzle of his nose. His cheek burned over her face as he trailed kisses over her jaw. Returning to her mouth, he fed her his appreciation, nourishing her, loving her.
Fuck words. Actions were louder. She melted in his arms and decided it was the safest place she could ever be.
79
Bands of natural light leaked through the privacy curtain of Jay’s bunk. A murmur of voices whispered in from the front lounge. He rubbed his eyes and pressed a kiss into the mass of red hair tangled over his pillow. He thought his lips met Charlee’s cheekbone. Maybe her jaw. Hard to tell under that thick, gorgeous mane.